WeaponPharma
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… so the internet for all intents and purposes started in 1998/99 when I was a highly masturbatory, gym-going teenager, rubbing genies out to lesbot jpegs. It was about a year later, in 2000 I reckon, that I stumbled onto a forum which I believe was published on a URL www.mesomorph.com and/or www.mesomorphosis.com, each a clever play-on-words which I appreciated even back then. I’m quite sure that forum was the predecessor to the present forum, meso-rx, and I seem to remember the “old” forum relaunching under the “new” (current) name at around that time. Not sure how “thinksteroids” fits into the picture but I think they’re all related.
I could be completely mistaken and I apologise if so!
To quickly summarise - I was very close to prematurely taking steroids as a late teenager/early twenties fellow. The extraordinarily generous and selfless folks operating that early-internet forum did SO MUCH for me and many others. I’m so grateful. To this day. I trained naturally and became a very fit, aesthetically pleasing young bloke for my twenties. I stayed away from all PEDs, save for MT2 (which I used for about 12 months) for the following 22 years and lost interest in researching the various compounds.
Fast forward 20-odd years and I learned that my long-term use of SSRIs/SNRIs had left my natural test levels in the toilet. It was quite devastating, I must say. I’d been doing SO MUCH exercise - trying to recompose myself after years away from training raising my small family - and getting absolutely nowhere. Certainly one of the disadvantages of being extremely fit/strong is knowing … how sloppy you have become.
Well, it was an awareness that washed over me like a religious benediction. I’m now 6 months into my new life as a triumphant PED user and I won’t be going back.
I’m 42. Married. 3 kids. I have learned a lot about life so far and I hope to share advice but also listen. I don’t have any strong views about religion/politics or anything controversial but I try always to be a “good bloke”. That ethos will guide me here.
I’m especially keen to learn how to brew my own PEDs. I cannot fkn believe the generosity of the folks on here sharing recipes etc. blows my mind. Legends.
My first aims are brewing injectable MIC, carnitine and glutathione. Then, the sky is the limit!
Thank you all, sincerely, for having me back.
I could be completely mistaken and I apologise if so!
To quickly summarise - I was very close to prematurely taking steroids as a late teenager/early twenties fellow. The extraordinarily generous and selfless folks operating that early-internet forum did SO MUCH for me and many others. I’m so grateful. To this day. I trained naturally and became a very fit, aesthetically pleasing young bloke for my twenties. I stayed away from all PEDs, save for MT2 (which I used for about 12 months) for the following 22 years and lost interest in researching the various compounds.
Fast forward 20-odd years and I learned that my long-term use of SSRIs/SNRIs had left my natural test levels in the toilet. It was quite devastating, I must say. I’d been doing SO MUCH exercise - trying to recompose myself after years away from training raising my small family - and getting absolutely nowhere. Certainly one of the disadvantages of being extremely fit/strong is knowing … how sloppy you have become.
Well, it was an awareness that washed over me like a religious benediction. I’m now 6 months into my new life as a triumphant PED user and I won’t be going back.
I’m 42. Married. 3 kids. I have learned a lot about life so far and I hope to share advice but also listen. I don’t have any strong views about religion/politics or anything controversial but I try always to be a “good bloke”. That ethos will guide me here.
I’m especially keen to learn how to brew my own PEDs. I cannot fkn believe the generosity of the folks on here sharing recipes etc. blows my mind. Legends.
My first aims are brewing injectable MIC, carnitine and glutathione. Then, the sky is the limit!
Thank you all, sincerely, for having me back.
