Life/body recomp cycle.

Probably not. I was actually in Rockford, Il. Probably not missing much either some place called tiger tails. I'm sure is be dissapointed anyhow the last time I was at a strip club was vegas and them girls will do anything for a buck.

DAMN NATURAL! EFFING ROCKFORD, IL?!?! Talk about a dump!!! Surely if there was a list of the Top 10 Most Depressing Uninspiring Rundown Towns in America, Rockford would be on that list.

Knowing now that you were in Rockford and not Wisconsin, please allow me to say that you would have been much better off in a titty bar in the Land of Cheese than effing Rockford!
 
DAMN NATURAL! EFFING ROCKFORD, IL?!?! Talk about a dump!!! Surely if there was a list of the Top 10 Most Depressing Uninspiring Rundown Towns in America, Rockford would be on that list.

Knowing now that you were in Rockford and not Wisconsin, please allow me to say that you would have been much better off in a titty bar in the Land of Cheese than effing Rockford!
I want some cheese curd titties
 
I want some cheese curd titties

Well I'll say this - the titty bars in Wisconsin are not much to view - but, Wisconsin girls are awesome. Fun loving girls who know how to have fun, have outdated hairstyles with like 3 or 4 bad dye jobs showing through, rockin' 1980's hair metal tshirts, tight jeans, and good curves. Skanky freaks - just my type! ;)
 
My job is 100% travel. I'm usually in one place for a while but we had a bunch of small jobs lined up. Pretty much do all the jobs the local guys are scared of.
 
Stay strong and focused brother!!! And i hope you keep going to meeting because as recovering addicts we need all the help we can get to fight off those demons.
Im 15-16 years clean and i cant stress enough how incredible life is without opiates and coke in my life.
The first 5-6 years were a little bit rough, but after that the drug dreams and triggers that would really set my cravings off, went away. And now you couldn't pay me to take that shit!!
Good luck natural!!! Lotta guys here been in your shoes and some still right there with you.
And im always willing to help out any way i can[emoji4]
 
Had a good talk with my old sponsor tonight. Looks like I'll be working with him again. Time to give God a chance again. I just struggle with faith so much. It's my biggest hang up with AA. I'm not sure how it is where everyone else is from but I live in the Bible Belt and everyone is really religious down there. It seems to come so easy to them. I'm almost jealous of their ability to have faith. Anyone else struggle with faith in AA.
God, (the God of Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob) is really the only way man. I was 18 years old going to 2-3 AA meetings A DAY. I went through a 6month and 13month rehab one of those being a discipleship. I got right with God and although you will still struggle its a big relief. just try to say a prayer each night and focus on work,fitness and the gym. A great new and even better girl will come (did for me 8 months after a bad break up, im super happy now) i dont go to AA meetings, Might should.. but im sober now since December. The longest i put together before that was 18 months but it was purely on my own will and will not last if not on a solid foundation. Im no bible thumper either, Good luck man.
 
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All right game plan for today, gym twice and a meeting. Started the day off with 2iu of seros, one cup of oats, 45g protein shake. Also switched up the tren this morning. Gonna try another brand beside pharmacom. I have 20 ml of it. Gonna see if its any good at all. I hate to keep talking about it but i am really underwhelmed with pharmacom tren. Sucks cause i still have like 40 mls. Ohwell, i made it home late last night. I started getting a little crazy/squirley on the ride home. 13 hours of driving and thinking can do that to me.
 
All right game plan for today, gym twice and a meeting. Started the day off with 2iu of seros, one cup of oats, 45g protein shake. Also switched up the tren this morning. Gonna try another brand beside pharmacom. I have 20 ml of it. Gonna see if its any good at all. I hate to keep talking about it but i am really underwhelmed with pharmacom tren. Sucks cause i still have like 40 mls. Ohwell, i made it home late last night. I started getting a little crazy/squirley on the ride home. 13 hours of driving and thinking can do that to me.
Will be following to see how the new tren is treating ya
 
I fuckimg destroyed legs today. Think I'm gonna have to start a accutane regiment. It's starting to hurt to lay against anything like a bench or seat. The zits haven't broke through yet but they are at that painful underneath the skin phase. I have gotten a decent batch from mjr before but that guy pisses me off cause I'm pretty sure I got bunk adex off him before. Anyone have any experience getting good tane
 
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