Hey, it's the Bull.

We don’t know each other but best wishes on recovery, stay strong, I’m sure you know it’s not easy. I’ve been there too. If there’s anything I can do let me know.
 
Great to have you back @TorroXL . Addiction is a constant battle, it creeps up on us as it changes our entire mindset. Before we realize it, boom it’s got us again. I speak from personal experience. Stay strong and do everything in your power to stay clean, brother.
 
Set goals and become better every day, even if it’s wiping piss off the toilet one more time than you wanted to. Find the positivity in everything brother. Keep moving forward, but keep your recovery at the forefront of it all. Let me know if there’s anything I can do to help.
 
@TorroXL i fight the same battles as you brother along with many on here I believe. It’s more than possible to overcome. The gym and this lifestyle are a great “compliment” to a solid program. Speaking for myself and my own experiences I just have to be a bit careful st times of becoming consumed in self and it gets real easy for me from time to time to find “relief” in the gym and in my own mind make myself believe I don’t need any other assistance that I may get in the rooms or more importantly from helping someone and being selfless. Just know you have support here. Never met you but glad to see you back brother !

I agree with @ickyrica hold off on the unnecessary compounds for now if you can.. don’t jump the gun on instant gratification after a lil run or whatever exactly happened. In the same breath I agree with @wedorecover in the sense on having your levels at least in the high end of average does make a huge difference.

Keep your head up and one foot in front of the other. I’m sure this isn’t your first rodeo so as we know what the future holds with some good ol hard work on ourselves.
 
@TorroXL, it's good to see you back. I've read a lot of your posts, you seem like a very humble dude, I've learned a lot in just the little time I've been here from you and several other good people on MESO. Like @picholas said get back on your routine and enlighten us newcomers. Everyone deserves another chance. @wedorecover, I applaud you.
Ty brutha. I got no problem telling the truth. My story is fucked up, but true. Most people would not admit they were homeless and down and out. I got no problem telling my story tho. I also want people to know I'm on a trt dose for now. @Eman is correct. I've done no labs yet. However, a few months back my levels were very low.
 
Ty brutha. I got no problem telling the truth. My story is fucked up, but true. Most people would not admit they were homeless and down and out. I got no problem telling my story tho. I also want people to know I'm on a trt dose for now. @Eman is correct. I've done no labs yet. However, a few months back my levels were very low.

I wish you the best, Frank. I personally think going right to TRT may be unnecessary at the moment but best of luck in recovering from your relapse.
 
Hey Bros. I'm back. Not feeling to hot ATM. @wedorecover and I are working on something again. He saved my ass. Thank you for the ticket home @ikky... I'll be on blast in just a second. My levels were around 90:(
Wedorecover got me on some Test to beef me up real quick. That's all for now...
Good to see you back we've all screwed up just put it behind you and handle your business you can.
Make life your bitch!
 
My brother and I are the only people in the family who didn't or dont have a drug problem at one point or another. Growing up with my cousins and other siblings having drug problems became a norm for me. I'm extremely lucky I've never even tried another drug besides weed or else I'd be hooked for life. I know how I am. I wouldn't be strong enough to give it up for good. I'd always be fighting those urges, temptations or triggers for the rest of my life an most likely it being the end of me.

I've currently lost too many friends and family members to drugs and alcohol to judge anyone. They were some of the wisest most down to earth people you ever met. It's a shame all the good ones go before their time and leave behind people who still can't imagine life without them.

I hope Tank can be successful in his recovery cause I know there are people out there who love him and wouldn't wanna see him go. Drug problem or no problem. I'd take all my family back if I could. Even in their obsessive drug states.lol
 
Ty brutha. I got no problem telling the truth. My story is fucked up, but true. Most people would not admit they were homeless and down and out. I got no problem telling my story tho. I also want people to know I'm on a trt dose for now. @Eman is correct. I've done no labs yet. However, a few months back my levels were very low.
Oh poor you! Yeah of course you were homeless. That's what happens when you CHOOSE to go back and shoot dope dumb ass. Save me the sob story and go to treatment. You're no different then anyone else so spare me your drivel !
 
Oh poor you! Yeah of course you were homeless. That's what happens when you CHOOSE to go back and shoot dope dumb ass. Save me the sob story and go to treatment. You're no different then anyone else so spare me your drivel !

So you are perfect? You never made a misstake in your life.
 

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