baddboee
New Member
Hey meso,glad to finally meet every one as i have much respect for all of you,ive been a watcher for several months now and just got brave enough to introduce myself,ive played around with lifting for a couple years but nothing serious,always wanted to be big every since i was a kid and conan the barberian with arnold came out,lol a few years back my wife came home after 12 years and 2 beautiful boys and ripped my world apart,she told me she had founf someone else and wanted a divorce,i became a bad alcoholic and hospitalized for liver damage i finally got sober and turned to weight lifting as my new high is what i called it,but then i wasnt knowledgable and starting running prohormones,well needless to say really screwed my liver up then turned yellow eye were yellow felt like i was dieing was treated for a month in the hospital and finally got better but my natty test never came back good at all,it was very low and i didnt have insurance and test is high dollar from a drug store so i had no choice but to jump on gear way before i ever shouldve so now im just learning the game,i try and eat right try to keep my macros in tune get plenty rest and work out 4 days a week,im 5'10 and this time last year sick with liver problems i only weighed 160 with about 13% body weight,now a year later im at 185 with about 10 % body fat and im taking this very serious even though its only been a year,i lift heavy with low reps but ive found that drop setting after wards and upping my reps seems to stimulate me and i feel i get more gains,i respect each and every one of you and welcome any critasism and advice any of you have to give.
