Helll Yea I am not a shooter i I have been practing alot. But If I take a benzo I go off. I have very bad axiety)(perofrmANCE). When I take a xananx. My shot is un believeable. I need them whan I play.
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Dude, I'd have no motivation if I took benzos. I actually had pretty good jump shot from laying on my back and shooting ball in air and kept at it until ball landed exactly in my shooting hand. Took me many weeks to get it down, but at the time ball was my life
I am a dumbass and killed my scripted but that mean I have no more and I can get sober. Just focus on this cycle which was y plan. Take no drugs on cycle cause I feel good anyway.
So Pin 2 at 1 mL which is 250 mg. I will be lifting soon. I had school today. also. I am taking an adderrall also preworkout hha. This is my last drug for the cycle. I have been sober for 8 months have drugs tests coming up so I can't keep fucking up. Or I go to jail and can;t cycle. I am going to lift at 6.
So Pin 2 at 1 mL which is 250 mg. I will be lifting soon. I had school today. also. I am taking an adderrall also preworkout hha. This is my last drug for the cycle. I have been sober for 8 months have drugs tests coming up so I can't keep fucking up. Or I go to jail and can;t cycle. I am going to lift at 6.
Adderall can be addictive to some, be careful. And lay off the benzos. Homie ended up in jail cus of them plus a little dabbling on norcos and meth
I agree with Trapmaster...be careful.... Better yet, get yourself off those potential tomorrow ruining pills. You don't need adderall for preworkout....you shouldn't need anything while on cycle.
THC and AAS only.....and few drinks every so often. Not trying to tell you how to live your life.....just my 2 cents.
THC and AAS only.....and few drinks every so often. Not trying to tell you how to live your life.....just my 2 cents.
I am stopping while on cycle. You areright. I used those off cycle.
I lost 2 years of my life from one long blackout taking 6 mg xanax everyday. But I am seeing how adderrall can be extremely addictive. It almost makes me not want to do my work without it. But I only took it for 30 days. I am tapering off benzos, and trying zoloft. I really dont believe anything but benzos work for anxiety, but if the zoloft works that would be phenominal. I would be a completely different person, and be able to accomplish so much more. This anxiety is really holding me back. I feel like people are always following me, and watching me. I just deal with it sometimes. I feel like people are talking about me, but I think I put bits and pieces of different convos together to make a negative comment about me. But I am going to see a therapist soon. I am also on probation and outpatient. So I m fucked with my up coming drug tests. I am skipping them.
I just can't handle this feeling it is extremely tiring. I am looking over my shoulder all the time. If A car follows me for a couple miles I turn off the road and see if he follows.Then make diff turn until he stops. It's really bad.
But I did my 3rd shot of pharmacom mix 2. I went to the gym yesterday. So 3 pins downs and 2 days at the gym. I forgott how sore you get after you don;t lift for a while. I am lifting again tn. Also playing BBALL.
I did 1 mL of mix2 in my bicep. The pamphlet in the vial case, says 500-1000 per week. Activity of compound 4-6 days. But it's tren ace, test phynl, and mast prop. I would think it's like 2-3 days.
I am doing 250 ml for 5 days. Either taking off in between or two in a row. Prob not the two in a row. The levels will drop to much.
Or I can cut the dose in half and do 3 250 ml and 4 125 ml. I amd prob doing 3 days 250 1 day off then 2 days 250 then one day off. Off day of pin wil be day before off day from gym. Since it hits you in 24-36 hrs.
I do this to. But when I am in a game my addrenaline goes crazy. Thats why a benzo helps. If I don't take one I shoot the ball 1 foot to hard. When I take one I make the shot every time. So I hope zoloft helps. It just takes so fucking long to buill up. ANNNNDDDD there is sexual oerformance side effects which if that happens I am done with it, will try soemthing new.
Bro I was a rail. I got pushed around in all the spports I played. It was pathetic.
I don't know exactly what your going thru, but while I was actively addicted to pills, I'd be paranoid and have thought I had severe anxiety. I still believed that I had anxiety and was still paranoid while at inpatient rehab. Then something stranger happened after I was completely sober for over 12 months and while attending AA (didn't like NA)....anxiety went away along with paranoia. All of the problems that I thought I had went away.
We are all different animals. Getting sober and staying sober along with active recovery plan healed my soul and allowed me to have the life that I have now. I am a lucky mutha fucker! Not to brag but I have a wife and son that loves me, a good job, 2 vehicles paid for, big ass house but best of all, I am happy being sober. I still consume THC and pump my ass full of Anabolics.
