I hopped on gear 1y ago. After my first 5 month blast I took roughly a 4.5 month hiatus, but after the second blast, I had no interest in coming off so soon and just cruised at test 125. I finished my second blast 1 months ago, and hope to not blast again for at least 6m-1y. Last time I came off, I didn’t have immediate sides, but lost the water and eventually some more tissue gains by being off. I’m 28 (no kids yet but already froze sperm before gear) so it may be a bit premature, but I really feel like the benefits of lifetime trt/cruise (with maybe a few blasts here and there) outweigh the costs if you’re willing to do the legwork to manage everything and are willing to suffer some bad sides now and then. In today’s world, we can get our own test, our own hCG, our own ancillaries, and even our own bloods. Would absolutely not recommend it to anyone else though. Most people on gear or even TRT screw themselves over, and even I’m taking a risk here.