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i dont know about anyone else. i have too much time on my hands and thats what makes me let this issue get to me.

i just cant take the world around me anymore. full of so many who dont think. facebook comment sections full of mindless idiots. just so mcuh bullshit. im in my 20s. and i hate my generation and its only getting worse. i could go further into this but my main point is i think people are just devolving. losing my faith in humanity in general. way too much bullshit nowadays
 
You have both a curse and a blessing. You would be happy if you could shut that part of your brain down that seeks...but you won't be able to.

If you continue to seek you will be cursed, if you don't you will lose your identity and have to adopt a fake one and pretend you are like the rest.

Trick is to blend in and get by without losing yourself to the dumb herd.

I would like to say there are many treasures that await you.

Good luck young bro.
 
x11 said:
Here Mike read this, only two pages.

Means something about the futility of life, gotta make yr own meaning bro.

Before the Law by Franz Kafka
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i appreciate the clarification on a curse and a blessing that helps put it a bit into perspective, i read it and looked up a couple meanings of it. its still hard to put my finger on it but if i were to relate it to my situation, id say the "law" is sort of happiness/content, and the gatekeeper would be my own mind not allowing me to be content, due to focusing on all these negative things, and that if i wanted to enter in the gate id have to learn to be content and drop the focus on the negative aspects of life... i could be way off, but if im sort of on track, thats the thing its like i know i can be happy if i dont focus on it but i seek reason, purpose, and almost like "divine reason" for things that exist. and so many aspects of life and this world have been so much closer to meaningless than reason, that it angers me. sort of like im just waiting for things to finally be as they should because i dont feel thats how it is right now in the current state of everything today.
 
Imo the only meaning to life is the meaning you give it. All you know for sure is that your alive and one day you will be dead, try and enjoy yourself.

Lots of sharks out there gonna try and sell you a neatly packed meaning.
 
x11 said:
Imo the only meaning to life is the meaning you give it. All you know for sure is that your alive and one day you will be dead, try and enjoy yourself.

Lots of sharks out there gonna try and sell you a neatly packed meaning.
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I'm sorry I'm a little confused. Not sure if I understand him right.
The guy tries his whole life to get into the law by passing the gate keeper and never succeeded? The gate was his all along. I'm still not getting.
 
Facebook and other social media I was on just gave me a headache by the bullshit i read from people i knew. The ones who I want to stay in contact with, have my number and vice versa. Logging off and not returning has been a wise decision for me...

Now my kids on the other hand are all hooked to this Snapchat shit...same principle I suppose as FB Idk...all equally worthless...
 
im done with people im fucking done. 1 wrong thing and someones gonna end up in critical state. people wanna act like pieces of shit? ill show them the biggest piece of shit that ever existed. no ones gonna out crazy me. some say dont pick fights with people because u dont know what someone might be willing to do. right now thats me.
 
@mike4796 I'm genuinely concerned about you. You wrote in one thread wondering if npp can cause depression and now your posts in several threads are very angry, vaguely threatening and pretty fatalistic. Nothing is worth causing harm to yourself or someone else.

Perhaps it would be a good idea to consider further the idea of depression or some other mood issue. Perhaps it would be wise to discontinue your current cycle and try again at some point in the future.

Is there anything I and/or others can do to help?

Hope you're doing much better today buddy. Thinking of you and wishing you the best.
 
mike4796 said:
im done with people im fucking done. 1 wrong thing and someones gonna end up in critical state. people wanna act like pieces of shit? ill show them the biggest piece of shit that ever existed. no ones gonna out crazy me. some say dont pick fights with people because u dont know what someone might be willing to do. right now thats me.
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Another Bullet Train meltdown is what i smell here.
 
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