How much more weight to lose ?

The abscess was from repeated injections contaminated gear from a bad source. I won’t name them as they are still popular here.

So with the limited money I have, here are my two solutions:

1. The sterile abscess from my right shoulder (the bigger one) will be surgically removed in the next coming weeks. I already had it drained last week. Unfortunately I forgot to tell my primary care provider about the abscess on the left shoulder (smaller one)

2. Since I can’t afford gyno surgery in the near future I could, reduce my test dose to 150-175mg alongside masteron/eq. I can also start on ralox.

Would this be enough to at least look halfway presentable or decent?
 
The abscess was from repeated injections contaminated gear from a bad source. I won’t name them as they are still popular here.

So with the limited money I have, here are my two solutions:

1. The sterile abscess from my right shoulder (the bigger one) will be surgically removed in the next coming weeks. I already had it drained last week. Unfortunately I forgot to tell my primary care provider about the abscess on the left shoulder (smaller one)

2. Since I can’t afford gyno surgery in the near future I could, reduce my test dose to 150-175mg alongside masteron/eq. I can also start on ralox.

Would this be enough to at least look halfway presentable or decent?
All the more reason to name them. This isn't PM where sources are sheltered
 
Shoulder access is already being taken care of. I am too broke to afford gyno and won’t be able to get rid of it surgically anytime soon, like it would be years before I could get it removed.

Unfortunately that’s the way it is. Should I just give up on training and goals then?
You can do a run of 60mg Raloxifene for a while and that will likely remove a good bit of it. It’s cheap and easily sourced.
 
Alright, which one of you homos sent ComancheChief a private message about masturbating to his photos and got him all freaked out?
Someone in another forum mentioned a part of my picture that may come off as inappropriate or a forum violation. Lmao he is right though, I just realized how bad it looks
 
i wouldnt be worried about gyno that much, its just cosmetic thing, you have it for 4-5 years, surely you are okay with it now.
anyway, you look big.

please, name the sourse so i/we know where not to buy stuff.
 
between the gyno and the shoulder abscess, which looks the worst? If I get rid of this large abscess from the right shoulder would that alone make a tremendous difference?

The source was pharmacon, keep in mind this was 2021-2022 that I used their gear. I don’t know if they’ve gotten better or worse since then.
 
between the gyno and the shoulder abscess, which looks the worst? If I get rid of this large abscess from the right shoulder would that alone make a tremendous difference?

The source was pharmacon, keep in mind this was 2021-2022 that I used their gear. I don’t know if they’ve gotten better or worse since then.
shoulder abscess by far
 
between the gyno and the shoulder abscess, which looks the worst? If I get rid of this large abscess from the right shoulder would that alone make a tremendous difference?

The source was pharmacon, keep in mind this was 2021-2022 that I used their gear. I don’t know if they’ve gotten better or worse since then.
ofc shoulder. half of guys i know have pubertial gyno, its quite common as i can see. nobody is concerned about it in real world, just guys in bodybuilding comunity so dont be upset about it.

shoulder absces i woult be worried tbh.
 
Okay so there is some hope for me then lol. I really wish I told my pcp about the smaller abscess that way both shoulders will be back to normal.
 
How do they treat that?

I always thought they drain it with a big needle.
Last week I went for a biopsy and they drained it. It filled up two giant syringes, so it looked even bigger before. Now I’m waiting to get results back this week, once that happens I’ll be referred to a surgeon to get the calcified tissue surgically removed.
 
Last week I went for a biopsy and they drained it. It filled up two giant syringes, so it looked even bigger before. Now I’m waiting to get results back this week, once that happens I’ll be referred to a surgeon to get the calcified tissue surgically removed.
so you had that since 2022 on your shoulders?
 
so you had that since 2022 on your shoulders?
It started off with just scar tissue but since my dumb a* kept injecting there, it gradually grew over time. I didn’t notice just how bad it was until it was too late. When they drained it out it looked like orange thick puss so it’s been there for a while
 
It started off with just scar tissue but since my dumb a* kept injecting there, it gradually grew over time. I didn’t notice just how bad it was until it was too late. When they drained it out it looked like orange thick puss so it’s been there for a while
ou god... it looks dangerous mate. otherwise your build looks big and lean in my book but that looks really bad.
 
I think with the gyno i may have had some estrogen sensitivity even before I started lifting as a natural

Here’s some of me 2016 first month into lifting at 160-165lbs

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I think with the gyno i may have had some estrogen sensitivity even before I started lifting as a natural

Here’s some of me 2016 first month into lifting at 160-165lbs

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It's extremely minor here compared to your current pic so it has def. gotten worse unfortunately. I have some pubertal gyno that looks like your 2016 pic. I don't fuck around with underdosing AI because I don't want to risk any further growth.
 
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