Whats going on guys. I am a ex athlete still very much athletic though. Recently have decided I would like to push the envelope again in terms of building size and strength for god knows what reason other than it feels fucking amazing (also have decided to pursue trading stocks as a career and flipping homes rather than a sport which requires cutting weight [ & imo being the longer leaner competitor is what I came to believe suited the sport best for my specific body type]). Plus aggressively attacking my fitness goals usually leads to me being more successful and productive in my financial endeavors as well. So what brought me to mess? Well, recently I ordered some gear online from a source. After placing the order I was browsing their website and saw the meso affiliate link. Upon clicking on the link and their discussion coming up.. I found they had some recent bad "press" coming out about them from some looking to be credible members on here and some slap dicks as well. After skimming over nearly the whole discussion for hours I decided it would be best to create an account and monitor the situation more closely and see what was up with that source (as of writing this my order still has not come through). While skimming though the other discussions I have seen people on here have a plethora of knowledge on gear and it would be best for me to spend some time on here learning and possibly find a new source while doing so. I have taken gear in the past when I was a young naive teenager who knew nothing about what I was doing. I took substances incorrectly long before they should have ever entered my body. Theres nothing I can do about that now, the past is the past. I took a hiatus for about 4.5 years from lifting anything heavy and simply focused on calisthenics and functional work to create explosiveness for the new sport I had picked up, while keeping my muscle structure lean and long, with a strong lactic acid threshold. Then last year began to lift again for fun seeing I may be able to create living in other avenues of life other than athletics. As of now I'd like to use this forum as a place to learn. A few months ago it dawned on me the strongest I had ever been was when I was 17 turning 18 and for some reason it bothered me. So hopefully using insight from others on here I will be able to learn about structuring my cycles as healthily as possible (from reputable sources) to ultimately shit on the previous physiques and numbers I had reached. Thanks for reading.
