Longish story here, after bulking up on an insane amount of calories, late last year I was able to get to around 220 pounds.. needless to say I was eating upwards to 5000 calories a day.. i was always asking my friends who were around the same weight as me how many calories they needed to bulk, because I just couldn't put on weight for the life of me, and they always needed like half the amount of calories I needed, and they were gaining weight, i was eating like 5k calories a day and barely keeping my weight, near the end of my bulk i started going to the bathroom with tons of blood.. and was crapping so much everyday, no foods seemed to sit well with me, at the same time or a bit earlier, my pee started getting dark no matter how hydrated i was staying, and now when i pee, it's all bubbles, and disgusting looking, so i thought kidney disease, because my gfr was up and down, same with creatinine.
Finally decided to get everything checked out, first was the blood, got a colonscopy and got diagnosed with crohn's disease (at this time i stopped cycling), thought my life was over seeing as all i liked doing was the gym and this disease is literally the worst possible thing you could ever get for gym, not being able to digest food, etc..
Then on to the neprologist, since my gfr was down to 65 at one point, at this time i got bloods for my nephrologist, and my gfr was back up to 90, this was after stopping cycles, and i stopped working out for a few months in between finding out what was wrong with me.. my first trip to the neprologist there was slight proteinuria in my urine, but only like 0.5 above normal range and he said it's nothing to worry about, my gfr was up to 95, i started back at the gym and now he made me get bloods again to make sure, and now my gfr is down to 78 again with creatinine on the higher end of normal range, my urine is still disgusting and i have an apt with him soon, and somehow with my urine being more gross looking, my proteinuria is slightly down from the previous so i'm guessing he's not going to say much is wrong with my kidneys, even though I'm pretty sure I know there is, i just can tell by the way i'm peeing, there's not much other reasoning for that, so basically crohns and this has been going on lately for me.
With crohns i'm guessing the whole bulking phase is over for me, i am a hard gainer in general, but i'm thinking of just staying lean year round and keeping a perfect diet seeing as i'm forced to now, i recently started prednisone and am going to start humira soon, i'm going to start doing milder cycles in case something is wrong with my kidneys, was never that big a fan of dbol or anadrol but i did enjoy running those for the huge weight increase, and lift increase, but at that point it's obvious you're on gear and you lose most of it when you stop, for the chance of it raising your BP and BP being a key factor in kidney disease, i decided against those from now on.
Can anybody tell me which cycles would be least harsh on kidney's in general, and good for just straight lean gains? I never got crazy cycling but have been cycling for 5 years, craziest was probably my bulk to 220 last cycle and it was around 600mg test/400mg tren/ and 100 mg anadrol, i gained a decent amount of weight until my crohn's or whatever got really bad
I honestly wish i never found out i had crohn's, it's like a slap to the face seeing as nobody with a good physique has crohn's disease, i'm guessing it severely limits to what you can achieve, but i always have been pretty lean, so i'm guessing just staying lean and not bulking crazely will help a lot.
I'm still going to do two cycles a year, winter/summer, but i want to limit the harsher compounds (not sure which are the worst) on my kidneys and body in general i guess now. Also was going to save tren for summer instead of running it winter/summer for both, i know tren is pretty harsh as well.
Thing is, what is a decent bulker (i know it's diet mostly) which is good for just lean gains and not blowing up? Dbol and anadrol are not going to be for me as much as i love how they make me feel, i just don't want to risk having a kidney problem and it raising BP and making them worse.
I'm thinking maybe 500mg/test, some EQ and some kind of oral steroid, not sure how any of the less harsh orals are on your kidneys, like anavar/winstrol, but something along those lines, i still want to gain weight, it's just much harder now
I've been looking at a lot of the physqieue guys diets, and they most be the easiest to follow ever, it's literally just 7 ounces of meet with some carbs and greens a meal, every meal, was thinking of doing that, but it only seems like 2k calories so i'm not sure what will happen to my physique if i follow just a straight clean diet like they do, it's just very little calories. This being said, i still look good now, been running hrt dosage of test ever since, and i'm still lowish body fat, around 183 pounds now only, since i lost a lot due to this crohn's shit. But i'm still decently happy with how i look thus far. thought i'd be a lot less with just running hrt dose by now, but i guess 183 is as low as i'l get. my goal i'd say if it's even possible now, since i can't bulk up, i always wanted to be like 250 pounds, but rather be safer after finding out about these problems, and weigh around 200 pounds with lower bodyfat, as an end goal.
any help is appreciated.
