fucked up something...some insight wanted

Reno

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Dear friends, I used 1,5 years before testo enanthate 500mg / week along with 200mg primobolan /week and 3 * 2.5 mg tablets of "probably" fake anavar(maybe dbol with winnie). Due to second week my nipple started to annoy me. I started 0.5 arimidex per day but through 3rd week i discovered a very small lumb at my left nipple.a tiny one. i immidiately started nolvadex 20mg per day.along with arimidex.First sign of something wrong was that at some point my vision got blured and everything was white...this was just for only 1 minute..after this gradually my vision came back..then, when i finished 3rd week i had for the first time a PANIC ATTACk. it was horrible. i dont know why but i thought im gonna die. after this day and until now everyday i feel like im alittle dizzy,like i had been drinking alcohol the last night and i wake up dizzy. Immidiately i stopped my cycle, used only pregnyl 5000 for 2 times and stopped. And because this dizziness was persistent i started to visit doctors.2 Endocrinologists said after bloodwork that i have hypothyroidism and i started 62mg T4 still to that day im using it. after one month and 2 months i have checked bloddwork for my hormones. everything is ok and fine according to docs. I have visited cardiologist that he examined me with a heart triplex. said everything is fine and my heart is at athletic standards. everyone said me this dizziness is not from health problem but from AAS and psychological problems that they occure to the user. i have visited even an otorhinolaryngologist and tested me for labyrinth and these kind of stuff and they said i am healthy to the max.dizziness is not from it. i visited neurologist and said to me its something psychological and i must use xanax and some antidipressants to stop this "dizziness". i am not using anything cause i remember my state before i was fine with my wife and children. And second problem is that at my nipples now i have 2 small lumbs. I checked them at a top mastologist surgeon that is specialized at tumors and said to me that its not gynecomastia and it is just a gland.(its gyno but it is small..) But it is annoying and sometimes it hurts, not too much but it annoys me. i dont know what to say? then i did an mri scan at brain and they found a small pituarity tumor and for that reason im using dostinex 2 times a week for 0.25 each time. sexual performance is fine. but due to this dizziness after this panic attack my life quality is depressing.some days dont but some days are. i still going to gym and playing football with no problem. but this dizziness and these nipple small lumbs almost 2 years after is very strange. my testicles after this got smaller. and sperm load reduced. some days im fine but some other i dont. I know it sounds complicated but i thought that these docotrs dont know anything about steroids and their athletic use so they cannot help me. can you? Everything checked twice , bloodwork , hormones are fine now , i only use T4 for hypo. (back then i didnt used anything for PCT as i adviced to do so from my endo)
My first first cycle was test prop every other day and tren acetate for 10 weeks and was awesome! This i described above was my second attemp after 1,5 years from my first cycle.
And my last question is if i get to a new cycle was it wise to just use one compound? My last experience was very scary ...thank you for your time and sorry for my english
 
Dear friends, I used 1,5 years before testo enanthate 500mg / week along with 200mg primobolan /week and 3 * 2.5 mg tablets of "probably" fake anavar(maybe dbol with winnie). Due to second week my nipple started to annoy me. I started 0.5 arimidex per day but through 3rd week i discovered a very small lumb at my left nipple.a tiny one. i immidiately started nolvadex 20mg per day.along with arimidex.First sign of something wrong was that at some point my vision got blured and everything was white...this was just for only 1 minute..after this gradually my vision came back..then, when i finished 3rd week i had for the first time a PANIC ATTACk. it was horrible. i dont know why but i thought im gonna die. after this day and until now everyday i feel like im alittle dizzy,like i had been drinking alcohol the last night and i wake up dizzy. Immidiately i stopped my cycle, used only pregnyl 5000 for 2 times and stopped. And because this dizziness was persistent i started to visit doctors.2 Endocrinologists said after bloodwork that i have hypothyroidism and i started 62mg T4 still to that day im using it. after one month and 2 months i have checked bloddwork for my hormones. everything is ok and fine according to docs. I have visited cardiologist that he examined me with a heart triplex. said everything is fine and my heart is at athletic standards. everyone said me this dizziness is not from health problem but from AAS and psychological problems that they occure to the user. i have visited even an otorhinolaryngologist and tested me for labyrinth and these kind of stuff and they said i am healthy to the max.dizziness is not from it. i visited neurologist and said to me its something psychological and i must use xanax and some antidipressants to stop this "dizziness". i am not using anything cause i remember my state before i was fine with my wife and children. And second problem is that at my nipples now i have 2 small lumbs. I checked them at a top mastologist surgeon that is specialized at tumors and said to me that its not gynecomastia and it is just a gland.(its gyno but it is small..) But it is annoying and sometimes it hurts, not too much but it annoys me. i dont know what to say? then i did an mri scan at brain and they found a small pituarity tumor and for that reason im using dostinex 2 times a week for 0.25 each time. sexual performance is fine. but due to this dizziness after this panic attack my life quality is depressing.some days dont but some days are. i still going to gym and playing football with no problem. but this dizziness and these nipple small lumbs almost 2 years after is very strange. my testicles after this got smaller. and sperm load reduced. some days im fine but some other i dont. I know it sounds complicated but i thought that these docotrs dont know anything about steroids and their athletic use so they cannot help me. can you? Everything checked twice , bloodwork , hormones are fine now , i only use T4 for hypo. (back then i didnt used anything for PCT as i adviced to do so from my endo)
My first first cycle was test prop every other day and tren acetate for 10 weeks and was awesome! This i described above was my second attemp after 1,5 years from my first cycle.
And my last question is if i get to a new cycle was it wise to just use one compound? My last experience was very scary ...thank you for your time and sorry for my english


500mgs test/week is enough to cause gyno. You waited too long to control your estrogen. People running 500mgs of test can expect their estrogen to be ABOVE one hundred.

