XerxesM
New Member
Hello!
I woul'd like to introduce myself and at the same time say how much this site helped me with information.Before joining i have been researching the topic of AAS for quite some time and from all forums i have been browsing through this one provided the best info and advice even when just lurking around so thank all of you who contributes here it really is awesome!
I am 23 years old and started working out at the age of 15 first into just bodyweight and muay thai training.And going to the gym on and off till the age of 19.I was in a good but skinny shape with weight around 165 pounds with bf of around 10 at the time (i was and am 5'7 feet since age 16).At that time i thought i was ripped and buff as shit until i got interested in BB ( yes i was that little young shit thinking he is big and awesome at 165
, facepalming myself in shame now). At age 18 i went to work at a night club and shit hit the fan so to speak.I think i don't have to tell to any older guys what happens if you put a young athletic guy full of life to night shifts at a bar with an abundance of alcohol,drugs,girls etc.I am ashamed to admit now when the realization hit me that i absolutely destroyed myself.Of course i had no time for gym or any form of workout as i was too busy drinking and ''having fun''.In 4 and a half years i went down to 132 pounds with clothes on with terrible health.So bad that my doctor thought i had HIV from all the symptoms i had (constant headaches, joint pain, fatigue, i looked like a body that has been dug up from the grave).Luckaly after all the tests done (numerous times over and over and over) i was clean of all diseases and the doctors conclusion was i just wrecked myself with drugs, alcohol and no sleep etc.
This really opened my eyes and i quit drinking,using drugs, eating shit food. For half a year i have been ''fixing'' the mistakes i did with diet,vitamins and basically everything my doctor reccomended and finally i was fine.
Reasons for using AAS :
I don't want to bring back my look...i want to be much much better than i ever was
.There are some other reasons but i rather not state them here.
My doctor knows of my plans and agreed to monitor me all this time.He is not fond of the idea and of coruse does not reccomend it but agrees that i should be fine.
In the gym i will be under the wing of a experienced guy who is familiar with AAS and works as a trainer.( Know him since age of 15, unlike me he kept going and it paid off)
His quote '' AAS means not the easy way ...it's a much harder way...even more harder if you want it to pay off!''
Do i understand and am willing to pay the consequences of AAS?
Yes my mother is a nurse specializing in endocrinology so i do understand what can and will happen.
Thanks for reading it and i am proud to be here to absorb all the info from experienced users!!!!
I woul'd like to introduce myself and at the same time say how much this site helped me with information.Before joining i have been researching the topic of AAS for quite some time and from all forums i have been browsing through this one provided the best info and advice even when just lurking around so thank all of you who contributes here it really is awesome!
I am 23 years old and started working out at the age of 15 first into just bodyweight and muay thai training.And going to the gym on and off till the age of 19.I was in a good but skinny shape with weight around 165 pounds with bf of around 10 at the time (i was and am 5'7 feet since age 16).At that time i thought i was ripped and buff as shit until i got interested in BB ( yes i was that little young shit thinking he is big and awesome at 165
, facepalming myself in shame now). At age 18 i went to work at a night club and shit hit the fan so to speak.I think i don't have to tell to any older guys what happens if you put a young athletic guy full of life to night shifts at a bar with an abundance of alcohol,drugs,girls etc.I am ashamed to admit now when the realization hit me that i absolutely destroyed myself.Of course i had no time for gym or any form of workout as i was too busy drinking and ''having fun''.In 4 and a half years i went down to 132 pounds with clothes on with terrible health.So bad that my doctor thought i had HIV from all the symptoms i had (constant headaches, joint pain, fatigue, i looked like a body that has been dug up from the grave).Luckaly after all the tests done (numerous times over and over and over) i was clean of all diseases and the doctors conclusion was i just wrecked myself with drugs, alcohol and no sleep etc. This really opened my eyes and i quit drinking,using drugs, eating shit food. For half a year i have been ''fixing'' the mistakes i did with diet,vitamins and basically everything my doctor reccomended and finally i was fine.
Reasons for using AAS :
I don't want to bring back my look...i want to be much much better than i ever was
.There are some other reasons but i rather not state them here.My doctor knows of my plans and agreed to monitor me all this time.He is not fond of the idea and of coruse does not reccomend it but agrees that i should be fine.
In the gym i will be under the wing of a experienced guy who is familiar with AAS and works as a trainer.( Know him since age of 15, unlike me he kept going and it paid off)
His quote '' AAS means not the easy way ...it's a much harder way...even more harder if you want it to pay off!''
Do i understand and am willing to pay the consequences of AAS?
Yes my mother is a nurse specializing in endocrinology so i do understand what can and will happen.
Thanks for reading it and i am proud to be here to absorb all the info from experienced users!!!!
