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Wow, now I know why it works so well on my dog during thunder storms and firework holidays.
juicy122
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Drugs like that are so hard to control. Because once you find that thing that enhances your life , when your sober you will always think about doing it. I've been there with something similar. Use to be once a week then it turned to every day at work to socialise better and have a good work shift. I've officially been off it for a couple weeks now and it's always in the back of my head when I go out these days knowing I would feel more in the mood for things if I had some. They will always have consequences sadly in the long run. I hate that my natural brain chemistry isn't like that on these drugs I just wish I was born with that time of outlook and I wouldn't give a shit about drugs lol. Sadly just have to work on the sober mindset.
ToastEater
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I’ve struggled with sadness, loneliness, depression, and anxiety my whole life. I’m in my 40’s now. I’ve tried lots of things. Here’s the 5 things I recommend after LOTS of trial and error:
Psilocybin: 90mg dosed Monday am & Friday am. 4 weeks on 4 weeks off. Non addictive. Non stim. Lots of historical and emerging science on this.
Miracle Morning: Drink 1L calorie free green juice, Stretch, Gratitude, Affirmations, Goals, Planning, 45 mins Cardio, 75 minutes of Lifting. Problem is I need to get up CRAZY early to make it work, and consequently I must go to bed very early too.
Food: 45% carbohydrate, 35% protein, 20% fat. Just eat healthy and balanced consistently. It helps mental health and avoids bloat.
Water: drink a total of 4L per day.
Sleep: 7-8 hours per night.
If I do this consistently, and trust me it’s a struggle, I feel on top of the world. NOTHING else makes me feel as good as these 5 things.
Psilocybin: 90mg dosed Monday am & Friday am. 4 weeks on 4 weeks off. Non addictive. Non stim. Lots of historical and emerging science on this.
Miracle Morning: Drink 1L calorie free green juice, Stretch, Gratitude, Affirmations, Goals, Planning, 45 mins Cardio, 75 minutes of Lifting. Problem is I need to get up CRAZY early to make it work, and consequently I must go to bed very early too.
Food: 45% carbohydrate, 35% protein, 20% fat. Just eat healthy and balanced consistently. It helps mental health and avoids bloat.
Water: drink a total of 4L per day.
Sleep: 7-8 hours per night.
If I do this consistently, and trust me it’s a struggle, I feel on top of the world. NOTHING else makes me feel as good as these 5 things.
Gbro
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The arrogance of an addict.
RunTrenFckTens
Member
And denial lol
I need a drug that makes my mood elevated, prohibits all the retarded people from annoying me, allows me to focus on my job, gives me energy, cures ED, burns fat, and has no adverse side effects.
Why can’t big pharma develop something like that?
Why can’t big pharma develop something like that?
Gbro
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Coke and tren
RunTrenFckTens
Member
That's what it's all about; having a daily consistent program. Thanks for sharing yours! That's how you build mental toughness and self discipline. Telling your subconscious every day that you are in charge, and you are not being run by habit.
FR0Z3N_B0MB3RRR
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Man i was depressed because i didnt like my look.. i found that a new haircut fitted so good on me (short hair shaved on sides) and i lost my bellybutton fat with diet and training, this combo boosted my “happiness” not only self esteem but everything.. i found some peace.. and because i ve plans for my present future Im already working on..
Happiness or which name you wanna use has to be explained With natural mental processes... being “happy” Because of some dopamin serotonin spikes is kinda schizophrenic and unfortunately wont last.. and you ll end up miserable...
Happiness or which name you wanna use has to be explained With natural mental processes... being “happy” Because of some dopamin serotonin spikes is kinda schizophrenic and unfortunately wont last.. and you ll end up miserable...
I've never had an issue with substance abuse. Beyond hormones...which have been my drugs of choice since 1994.....the different drugs that many I know enjoy to the point that they leverage relationships and careers just aren't my idea of bliss or fun.
I've undergone surgeries and have had injuries where schedule 2 drugs gave me the needed rest and took the edge off severe pain that was beyond my ability to manage.
The feeling of not being in control and not being able to focus while not caring all that much about it bothered me.
Maybe its the fog I feel in my head and not being able to get over the top of it all is the issue?
I do have a daughter who has the gene that skipped my ex-wife and I. We both have grandparents who were alcoholic. Our parents were not alcoholic or addicted to drugs.
I believe I can speak on the issue because while I personally haven't had to struggle with addiction in my own being, I've been engaged in an all out battle, at times, with my daughter's addiction.
There was a time when I came to terms with, and prepared myself for, receiving that call that she was gone or walking into her room one morning to find her lifeless body.
She has lost more friends and peers at the age of 25 that I have in my late 40's...by a long shot.
The rehabs and meetings...and the lies..they may have been what bothered me the most. The lies. I love that little girl so much. Saying "No" to her and not being able to trust and believe her was very difficult for me. I came to hate the drug and disease.
I hated what she had become...once I needed to feel something other than sadness and despair, the hate for her disease let me ride an adrenaline rush for quite some time.
I've spoken on this before. Nothing worked for her until we found an Ibogaine clinic in Rosarita, Mexico. Ibogaine, Ayahuasca, and DMT along with counseling saved her life.
She now is a "guide" for a group that has done the necessary paper work and whatever else to make the Schedule 1 Ayahuasca legal to distribute and consume. Its the Sacrament to those who partake.
She helps comfort those during the "Ceremony" and helps set up and then clean up. She met her current boyfriend at one of the Ceremonies. He's an attorney from Orange County.
For anyone who has run out of options I am happy to pass on the info.
I’ve had a handful
Of friends that that place was the only thing that worked for them. I think it’s actually the same place holistic hope house
TideGear
Member
Are you saying there's a place you can go to do dmt?
RunTrenFckTens
Member
To some degree yes lol. But don't fuck around with mother Ayahuasca; she can be relentless.
There are Ibogaine clinics in Canada and Mexico. We live in Southern Cali. My ex drove my daughter to the border where they were met by an agent of the clinic who drove them both to the clinic so my ex could check the place out. My daughter was of age but we were still concerned. The folks there were a great help. They drove my ex back to the border after she was given a tour.
The price for 31 days all inclusive was just under $16,000. A bargain. While there, she was given Ibogaine, Ayahuasca, and DMT.
Once home, she contacted a woman who was known to the clinic. The woman is head of the organization that has the paperwork necessary to make the distributing of Ayahuasca, a Schedule 1, legal to avoid local authorities from arresting all involved. I suspect, as is the case with Marijuana here in CA, that the Feds would prosecute them all if they got a hair across their ass.
I am only aware of Ayahuasca being used "legally" in the states. DMT is readily available once in contact with a group such as the one I'm talking about.
My daughter had her monthly Ceremony last night. They meet up at Joshua Tree National Park.
LeoTC
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Methajuana?
TideGear
Member
I guess what I'm wondering is if there is a place you can go to try dmt. It sounds like you're talking about some strange kind of rehab.
FR0Z3N_B0MB3RRR
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yeah there already is on sale... its the Iron Man Suit
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