Wanted to finish my thought on goat's joining us.......
I enjoy reading my name and posts about me. My favorites are the ones I write about myself, though.
I rub some brand new guys the wrong way but from what the majority report back is that after some introspection the initial feelings that include among others are loathing, disgust and a re-kindled faith that either prayer or the focusing of negative energy may, in fact, swing the odds of my existence being ended here on earth in favor of my enemies.
After a this period of soul searching I at first brought back some memory that has either become so distant it was almost unreachable to the point that change would be impossible or the wound so fresh the fight or flight instinctual reaction is still releasing adrenaline and cortisol when the thoughts and memories are conjured up.
Whether I represent the kid that intimidated you that morning your father dropped you off early at school that life altering morning when you were approached and were both mentally and physically intimidated that you were never the same. You never recovered.
That turning point may have occurred much later in life. Maybe I was the man that emasculated you by seducing your pretty young wife that had just returned to the work force after a number of years of raising your 2 children. She felt it would be a good idea as it could be a little extra income for the family and she really wants to get back out there into society.
She was going through that stage when she wanted to feel confident an sexy again. Maybe she decides that breast implants will boost her confidence and tell you that it's because her clothes don't fit like they used to after her breasts stretched out when nursing YOUR children She sacrificed her body for you and your children and deserves this.
I was the younger than you guy that showed your wife the attention she was so desperately longing for. It was a wrap from the first smile/stare I gave her that day. Went from a smile that day to 9 days later us renting a hotel room that she paid for because she arrived 10 minutes before I did.
You knew something was happening and had never felt so completely helpless in your entire life.(schoolyard humiliation would have prevented this situation) You want to support your wife'sdecision to work. You arrange your schedule to be able to watch your kids while she's at her work. You are gripped by fear and know u can do nothing to stop what is happening.
You try and convince yourself that because your wife is still nursing your 8 month old child that she wouldn't be fucking someone else? No way.
You follow one early evening that she calls to tell you that she is going to be working late and she;s pleased as you as a family could use the overtime. You put the kids in the car and off to do a drive by. She;s not at work.
You eventually after an agonizing few weeks catch your wife in another lie and confront her. She tells you what you've known and dreaded.
You want every detail. How many times I fucked her? DId she swallow when sucking me off? Did her new fake tits leak your sons dinner when I was sucking her tits? Did I fuck her ass? You had not ever done that? Did you ever kiss her after her freaky self sucked my cock and stuck her tongue in my ass?
Well that wasn't me. I've shown fellas how to become liberated from those feelings. It's a process. A process that includes physical retaliation yrs after the fact. You won't be a man again and hold your head high until we do what must be done.
The actions vary from case to case. But they always involve violence and domination. It may include killing a domesticated animal. Depending on what you can stomach it may include starting a sexual relationship with the guys mother or daughter and recording the sex acts.
I guarantee you will never look back after taking control and manipulating and breaking the man down. You've got to destroy and it must be the equivalent of urinating and defecating on the thing he cares for most.....
I gotta go.
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