I can understand not liking to cook, but the grocery store? I admit I hated the grocery store this morning, though. It's about 3 miles one way and I walked. I carried back 49 cans of tuna, 1 dish scrubber, a package of Farmland cubed ham and 1lb of pecan halves. That sucked!
If you don't like cooking, do like me. Eat assloads of tuna. It's easy, quick and cook free. I also like to get 5lbs of ground, divide it up into 4oz patties, cook them all at once and then eat them for the rest of the week. Kind of sucks for about 45 minutes, but then you're home free the rest of the week.
More philosophy: I forgot to mention one of the most brilliant philosophers...if you ask me. Jean Jacques Rousseau. I love that guy. When I read his "Treatise on the Origins of Inequality" I was like, holy shit, this guy is awesome! There are just two passages that have stuck with me for the last 6 years.
The first was when he pointed out that the greatest achievement in human development was the creation of a standardized language. I had never, and probably would have never, thought about that, but it's so true. Without standardized language, the inventions of one guy would have to be rediscovered by each subsequent generation because he could not pass them on.
The second passage was when he stated that love is a method of control. He says that it is a way for the weaker sex to impose some measure of control on the stronger sex. I never thought of that either, but it is somewhat true. It certainly doesn't go over too well with women, but I can see his point.
More philosophers who suck: Spinoza, Leibniz, much of Descartes and especially Heiddeger. Hiedegger, Jesus! Talk about some rough, non-intelligble, coma laden writing.
Motivation: Actually, the fighting almost makes it more difficult for me to motivate myself to lift weights. They're not as important as they are to a bodybuilder. I have 'tard strength in a fight. It goes much beyond whatever I can do in the gym. In one fight, I managed to lift a 6'11", 295lb guy off of the ground with an underhook, despite the fact that my gym lifts are down from their peak. How I did that, I have no idea. I just talked to a guy I've rolled with before, who is a beast in his own right. I remember thinking, damn, this ol' boy is strong. He told me that I was so strong he couldn't do a damn thing and he was amazed.
Most recently, my best motivation has come from a complete overhaul of my workouts. Using the routine from JS has renewed my vigor. I'm in the gym for a very short time and I always feel great when I leave. I don't even want to leave because I feel so good and I want to keep going most of the time.
I've also lessened my poundages considerably. This is just so that I can be extra explosive with the weight and also so that I can perfect my technique. For instance, the other day, I squatted with 155 with a 5X5 scheme. It was a piece of cake, but it didn't tear up my low back and I was able to squat deep as hell. Having changed my focus from accretion of muscle mass to performance has helped keep me motivated. As long as my lifts keep going up each week, I'm happy. I'm just focusing on gaining strength which eventually translates into gaining muscle. It's really just a reversion to how I used to be. I got big by trying to get strong. Then, I started focusing too much on bodybuilding bullshit and I lost a lot of motivation.