Too many damn messages to reply to all. Fuck man you guys are dicks but I guess you're right. I think I might start going to church again I need some way to get my mind off cycling, I used to be close to jesus but I kinda stopped playing when I started getting huge. Last resort I'll just run 5 UI hgh and 40mg Mk677 ED year round so I don't get smol. And my fiance is not fucking fat she has severe narcolepsy thats fucked up, she has to wear a helmet when she goes out so she doesn't hurt herself. Fuck you talk about my fiance bro I just wanted someone to talk to and I'm not a piece of shitt I love my family but I can't stand her wearing that fucking helmet 24/7 and telling me I have to stop taking steroids, yet she take progesterone because she can't get pregant anymore that's a fucking steroid dummy.