The Experiment That Brought Me Back to AAS/PED

For many years I was a personal trainer. One thing that my older clients had in common was, how adamant they were on how hard it was to get back into shape. At that point in my life, I had never been out of shape, so I had no frame of reference what so ever to even comment. After moving on from personal training, I always had the thought in the back of my head I wanted to find out how hard it was.

On my 40th birthday I pitched to my wife that I wanted to take a year off of all exercise and restrictive eating. At this point I was only really doing the bare minimum anyway, just enough to not look or feel fat and frail. I could see the look in her eye as she said OK "great just what I want to sleep with, a slob who will probably gas out after 3 minutes". So I went from 185 lbs/84 kg athletic build to 210 lbs/95 kg average American with no build.

On my 41st birthday it was time to find out how hard it was. It took 3 months of restricted eating and running a 1 mile/1.6 kilometers every day (well only running a couple blocks the first week) to get down to 165 lbs/75 kg. I definitely over compensated. I was skinny, only had a 4.2 pack showing in my abdomen but could go a lot longer than 3 minutes before gassing out. I had a whole new respect for people getting into shape for the first time or getting back into shape. I decided to repeat this experiment every 5 years.

On my 46 birthday it took a little over 6 months to get back into shape. And when my 50th birthday rolled a round, I decided to come up with a new experiment. One that would require as much effort but with a less masochistic twist. Let me try to get back to military shape.

My first stop was the doc to check Test levels. Well, unless you have levels under 200 you can forget that route. Next stop the TRT clinic. The doc there was like "your levels are a little low, but I want to see optimum levels". I sure like the sound of that. Now, I did have all the symptoms of low Test just not the numbers. I rolled on TRT for 5 years and decided to add some TRT++ to the mix. That's how I found MESO-Rx, doing research for my new experiment. It has been 5 years after all, can't break the experimentation and observation chain.
 
For many years I was a personal trainer. One thing that my older clients had in common was, how adamant they were on how hard it was to get back into shape. At that point in my life, I had never been out of shape, so I had no frame of reference what so ever to even comment. After moving on from personal training, I always had the thought in the back of my head I wanted to find out how hard it was.

On my 40th birthday I pitched to my wife that I wanted to take a year off of all exercise and restrictive eating. At this point I was only really doing the bare minimum anyway, just enough to not look or feel fat and frail. I could see the look in her eye as she said OK "great just what I want to sleep with, a slob who will probably gas out after 3 minutes". So I went from 185 lbs/84 kg athletic build to 210 lbs/95 kg average American with no build.

On my 41st birthday it was time to find out how hard it was. It took 3 months of restricted eating and running a 1 mile/1.6 kilometers every day (well only running a couple blocks the first week) to get down to 165 lbs/75 kg. I definitely over compensated. I was skinny, only had a 4.2 pack showing in my abdomen but could go a lot longer than 3 minutes before gassing out. I had a whole new respect for people getting into shape for the first time or getting back into shape. I decided to repeat this experiment every 5 years.

On my 46 birthday it took a little over 6 months to get back into shape. And when my 50th birthday rolled a round, I decided to come up with a new experiment. One that would require as much effort but with a less masochistic twist. Let me try to get back to military shape.

My first stop was the doc to check Test levels. Well, unless you have levels under 200 you can forget that route. Next stop the TRT clinic. The doc there was like "your levels are a little low, but I want to see optimum levels". I sure like the sound of that. Now, I did have all the symptoms of low Test just not the numbers. I rolled on TRT for 5 years and decided to add some TRT++ to the mix. That's how I found MESO-Rx, doing research for my new experiment. It has been 5 years after all, can't break the experimentation and observation chain.

I don't believe any of that but glad to hear you're back on the wagon.

*I know you don't care what I believe.
 
The first rule I learned with women is do everything to get them off first, use your whatever arsenal you have just get them off, then after that it’s all yours. You can play for 30 seconds or till they complain of rawness lol.
I'm married man I'm too lazy for all that shit lol. She's getting 30 seconds of violent thrusting. But when I'm on tren she's getting it 10 times a day
 
I need to check my prolactin or something because I've been pushing it out to about an hour lately, if at all. Definitely getting complaints of rawness.
 
Most people don't.