Go see a doctor and see if you can get on trt. A quick online local search can point you in the right direction of doctors that work with trt

Just Google "testosterone replacement therapy doctor -your city name-"
 
500mgs test/week is enough to cause gyno. You waited too long to control your estrogen. People running 500mgs of test can expect their estrogen to be ABOVE one hundred.

Go see a doctor and see if you can get on trt. A quick online local search can point you in the right direction of doctors that work with trt

Just Google "testosterone replacement therapy doctor -your city name-"

Don't forget to also tell him that he should drop his Test dosage to 100 mg/week and toss in a smattering of Deca, for good measure. :D:p
 
Dear friends, I used 1,5 years before testo enanthate 500mg / week along with 200mg primobolan /week and 3 * 2.5 mg tablets of "probably" fake anavar(maybe dbol with winnie). Due to second week my nipple started to annoy me. I started 0.5 arimidex per day but through 3rd week i discovered a very small lumb at my left nipple.a tiny one. i immidiately started nolvadex 20mg per day.along with arimidex.First sign of something wrong was that at some point my vision got blured and everything was white...this was just for only 1 minute..after this gradually my vision came back..then, when i finished 3rd week i had for the first time a PANIC ATTACk. it was horrible. i dont know why but i thought im gonna die. after this day and until now everyday i feel like im alittle dizzy,like i had been drinking alcohol the last night and i wake up dizzy. Immidiately i stopped my cycle, used only pregnyl 5000 for 2 times and stopped. And because this dizziness was persistent i started to visit doctors.2 Endocrinologists said after bloodwork that i have hypothyroidism and i started 62mg T4 still to that day im using it. after one month and 2 months i have checked bloddwork for my hormones. everything is ok and fine according to docs. I have visited cardiologist that he examined me with a heart triplex. said everything is fine and my heart is at athletic standards. everyone said me this dizziness is not from health problem but from AAS and psychological problems that they occure to the user. i have visited even an otorhinolaryngologist and tested me for labyrinth and these kind of stuff and they said i am healthy to the max.dizziness is not from it. i visited neurologist and said to me its something psychological and i must use xanax and some antidipressants to stop this "dizziness". i am not using anything cause i remember my state before i was fine with my wife and children. And second problem is that at my nipples now i have 2 small lumbs. I checked them at a top mastologist surgeon that is specialized at tumors and said to me that its not gynecomastia and it is just a gland.(its gyno but it is small..) But it is annoying and sometimes it hurts, not too much but it annoys me. i dont know what to say? then i did an mri scan at brain and they found a small pituarity tumor and for that reason im using dostinex 2 times a week for 0.25 each time. sexual performance is fine. but due to this dizziness after this panic attack my life quality is depressing.some days dont but some days are. i still going to gym and playing football with no problem. but this dizziness and these nipple small lumbs almost 2 years after is very strange. my testicles after this got smaller. and sperm load reduced. some days im fine but some other i dont. I know it sounds complicated but i thought that these docotrs dont know anything about steroids and their athletic use so they cannot help me. can you? Everything checked twice , bloodwork , hormones are fine now , i only use T4 for hypo. (back then i didnt used anything for PCT as i adviced to do so from my endo)
My first first cycle was test prop every other day and tren acetate for 10 weeks and was awesome! This i described above was my second attemp after 1,5 years from my first cycle.
And my last question is if i get to a new cycle was it wise to just use one compound? My last experience was very scary ...thank you for your time and sorry for my english

Go to benzobuddies and nomorepanic forums. Don't tell them about your gear usage. Talk to other people that are caught in anxiety and chemical dependance cycles, and get your mind right, your coping mechanisms up to scratch and and your thoughts grounded before thinking about trying AAS again.
 
So what your main question? And no don’t ever use steroids again.
what from your expertise think went wrong?
You get your gear from a good source? You said your anavar was faked. Maybe you got some dodgy gear.
anavar was fake "sciroxx", 100tabs for 40$. this underground lab that created these compounds closed by police and then everyone learned the thruth about cheap sciroxx and some other fake brands. i even now believe that primo was just some enanthate testo.
bro, nolvadex causes dizziness and sight problems especially at 20mg/day. Drop it to 10mg. Same thing happened to me.
i have realized this bro... i still have a tiny floater on my sight. this dizziness goes away very slowly(now its been 2 years) i am not as i was 1 year before...but the shock was so intense.

i also had to deal with muscle cramps and some injuries. after this whole story my body became too stiff. These things are not a game. If you go against nature , someday wait for the payback, its true folks!
 
I never knew sciroxx had fake products. I know shit happens. I was away from 2014 to recently and sciroxx was my go to. Was actually wondering what happend to them.
I know this is old post.
 
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