My advice to you is take your sobriety serious if you want to be happy.
We are all different animals. Getting sober and staying sober along with active recovery plan healed my soul and allowed me to have the life that I have now. I am a lucky mutha fucker! Not to brag but I have a wife and son that loves me, a good job, 2 vehicles paid for, big ass house but best of all, I am happy being sober. I still consume THC and pump my ass full of Anabolics.
My advice to you is take your sobriety serious if you want to be happy.
Bro...2 months later and you're still talking the same shit with the pills. Are you still on the sub also?
I used to be in the exact same boat as you. Cruising on sub, could pop 8 xan bars a day, and prescribed to adderall also. Try to get off that shit and not only the withdrawals but the PARANOIA about drove me insane. It took me 2 months inpatient rehab followed by a year being sober to lose the paranoia while being on Zoloft. I still have it some but I can manage it now.
How do you think your paranoia is gonna be on Tren? Do you think you'll look better so it will go away? Wrong. It will get worse so that will give you another excuse to keep using the bentos. WHAT makes you think you're going to quit adderall on THIS cycle. You're not because it gives you more energy to work out which will help you reach your desired appearance. I've been there. ALL of this is ADDICT thinking bra...
I don't mean to bash you or out you down man but when I read your shit it reminds me how I used to be. If you can't DRIVE down the road without thinking someone is following then you have far bigger concerns than pinning schedule my friend.
I hope you can find something useful in what I've said but you probably won't cause you'll have to find out for yourself just like me.
I used to be in the exact same boat as you. Cruising on sub, could pop 8 xan bars a day, and prescribed to adderall also. Try to get off that shit and not only the withdrawals but the PARANOIA about drove me insane. It took me 2 months inpatient rehab followed by a year being sober to lose the paranoia while being on Zoloft. I still have it some but I can manage it now.
How do you think your paranoia is gonna be on Tren? Do you think you'll look better so it will go away? Wrong. It will get worse so that will give you another excuse to keep using the bentos. WHAT makes you think you're going to quit adderall on THIS cycle. You're not because it gives you more energy to work out which will help you reach your desired appearance. I've been there. ALL of this is ADDICT thinking bra...
I don't mean to bash you or out you down man but when I read your shit it reminds me how I used to be. If you can't DRIVE down the road without thinking someone is following then you have far bigger concerns than pinning schedule my friend.
I hope you can find something useful in what I've said but you probably won't cause you'll have to find out for yourself just like me.
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This isn't going to end well man, priorities...
I'd definitely make sure everything in your life is straightened out completely before you even think about poking yourself, let alone sticking tren.
Good luck.
I'd definitely make sure everything in your life is straightened out completely before you even think about poking yourself, let alone sticking tren.
Good luck.
OP Zoloft has helped with my anxiety along with Inderal which is a bp med. Nothing is going to help though if you aren't sober and in active recovery. See the therapist. Find out the root of your problems for using and how to manage your emotions without using. The act of finding to stay high to keep functioning caused ALOT of my problems but wasn't the root. I'm not gonna tell you not to cycle but I'd rethink the Tren with the issues you have.
Like I said the Zoloft helps but it does have its side effects. Sexual problems is one. Stomach issues. Read up on this because this made digesting food hard for me which is definitely not something you want on cycle. I also tried Wellbutrin but it just made my anxiety worse. The Inderall really helps with the anxiety but DO NOT do cocaine with it or you could die.
Like I said the Zoloft helps but it does have its side effects. Sexual problems is one. Stomach issues. Read up on this because this made digesting food hard for me which is definitely not something you want on cycle. I also tried Wellbutrin but it just made my anxiety worse. The Inderall really helps with the anxiety but DO NOT do cocaine with it or you could die.
Please don't misinterpret and think we are talking shit to you. We care about ya.
I hear y loud and clear. I have stopped adderalll. i AM ON on zofolt, and suBS . I want to propnananlol with zoloft oR just peopanslo[ . really jut wanna liFT ool but nreed s teemporary lift. But How is prposnonlol seems like it sound it is used for exacrt what i am dealing with. I migth Stop cycle ro of O amj feady. It wpi; be a waste
Cool. Glad you stopped adderall. Get rid of it if you have any left. I am here if you need any advice/talk.
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I believe hes doped up. He did this last time he popped like 3 busses(2mg xanax)