What I don't believe is this:

"On my 40th birthday I pitched to my wife that I wanted to take a year off of all exercise and restrictive eating. At this point I was only really doing the bare minimum anyway, just enough to not look or feel fat and frail. I could see the look in her eye as she said OK "great just what I want to sleep with, a slob who will probably gas out after 3 minutes". So I went from 185 lbs/84 kg athletic build to 210 lbs/95 kg average American with no build".

(Sorry I can't quote it properly from your post, something is not working as it should on my end).

Like why? You put on just a bit of weight, from where you were at and, as the average looking American, you are now trash in the eyes of the person that married you.
All of a sudden, you cannot even hack it in bed, anymore.

No way.
This is just stuff you say to yourself (and us) to justify your "experimentation chain".
I mean, do whatever, but don't shift the blame on someone else because you are the one concerned about having a six pack or whatever and wanting to take drugs.
I do not think that's fair or honest.

Ghoul always tells me not to say this, but I am going to whack this here, anyway:

I might be wrong.
 
What I don't believe is this:
This statement is correct because most people who don't believe this story is because they can not fathom doing something hard just to do it.
Like why? You put on just a bit of weight, from where you were at and, as the average looking American, you are now trash in the eyes of the person that married you.
All of a sudden, you cannot even hack it in bed, anymore.
The wife part of the story was suppose to be humor. I guess I failed at that.
No way.
This is just stuff you say to yourself (and us) to justify your "experimentation chain".
I mean, do whatever, but don't shift the blame on someone else because you are the one concerned about having a six pack or whatever and wanting to take drugs.
I do not think that's fair or honest.
I do not need to justify my actions ever. I take personal responsibility for everything I do and never "shift" anything to anyone.
I might be wrong.
You are, unless I am completely not understanding what you are saying.
 
Sound like a well known story from many of us :)
Yes it is getting way more difficult to come back into shape, 100 % with you.
How about adding some HGH?

I am feeling great with TRT + HGH just 2IU per day.
 
I have been think about HGH but have not made a decision yet
can recommend it 100%, at the moment i am using Pens from Keifei but switching to the Chinese guys (i think in the end it is the same)...

My skin is smoother and i feel like i have a "glow" lol.
The sleep is great, serios the best sleep i had since long time.

It also feels that my "golfers elbow" have healed better, in general would say the regeneration is way better.

So can 100% recommend HGH.
 
This statement is correct because most people who don't believe this story is because they can not fathom doing something hard just to do it.

Right.
Someone here wrote they don't believe you and you also say (twice, here) other people do not.
Frankly, this is not something that occurred to me, when I saw this.
You tell "the story" and people do not believe you.
Let's read your post again, with more attention, this time:
Losing 20 kg in 3 months: seems unlikely; but you say that is what happened and let's leave it at that.
However, you then repeat the experiment every 5 years; the rationale as to why is missing.
Then it's time for drugs. Age 50, let's have some tren.
Yeah maybe, now that I have rewritten your post, I can see why it would not make much sense to people. I hope I have summarised it correctly.
In any case, you do you.
If it's about your intention to take the list of stuff you have mentioned, you are in the right place to find out /ask about it.

As for this:

The wife part of the story was suppose to be humor. I guess I failed at that.

I did not take humbrage to this out of political correctness; I am very far from that kind of scenario (I think you have figured it out, by now).
I thought dragging the wife as the very first thing, into your opening gambit for wanting to get involved with illegal substances was a way to bring justification to your story.
It always is, when you project stuff onto someone else, even as a joke.
It's a means to find yourself some distance, imo.

Anyway, it was a joke and it does not matter.
I blame having Lana Del Rey on repeat as I read your thing.
Just wanted a bit of melancholy in the background.
You know that song "Blue Jeans" that goes " you fit me better than my favourite sweater".
I love that bit. I suppose your joke kind of jarred with the song...
It's Lana' s fault I was not in a humorous mood.
Maybe tomorrow
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The first thing you brought into the picture for humour within
 
can recommend it 100%, at the moment i am using Pens from Keifei but switching to the Chinese guys (i think in the end it is the same)...

My skin is smoother and i feel like i have a "glow" lol.
The sleep is great, serios the best sleep i had since long time.

It also feels that my "golfers elbow" have healed better, in general would say the regeneration is way better.

So can 100% recommend HGH.
Thanks for the info and feedback!
 
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