Trainedbytylerlofthouse19
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So last update was 13 December up to that point I'd been gear free for 28 days and stayed gear free until 1st March when I started 150mg Test E and 75mg Deca Ed.. And a little 15iu sprinkle of Novorapid pre training..
Stopping gear wasnt planned at all I was having a 3 week clear out then got tragic news that my cousin had been stabbed to death 20 miles from where we live.. I tried to carry on as normal got a few sessions in over the weeks but before you know it depression creeps up and your not yourself anymore..
I trained back on the morning of his funeral, felt and heard 2 large pops during a set of cable rows.. Ignored the pain and carried on, long story short I was nearly crippled, back and forth to GP with numb left leg, losing feeling etc. they sent me for an MRI to find 2 slipped discs, spinal stenosis and facet joint degeneration.. Currently awaiting my surgery date with my Cauda Equina card..
Protocol may change as I feel ill get more of a bang injecting the Deca less frequently at a higher dose.. Anyone else have any thoughts on this?
Not really sure where I'm going with things knowing I have surgery in the near future, but I feel I can't stop training as my mental health will go to shit again
Currently sitting around 217lbs on a morning, over January I dropped down to a low of 203lbs due to simply not eating..
Pics are over the last couple weeks finally getting a smile on my face again and seeing some progress..
Stopping gear wasnt planned at all I was having a 3 week clear out then got tragic news that my cousin had been stabbed to death 20 miles from where we live.. I tried to carry on as normal got a few sessions in over the weeks but before you know it depression creeps up and your not yourself anymore..
I trained back on the morning of his funeral, felt and heard 2 large pops during a set of cable rows.. Ignored the pain and carried on, long story short I was nearly crippled, back and forth to GP with numb left leg, losing feeling etc. they sent me for an MRI to find 2 slipped discs, spinal stenosis and facet joint degeneration.. Currently awaiting my surgery date with my Cauda Equina card..
Protocol may change as I feel ill get more of a bang injecting the Deca less frequently at a higher dose.. Anyone else have any thoughts on this?
Not really sure where I'm going with things knowing I have surgery in the near future, but I feel I can't stop training as my mental health will go to shit again
Currently sitting around 217lbs on a morning, over January I dropped down to a low of 203lbs due to simply not eating..
Pics are over the last couple weeks finally getting a smile on my face again and seeing some progress..
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