Finally decided to get everything checked out, first was the blood, got a colonscopy and got diagnosed with crohn's disease (at this time i stopped cycling), thought my life was over seeing as all i liked doing was the gym and this disease is literally the worst possible thing you could ever get for gym, not being able to digest food, etc..
Then on to the neprologist, since my gfr was down to 65 at one point, at this time i got bloods for my nephrologist, and my gfr was back up to 90, this was after stopping cycles, and i stopped working out for a few months in between finding out what was wrong with me.. my first trip to the neprologist there was slight proteinuria in my urine, but only like 0.5 above normal range and he said it's nothing to worry about, my gfr was up to 95, i started back at the gym and now he made me get bloods again to make sure, and now my gfr is down to 78 again with creatinine on the higher end of normal range, my urine is still disgusting and i have an apt with him soon, and somehow with my urine being more gross looking, my proteinuria is slightly down from the previous so i'm guessing he's not going to say much is wrong with my kidneys, even though I'm pretty sure I know there is, i just can tell by the way i'm peeing, there's not much other reasoning for that, so basically crohns and this has been going on lately for me.
With crohns i'm guessing the whole bulking phase is over for me, i am a hard gainer in general, but i'm thinking of just staying lean year round and keeping a perfect diet seeing as i'm forced to now, i recently started prednisone and am going to start humira soon, i'm going to start doing milder cycles in case something is wrong with my kidneys, was never that big a fan of dbol or anadrol but i did enjoy running those for the huge weight increase, and lift increase, but at that point it's obvious you're on gear and you lose most of it when you stop, for the chance of it raising your BP and BP being a key factor in kidney disease, i decided against those from now on.
Can anybody tell me which cycles would be least harsh on kidney's in general, and good for just straight lean gains? I never got crazy cycling but have been cycling for 5 years, craziest was probably my bulk to 220 last cycle and it was around 600mg test/400mg tren/ and 100 mg anadrol, i gained a decent amount of weight until my crohn's or whatever got really bad
I honestly wish i never found out i had crohn's, it's like a slap to the face seeing as nobody with a good physique has crohn's disease, i'm guessing it severely limits to what you can achieve, but i always have been pretty lean, so i'm guessing just staying lean and not bulking crazely will help a lot.
I'm still going to do two cycles a year, winter/summer, but i want to limit the harsher compounds (not sure which are the worst) on my kidneys and body in general i guess now. Also was going to save tren for summer instead of running it winter/summer for both, i know tren is pretty harsh as well.
Thing is, what is a decent bulker (i know it's diet mostly) which is good for just lean gains and not blowing up? Dbol and anadrol are not going to be for me as much as i love how they make me feel, i just don't want to risk having a kidney problem and it raising BP and making them worse.
I'm thinking maybe 500mg/test, some EQ and some kind of oral steroid, not sure how any of the less harsh orals are on your kidneys, like anavar/winstrol, but something along those lines, i still want to gain weight, it's just much harder now
I've been looking at a lot of the physqieue guys diets, and they most be the easiest to follow ever, it's literally just 7 ounces of meet with some carbs and greens a meal, every meal, was thinking of doing that, but it only seems like 2k calories so i'm not sure what will happen to my physique if i follow just a straight clean diet like they do, it's just very little calories. This being said, i still look good now, been running hrt dosage of test ever since, and i'm still lowish body fat, around 183 pounds now only, since i lost a lot due to this crohn's shit. But i'm still decently happy with how i look thus far. thought i'd be a lot less with just running hrt dose by now, but i guess 183 is as low as i'l get. my goal i'd say if it's even possible now, since i can't bulk up, i always wanted to be like 250 pounds, but rather be safer after finding out about these problems, and weigh around 200 pounds with lower bodyfat, as an end goal.
any help is appreciated.
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