Trt prescribtion hmm

[jackhammer85]

Hi im on Trt through a doc, im getting tired of it (to some extent), we want to get pregnant again, but the clinic says i should just lower my dose or quit cold turkey, or wean off for a while and i will be "good".
with out Pct to help recover faster.
Also sometimes im abit "stressed" thinking i not always sure what they can be up, are they knowing that they will soon lower my dose? want me off for abit, yada yada.

he said hcg is only the LAST option, i guess i understand but the again i have fcking work to do and live my life, i dont want to live it bearly, my dose is not HORRIBLE, but it could be better im in mid range TT and my E is top limit, SHBG in mid, free t ? never on bloods (gj)

for the most part, it has been a roller coaster, and my hematocrit has always been a challange but the only thing they would do is to lower dose to fix it
but now i tap my blood on my own now (that they didnt understand)

im on .5 a week test c atm, and thats about the best dose so far in the journey, 4 years, but im really considering self medicate maybe brewing, im tired of someone telling me what to do, and that the internet is only lying and that they are always right....
im ex aas use, through 5 years, i want to cycle again a little, and just "fix my self" seems easier THO fake gear is real and what not
I could find another clinic but then we have to start all over (maybe)
im 31

What would you have done ?

 

[Praeceptorem]

Tbh find another clinic. And be honest that you would like a better dose..
or start hitting a full cc and do bloods and see how ya feel. I’m blasting and cruising and I cruise on 250. That’s just my sweet spot.

 

[jackhammer85]

yea im wondering if i should save finding another clinic, for someday i dont want to do aas? but the again i have to start a journal all over again and chrash my T, now i might get transed over maybe, i have talked to another clinic about it, but they werent quite sure if i could, so im thing should i quit and self medicate and have fun with some aas again hmm i cant quite decide.

yea.. do u cruise with prescribted med ?

*TO ALL* sorry if i posted this the wrong place.

 

[Praeceptorem]

I have been on and off with a clinic. But honestly no I just get bloods 2x a year.

 

[LeoTC]

You shouldn't *have fun* with gear. You're manipulating your hormones and it's not a game.

If you're unhappy with your clinic, find another. You have a documented need for TRT and there's no reason another would decline you.

 

[jackhammer85]

ive only been on this 1 time still going, how was it when you return to a clinic, do you jump right back on, just by calling, or going thorugh month of testing and felling bad, and prove low t etc ?

 

[jackhammer85]

You shouldn't *have fun* with gear. You're manipulating your hormones and it's not a game.

If you're unhappy with your clinic, find another. You have a documented need for TRT and there's no reason another would decline you.

i have used aas before, i thought that was "fun", think many do, but ofc there are down sides.
but yea maybe i should stay away and find another clinic, or try to come off completly when we try for a new kid anyways

 

[LeoTC]

ive only been on this 1 time still going, how was it when you return to a clinic, do you jump right back on, just by calling, or going thorugh month of testing and felling bad, and prove low t etc ?

Your charts follow you. Just like they would if you were hitting any other doctor for a second or third opinion.

 

[Omegistosalex]

Quit cold turkey without any pct does not sound good at all, especially if you were on trt for years.

 

[jackhammer85]

Quit cold turkey without any pct does not sound good at all, especially if you were on trt for years.

yea i will get a pct before im not touching that cold turkey.

 

[Omegistosalex]

yea i will get a pct before im not touching that cold turkey.

Yeah cold turkey sounds horrible, and fertility won't be even guaranteed. If i were you i would use hcg and also not come off trt. A good hcg protocol should do the trick as far as fertility goes

 

[jackhammer85]

even on trt ? i think i much play it safe and come off completely maybe not i wonder..

 

[OldSmice]

Cold turkey worked fine for me 6 years ago. Most people in these forums circles (me included) obsess way too much about OMG KEEPING GAINZ.

The key for me was to just be busy enough so you don't think about it. 6 months later I did a blood test and I was back to pre-TRT "normal".

You'll end up pretty much back where you were pre-trt. If you were actually medically primary or secondary and not just "lifestyle low" (which I believe a vast majority of people who go on TRT are) life will suck again. Otherwise you'll just be back to your old normal, which will likely not "feel" as good as when you were "on".

 

[jackhammer85]

Cold turkey worked fine for me 6 years ago. Most people in these forums circles (me included) obsess way too much about OMG KEEPING GAINZ.

The key for me was to just be busy enough so you don't think about it. 6 months later I did a blood test and I was back to pre-TRT "normal".

