I totally understand. I'm a bit of a nerd with stuff, and get all tangled up in the nuance and small details, and sometimes miss the forest for the trees. There's no denying that the pharmaceutical aspect of this hobby/sport allows for some incredibly deep dives into some exceptionally interesting and complex subjects, and it can be a lot of fun to research. Just make sure to keep it all in perspective relative to its ultimate importance in reaching your goals, as it's only a piece of a larger puzzle.