Introduction

[Bjornulfr]

Mandatory hello.

I have autism, so I am not the best at being the most engaging or cooth. However, I will share what I know from studying for a forensic pathology doctorate before leaving graduate school to re-enlist in the military.

I'll cut to the proverbial chase and say I am born female but transitioned to a male at age 40. I take testosterone via a script. I have nothing left that makes me a female, so ... there's that. If it bugs you and your morals, I'm not sure what to say besides I didn't have this procedure for you. It was for me. I knew since elementary school and never needed another person to validate my masculinity. No one should ever have to validate that for you as a man; Same goes to women and their femininity(the world is harder on women, tbh. I couldn't do it. Made respect for cis females). You all got this and the world loves to punch down onto other people. Never let them distract you from your life's goals.

My testosterone cycle is 2.5ml once a week. Sometimes I'll take it twice or 3 times but I'm still waiting to see what my bloodwork is like. Interested in tren but am wanting a small dose. Something similar to my testosterone dose, maybe? Unsure of how these things go and what a low dose would be for someone who is 6'01" and maybe 190lbs now.

Just curious and interested in gains for further masculine appearance. I also loooove having a muscular body. Absolutely adore it. I cannot wait to afford a gym membership again. Recent surgery won't allow me to lift too heavy nor anything in lower abdomen for another 6 weeks.

Suggestions for tren purchase, how much to use, and how to use, frequency, etc... I need it all. Teach the wee babby how to lift and tren --I mean, train. (*cough*).

All advice is appreciated and I thank you in advance. My honesty on my transition is to give a clear picture on any biological considerations, not to incite a debate. I will not tolerate nor reply to hate-bait. You'll just get reported/blocked/and exposed as a bigot. We're all here for the love of fitness and learning how to grow. Let's keep that in mind and ensure the focus flourishes.

Oh. For creatine, I take Bum(the Chris Bumstead stuff. Its delicious! Works great). For protein powder, been using Vega vanilla flavor. I sometimes mix it with Carnation Instant Breakfast powder for all my vitamins when I couldn't eat solid food.

Any and all help is greatly appreciated. I look forward to meeting friends here and potentially sharing experiences with them.

Skál.

 

[Bjornulfr]

Meant "mad respect for females", my phone is awful at correcting things that don't need it but also ignoring real typos.

And when I mentioned biological differences, I am not sure how to weigh my biology in terms of "do I go by female standards or male, since I have no ovaries/womb/cervix/etc, and take testosterone?" I use male settings by default now. That's all I was trying to portray. However, mentioning it can ruffle feathers. I am not here to instigate debates and in-fighting, but I did want to be candid so my use of medicine can be accurately suggested. That is all. Nothing more, nothing less. Otherwise it would not have been mentioned at all. Medicine needs accuracy.

Thanks again for your time! Everyone be safe, especially with the weather and questionable political climate. Lift and be the best in life.

 

[Psy-chonaut]

"do I go by female standards or male, since I have no ovaries/womb/cervix/etc, and take testosterone?" I use male settings by default now.

Yeah that was what I was wondering too , good Q ?
(I have a hunch maybe female)
But I am not expert in female transitioning ..
Get bloodwork ( -some kind of baseline), and I would start up with a low dose, and go from there....

2,5 ml test once a week, curious, what ester and what is the dosing pr ml ? ( And some times it's X 2 or X 3 pr week, if I understood correctly)


And welcome!

 

[IndividualMan]

Mandatory hello.

I have autism, so I am not the best at being the most engaging or cooth. However, I will share what I know from studying for a forensic pathology doctorate before leaving graduate school to re-enlist in the military.

I'll cut to the proverbial chase and say I am born female but transitioned to a male at age 40. I take testosterone via a script. I have nothing left that makes me a female, so ... there's that. If it bugs you and your morals, I'm not sure what to say besides I didn't have this procedure for you. It was for me. I knew since elementary school and never needed another person to validate my masculinity. No one should ever have to validate that for you as a man; Same goes to women and their femininity(the world is harder on women, tbh. I couldn't do it. Made respect for cis females). You all got this and the world loves to punch down onto other people. Never let them distract you from your life's goals.

My testosterone cycle is 2.5ml once a week. Sometimes I'll take it twice or 3 times but I'm still waiting to see what my bloodwork is like. Interested in tren but am wanting a small dose. Something similar to my testosterone dose, maybe? Unsure of how these things go and what a low dose would be for someone who is 6'01" and maybe 190lbs now.

Just curious and interested in gains for further masculine appearance. I also loooove having a muscular body. Absolutely adore it. I cannot wait to afford a gym membership again. Recent surgery won't allow me to lift too heavy nor anything in lower abdomen for another 6 weeks.

Suggestions for tren purchase, how much to use, and how to use, frequency, etc... I need it all. Teach the wee babby how to lift and tren --I mean, train. (*cough*).

All advice is appreciated and I thank you in advance. My honesty on my transition is to give a clear picture on any biological considerations, not to incite a debate. I will not tolerate nor reply to hate-bait. You'll just get reported/blocked/and exposed as a bigot. We're all here for the love of fitness and learning how to grow. Let's keep that in mind and ensure the focus flourishes.

Oh. For creatine, I take Bum(the Chris Bumstead stuff. Its delicious! Works great). For protein powder, been using Vega vanilla flavor. I sometimes mix it with Carnation Instant Breakfast powder for all my vitamins when I couldn't eat solid food.

Any and all help is greatly appreciated. I look forward to meeting friends here and potentially sharing experiences with them.

Skál.

you are man now. No endogenous production + TRT? male reference standard used. no reason to be tied down with shitty underresearched female ref ranges + problems.

only real difference is you dont have to worry about prostate enlargement, but worry more about hairloss.

also, measure your AAS in MG, not mls. 1ml could be 100mg, but it could also be 4-500mgs. if pharma Cyp its usually 200mg/ml, Pharma E could be 250mg/ml. Pharma Test Undecanoate (which is absolute dogpiss, especially Nebido, go get yourself some good UGL Test U with lower BB content) is also 250mg/ml, but has less actual Testosterone due to ester weight.

6ft+ is a good height, tren might not be needed, it also might possibly be dangerous to your mental health (ex military, so probably around some mentally unwell people, even if working in admin, plus possible adverse experiences from childhood because FtM), tren is notorious for worsening mental health even in some people with immense mental fortitude.

IF you decide to take tren, start with low doses (5-10 mg daily/EoD, and work your way up bit by bit)
Adding GH also helps with masculine features if you are on AAS (brow ridge, big nose, big hands, big jaw, etc.) might make you look like an ogre tho (long term at higher doses), so you gotta be aware of that.


Also, source discussion is only allowed in the Underground section, where you will also find all the sources that are operating on this board. Read their threads, look at lab analysis, etc. to see the full picture and gauge the quality of their product.

As for AAS you might want to use besides test:
DHT derivatives: Mast, primo, Adrol, Sdrol, Var
Testosterone derivatives: Dbol, EQ, maybe?
19-nortestosterone derivatives: Tren, MENT, NPP?
remember: always start low, take antioxidants, have AIs and a SERM on hand, BP meds as well, and train with intensity and purpose