You'll end up pretty much back where you were pre-trt. If you were actually medically primary or secondary and not just "lifestyle low" (which I believe a vast majority of people who go on TRT are) life will suck again. Otherwise you'll just be back to your old normal, which will likely not "feel" as good as when you were "on".

yea ty for your input, i dont care about gainz i been to prison for a year were i was on tren and test so obvioulsy i didnt do pct or trt back then, i have genes that hold a good amount i was actually still strong through, (tho only body weight) i dont care bout gainz im a pretty big guy of nature, 110 kg without love handles 182cm,i know i can easy get size again, and i didnt die or thougt too much about it, i was actually in a pretty good mood all way through, but when i came out a few months after i got a job as graveyardshift and a lot of personal stuff happen, i got stress then thought of blood test etc and got diagnosed in private clinic after getting refused at regular doc

But how is gear providers online these days ? stable ? im thinking of beginning to self medicate for say 10-15 years and do some cycles after getting girl preg again soon, when comming off trt and then after get to trt clinic again, but thats crap then i will surely have to hit test rock bottom again to get going again....
now when im on trt and study some in it more through years it worries me more of the mental side, then just sitting around in prison, due to work

i feel i want to cycle again but dont know if im willing or if it it so to throw the trt ticket away for that reason? and self medicate or if its too risky hmm? thoughts ?

 

[jackhammer85]

Cold turkey worked fine for me 6 years ago. Most people in these forums circles (me included) obsess way too much about OMG KEEPING GAINZ.

The key for me was to just be busy enough so you don't think about it. 6 months later I did a blood test and I was back to pre-TRT "normal".

You'll end up pretty much back where you were pre-trt. If you were actually medically primary or secondary and not just "lifestyle low" (which I believe a vast majority of people who go on TRT are) life will suck again. Otherwise you'll just be back to your old normal, which will likely not "feel" as good as when you were "on".

and yes my lifestyle when diagnose was eat what i want, so yea crappy. that why i also wondering of comming off for good if thats a possibility but i guess its not

 

[jackhammer85]

Cold turkey worked fine for me 6 years ago. Most people in these forums circles (me included) obsess way too much about OMG KEEPING GAINZ.

The key for me was to just be busy enough so you don't think about it. 6 months later I did a blood test and I was back to pre-TRT "normal".

You'll end up pretty much back where you were pre-trt. If you were actually medically primary or secondary and not just "lifestyle low" (which I believe a vast majority of people who go on TRT are) life will suck again. Otherwise you'll just be back to your old normal, which will likely not "feel" as good as when you were "on".

yea ty for your input, i dont care about gainz i been to prison for a year were i was on tren and test so obvioulsy i didnt do pct or trt back then, i have genes that hold a good amount i was actually still strong through, (tho only body weight) i dont care bout gainz im a pretty big guy of nature, 110 kg without love handles 182cm,i know i can easy get size again, and i didnt die or thougt too much about it, i was actually in a pretty good mood all way through, but when i came out a few months after i got a job as graveyardshift and a lot of personal stuff happen, i got stress then thought of blood test etc and got diagnosed in private clinic after getting refused at regular doc

But how is gear providers online these days ? stable ? im thinking of beginning to self medicate for say 10-15 years and do some cycles after getting girl preg again soon, when comming off trt and then after get to trt clinic again, but thats crap then i will surely have to hit test rock bottom again to get going again....
now when im on trt and study some in it more through years it worries me more of the mental side, then just sitting around in prison, due to work

i feel i want to cycle again but dont know if im willing or if it it so to throw the trt ticket away for that reason? and self medicate or if its too risky hmm? thoughts ?

did u go back on and how long u were off ?

 

[OldSmice]

I started again this winter. 6 years off. Was "fine" off but feel much better on.

I've never tried to self-medicate always through a doctor. I'm sure plenty of individuals choose to treat themselves. Clinics are VERY expensive but convenient. You've got to decide what's right for you.

 

[jackhammer85]

ty for answer, but i am in clinic i not that espensive i just hate they decide how things mostly done sometimes

 

[Munky]

Well my buddy swears some labs put out just as quality anabolic steroids then the pharmacy, he is now his own doctor, I'm not trying to influence you but you can get pretty much anything from a good lab that you figure will work, it's a gamble if you piss off your doc your on your own

 

[jackhammer85]

yea i guess so
Ye its a gamble but wouldnt it be a possibility to get another doc maybe in 10 years or doyou think they wont help me if i go to black market, and HAVE been on another clinic back in time ?