No PCT suicidal

[ickyrica]

Use the rage for the gym. Feed on the teen an kill the gym. It's all good bro, jus a mind trip. I remember the first time I took tren. I had a dream that I had cut my lil 3yr old girl up an was stuffing her down the toilet. She looked up at me without even cryn and said....Why are you doing this to me daddy. I told her I don't know baby smfdh....It's jus a mind fuck. You'll be alright Muhahahhaha

i am never doing tren...

 

[Fall3nchild]

Woof

 

[DedLift]

I felt the most indescribable anger for weeks straight after my first cycle. I was afraid I was going to lose control and do something stupid but I've always had anger issues. I was fine on cycle, it was a month or 2 post cycle the rage hit and didn't go away for quite a while. Made me question whether it was worth screwing with my hormones with aas. I did one more cycle after that and it was underdosed PC test only and I still got the rage a few months later. Now, I'm teetering between wanting another go and staying natty. Ive amassed a decent collection but may end up just pitching it all. Remember 24k? Yeah, still have everything I ordered from him. I've disabled pm so please don't bother me with asking to buy. Not worth the risk to me.

 

[Fall3nchild]

Thank you for all the words and support. Been a shit week or so for me. I was juat cruising on low test p amd decided to just ween off for a month until my next big cycle, in february. I had novla from an old source and it didnt seem to do the job. Maybe should have added clom. My energy level and positive drive went in the shitter. I added whiskey bottle after whiakey bottle on top of that and just finally snapped. Didn't know if I wanted to murder someone or cut my throat open. Started test p, test e, again until I start my next cycle.

 

[Fall3nchild]

So I need to find a good place to find an AI and most of all PCT. My new guy is out and doesn't know when he will have more on hand. Been checking out some research chem places, but am skeptical. Rui seems to have great reviews, cem meso as well but been reading some negative underdosed stuff lately too.

 

[ickyrica]

underground section, we have a pharmacist. he has real serms, it's not ugl.

glad you're feeling better man. you had me worried

 

[Fall3nchild]

underground section, we have a pharmacist. he has real serms, it's not ugl.

glad you're feeling better man. you had me worried

Thank you. Im researching now. Key thing now, IS NO MORE FUCKING BOOZE. I woke up next day, face down on my living room floor. Waiting for test to build up again and getting back to the gym I should be good. Just a speed bump and lesson learned. I surely wont cylce again without an AI or PCT.