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mascodal

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My Little Story

So I've been working out since I was 15. Began with Insanity then P90x and eventually the gym. My diet wasn't the best but it's been improving with time. I try to get 1g of protein per pound, sleep 7-8 hours, and tracking workouts making sure I was progressing in my lifts. I struggled a lot seeing all of my peers in High School make progress and know half of the shit that I knew about bodybuilding. Through googling I found out about Hypogonadism and the symptoms matched a lot with what I was going through, especially the lack of secondary male features like facial hair and muscle mass. I was 18 with nothing but peach fuzz as a mustache and didn't even look like I lifted. But I never stopped working out, I might've stopped for a month or two but always got back on track because it did make me feel good at the end of the day but the results weren't there and that also mattered to me.

Went to a couple endocrinologist to check my levels and they all came back 400-500ng/dl which was in range so everything was 'fine'. It was just all in my head according to them. Even after trying to increase levels naturally. Got to the point where I would just say I didn't work out because I didn't want others telling me what I was doing wrong or why I wasn't making any progress. Eventually found this doctor who put me on TRT, 150mg of test cyp every week, he agreed that my levels were low for my age. I began to get facial hair, shoulders got broader, finally got some vascularity, and the gainz that I worked so hard for were finally showing up. All was going good until a year later my doc disappeared(he got locked up for giving out too many opioid scripts lol) and the new doctor that took over said my levels were okay and didn't need to continue with TRT. I was fucking crushed! Had to stop TRT cold turkey, not even a PCT.

I kept trying to find another doctor to prescribe TRT but none did and eventually I just gave up... Im now 23, running 200mg test cyp every week from a local guy a recently found in the gym. It's been only two weeks back on T but I can't wait to see how I feel and look again. I am much more knowledgeable about training and nutrition and Im still learning more every day.

PS The doctor that prescribed my TRT might've been a skeezbag but he was the only one to give me a chance at feeling better and actually let me experience what it feels like to have optimal hormone levels. I would love to hear anyone with similar stories.
 
Glad it was the little story. Man tough break with the good doc bad doc. Trt at 23 not in my country. I got similar story with low test for ever. Gave me depression for 20 years couldnt get out of bed some times on trt now. My advice dont but from a guy at the gym. Look around here (underground) and get a supply from someone reputable. No one will spoon feed you a supplier but read and read dont just read top page. Plenty of good gear here. Plenty of reps here. Just find it yourself. Post often especially about needing help with trt. But dont buy from the first person to pm you. Good luck. Welcom. By the way ask for cycle advice. Dont wing it.
 
Glad it was the little story. Man tough break with the good doc bad doc. Trt at 23 not in my country. I got similar story with low test for ever. Gave me depression for 20 years couldnt get out of bed some times on trt now. My advice dont but from a guy at the gym. Look around here (underground) and get a supply from someone reputable. No one will spoon feed you a supplier but read and read dont just read top page. Plenty of good gear here. Plenty of reps here. Just find it yourself. Post often especially about needing help with trt. But dont buy from the first person to pm you. Good luck. Welcom. By the way ask for cycle advice. Dont wing it.
Im still on the first vial I got from the gym bro. It looks legit and I verified it on their website. I think I found a reputable source. They've been around for a while and the reviews and the forum are great(read over 170 pages before pulling the trigger.)

I have been feeling different ever since I started: hornier, more energy. But it could very easily be placebo. I got blood drawn on Tuesday, a little over 3 days after my last injection on 100mg and results came back at 417 which has me doubting if its legit or not. LH and FSH came back in range which I thought was going to be suppressed after 3 weeks of test.
 
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Testosterone is like $30-40/vial online from a lot less sketchy of sources than injecting something from a random gym bro
Yup didn't know it was so easy to buy gear online. If I would have known I would've done it sooner instead of going from doc to doc hearing the same shit.

The guy I bought it from is making bank. He sold me a vial for $100 and probably got it for 40. Oh well, you live and you learn
 
Just learn from ur mistakes. Dont judge your bloodwork on a few values. Get full works done and pm them to someone you trust for good advice. Open posting bloodwork turns into a bloodbath for you. Like posting naked pics of your girl : everyone wants a peek but no one wants to pay. All the sides suggest the test was test. But dbol and others also give sides like test. Find good gear from forumn and watch your bloodwork closley. Good luck.
 
Just learn from ur mistakes. Dont judge your bloodwork on a few values. Get full works done and pm them to someone you trust for good advice. Open posting bloodwork turns into a bloodbath for you. Like posting naked pics of your girl : everyone wants a peek but no one wants to pay. All the sides suggest the test was test. But dbol and others also give sides like test. Find good gear from forumn and watch your bloodwork closley. Good luck.
Im pretty sure that it's bunk man. Considering my strength hasn't gone up and weight has remained the same(not even water retention). And I've been eating at maintenance.

Also, after seeing my bloodwork the I am not as horny or energetic anymore lol Placebo is one crazy thing
 
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