Personality Changes from Long-term Androgen Use

[Bandern]

So you’re four years younger than me and a decade ahead of me in life experience and no doubt money and you’re telling me to live carefree?

It’s not like I even did anything wrong, I went university and I got a masters degree in engineering, it just turns out engineering pays less than most jobs now so I’m in my 30s in a dead end career, with no money, beginning to show heavy signs of aging. I’ve been lifting for 10+ years and I still look DYEL because of my horrible genetics.

I don’t even have standards so that part doesn’t apply. Literal trannies on Grindr reject me. The fattest ugliest bitches on tinder swipe left.

This is on topic because my point is that taking testosterone won’t make you confident and assertive if your underlying life is shit, I wasn’t really intending to make a whining tangent.

Try meeting girls literally anywhere but the internet. You’re ugly so you’re probably funny, you’ll have better luck. Just don’t fall too deep into that victim mentality shit. People can smell it from a mile away and will find it repulsive.

 

[RzSco]

Try meeting girls literally anywhere but the internet. You’re ugly so you’re probably funny, you’ll have better luck. Just don’t fall too deep into that victim mentality shit. People can smell it from a mile away and will find it repulsive.

I just gave up and became asocial and asexual instead, it is what it is.

 

[BigDadd7]

So you’re four years younger than me and a decade ahead of me in life experience and no doubt money and you’re telling me to live carefree?

It’s not like I even did anything wrong, I went university and I got a masters degree in engineering, it just turns out engineering pays less than most jobs now so I’m in my 30s in a dead end career, with no money, beginning to show heavy signs of aging. I’ve been lifting for 10+ years and I still look DYEL because of my horrible genetics.

I don’t even have standards so that part doesn’t apply. Literal trannies on Grindr reject me. The fattest ugliest bitches on tinder swipe left.

This is on topic because my point is that taking testosterone won’t make you confident and assertive if your underlying life is shit, I wasn’t really intending to make a whining tangent.

Damn bro. That's rough when you're getting blown off instead of blown on. By trannies no less! Have you tried tying a porkchop around your neck?

 

[Tbaz192]

So you’re four years younger than me and a decade ahead of me in life experience and no doubt money and you’re telling me to live carefree?

It’s not like I even did anything wrong, I went university and I got a masters degree in engineering, it just turns out engineering pays less than most jobs now so I’m in my 30s in a dead end career, with no money, beginning to show heavy signs of aging. I’ve been lifting for 10+ years and I still look DYEL because of my horrible genetics.

I don’t even have standards so that part doesn’t apply. Literal trannies on Grindr reject me. The fattest ugliest bitches on tinder swipe left.

This is on topic because my point is that taking testosterone won’t make you confident and assertive if your underlying life is shit, I wasn’t really intending to make a whining tangent.

You’re all good man. Typically I don’t respond to this stuff at this point. Seems you’re set in the ways of what you’re saying.
But for whatever reason Im responding.

I’m surprised engineering pays so little? Considering you have to be smart for that shit.
And a decade ahead in life experience? Idk I’ve just been thru shit. Probably why I don’t give a fuck about useless bullshit anymore.

I’m not wealthy by any means. I just more so meant I’m rich in the ways of how I think and what I have. Like I have a nice apartment, a good running Toyota, a girl who has my back.
I could have wayyyyyy more problems.

Like do I want a new 2025 f250? fuck yeah I do.
Do I want my family to talk to me and care about me for once? Of course.

And the carefree thing is more so just saying like you can’t take life so serious. Maybe im not explaining it well enough? Or it’s being taken wrong. I have buddies who take everything so intense and so hard. Like their world is ending. They’re riddled with anxiety and these “standards” they think are so important. When in reality none of that shit matters. None of it, it’s your life. Not society’s life to control or have an impact on. Society has all these “norms”. And everyone feels they need to follow them or be part of them. Which is not true.
And maybe it’s from my experiences and my lack of giving a fuck now. I couldn’t care less about that shit. I live my own life in my own world. I have career killer tattoos. Because I wanted them. Like fuck I’ll be 6 feet under before I know it. Time flies unfortunately. So you gotta live it up.

Seems like maybe anxiety or certain thoughts have a hold on how you think about things.
My buddy is that way. Pisses me the fuck off.
“I’m never going to have a girl. I’m going to be alone my whole life, I know it. Any girls I talk to just ghost me. They hate me”
Meanwhile he plays video games 12 hours a day. Stopped hitting the gym. And is full beer belly now.
He let the anxiety and bullshit win.

Trans women are usually clicked up and all friends especially in the same city. And or are drug users on Grindr. And If you’re so inclined to even hook up with a trans woman. Treat them as a woman. Even if they’re in control. Or they’ll definitely block you. Lmao .
If you want to continue on dating apps.
Tinder sucks, bumble is way better.
Speaking from experience.

 

[just some dude]

More about my experience:
I have masculine instincts that I never had before such as
-holding doors open for women (not for attention)
-Feeling protective over loved ones
-Valuing work and family above all else
-Demonstrating strength through autonomy/asking for help only when necessary
-Being tough, no complaining

I feel like these are values that are meant to be passed down from father's to their sons. The wisdom of an eon of evolution, rolled up into a chemical messenger hormone

. Men in our society seems to have largely fallen out of touch with their masculinity . Perhaps that coincides with the drop in male testosterone levels in USA? I mean hell, men are so out of touch that they want to be trannies suddenly.

Anyway, I'm glad I can see the importance of these traditions now, and I have a sneaking suspicion that blasting test for years straight had something to do with my sudden sense of clarity. But, who knows?

i agree. definitely not placebo.

i tried being natural.

for men its hard

environmental toxins are everywhere

i do a minimum of 75IU hmg and 200T now.

i like 500mg. sometimes up to a gram provided i have everything else dialed in. but its a little rough

even on dutastride i feel way better than natty levels

learning more and more about managing BP and cholesterol and inflammation with lifestyle supplement and meds to manage the “bad” effects from testosterone; the “good” effects definitely outweigh the “bad” effects if your meds, training, diet, supplements, stress/cortsiol, recovery & lifestyle are in balance. i will say this is not a crutch, it’s too powerful. you either use it as a tool or it uses you.

for example while my conviction for my purposes in life are much stronger, vain things like hairline and collagen / skin quality are definitely things to consider rather than just mindset.

hell, even health.

heart health, brain health, and other organs

regardless if some people admit or not, were all still learning about the effects of these compounds, especially in an androgen deficient western society, let alone that it hasn’t even been 100 years of people taking these drugs and/or being able to manage or even know about things like health markers (bp cholesterol inflammation etc) let alone hormones

there’s just so much to learn each day. the hormones definitely do the work in signaling the nutrients, but they make you crave nutrients also. this is the opposite of modern degenerate society, but, it’s also a lot more complex. rotting is easy but learning and gaining is hard.

example: even just recently after years of blasting did i only now start taking pregnenolone to backfill the missing neurosteroids from taking rest to fix brain fog.