Mr. Erik Everhard here, debating going to the "dark side"

[ErikEverhard]

Hello everyone. After a lot of searching it seems I have finally found a board that is actually honest about steroids, the underground market, results, etc.

Well I just turned 41 yo.....nooooo it is not old, well at least I do not feel old. For the last four years I have competed in the OCB, and NGA bodybuilding shows completely natural, but have been training probably for 10 years. Well I am at a crossroads, because I totally feel I will never reach my true potential unless I start on a cycle. The gains now are so damn slow, and with all the hard work I put in the gym, the dieting I do all the time it is just frustrating to feel as all I am doing is treading water and getting minimal results.

I guess a few questions and concerns I have are basic ones. With my age, coming off a cycle and with the correct PCT would my levels go back to normal? I have read that at any age if your levels do not go back to normal, than you will lose most of the natural muscle you built. Also, actually getting legit stuff, just how hard is it. Do you basically need to just search through all the threads and read up on everything.

 

[xgunx]

With a good pct (no bunk meds) they should return just fine. A lot of people get bunk shit and dont realize it till its to late. Before ordering your cycle verify you have a good quality pct in hand.

"Most" of the muscle people lose is from bad or no pct, not maintaining proper food intake, and slacking off in the gym.

Right now it is somewhat difficult to find quality gear, there has been a good bit of underdosed shit going around. If you read enough you should be able to find a good first cycle. Unlike other boards most here will not recomend a source because when they go belly up it looks bad on them. You can find good reviews and make an educated decision. You may even get a pm from scammers message a vet here and let them know!

As for the last part you answered your own question read everything.

Hope this helps you get in the right direction. And welcome to meso.

 

[Boilermech]

Welcome to Meso brother
Nice response @xgunx solid information right there.

 

[greenddog1]

Welcome to Meso!

 

[xgunx]

I will add something else. Most boards censor and delete negative reviews. Review the board as well!!! There are uncensored and good boards.

 

[TheNeWkID]

Welcome to meso. Stick around. There are doctors and very smart bros here that contribute to this community with a wealth of knowledge. If you have good intentions here and want to train and grow and aren't afraid of a little research you will find a wealth of uncensored knowledge here. I can attest to that cause I'm pretty new here myself. This place is great. These guys eat up scammer sources on here like Arnold popped pink pentagons back in the day! To Da Choppa!!!!

 

[Big_paul]

You are already there. The dark side I mean. Welcome to mesorx.

 

[Big Mike]

Welcome brother!

 

[Burrr]

PCT will probably be a few weeks of Erik SemiHard

 

[Genghis K.]

Welcome! You're 41, natural testosterone production only goes one direction as we age.........and it isn't up........... Do it! Blame it on the peer pressure!

"EE, I am your father....... come, ....... join me......feel the full power of the DARK SIDE" -

 

[twistulikepretzel]

welcome welcome ,,and the darkside is where all the hot chicks are