So what are you doing right now, and how does each item and dose you have selected factor into it as a means to your goal?
Great questions.
It’s definitely an off season cycle. The test and primo are at a ratio that keeps my E2 in a good place. I didn’t settle on this dose so much as went into the cycle with the intention of seeing how much I could tolerate without sides if my biomarkers were good.
All my pre-cycle bloodwork came up golden, so I kicked it off and titrated up over 8 weeks. I reached this dosage with no discernible side effects, not even mild ones. I arrived at this dose for no other reason than it fills two 1ml syringes daily, seems kinda ridiculous, and I sorta chickened out on my willingness to see how far I could push it.
The tren ace and anadrol are more or less just a desire on my part to see how I react to those compounds. I ran some of both for a few weeks and had great results in the gym. Started getting a little more aggro with the tren and pulled them out, not least because I doubt I can sustain the intensity in the gym through the holidays. I train 5 days a week, but I have some travel scheduled where I’ll need to take some time off and if I resume with the same intensity after a week break I’ll hurt myself.
The tirzepatide is there to maintain insulin sensitivity and keep me from gaining too much fat. I hit my protein and carb targets just fine, but I don’t have the bandwidth to track calories that closely, and so the tirz keeps my weight gain in check.
Just to be clear, I have zero problems eating enough to gain. I’ve been 340lbs in the past and if I had started this as a younger person, I have no doubt I could become a monster.
In this cycle I’ve gained 20lbs or so. I imagine 10 is water, I filled up pretty quickly when I upped the carbs. I’ve gained a few pounds of fat and I suspect 7 or so pounds of lean tissue.
I think you need to question your assumption that, for example, 2.5 grams of testosterone is going to do any more for you over the next 12 weeks than one gram of testosterone would. Or 800 mg.
I appreciate you challenging me on this ridiculous cycle and I suspect you’re absolutely right. I’m definitely not a hyper-responder, I’m making gains but certainly not blowing up. I’d probably have the same results on half the dose.
Once this is done, I’m going to lean out and assess the results. My body fat according to dexa was 7% at the beginning. I’m guessing I’m around 11% now relative to the dexa scan. When I cut I’m hoping to get close to 5%… again, according to dexa…. Which is probably a couple percent higher than a visual assessment would be. IE if “show ready” is 5% I imagine I’ll be a couple percent higher than that even though the dexa says otherwise.
After that I’ll need to do some organ imaging and make a call on having surgery to remove some loose skin. Finally I’ll need to decide how big I ultimately want to be. Lately I’ve been enjoying rock climbing twice a week and even though it’s mostly lean tissue, the extra 20lbs hasn’t done wonders for my performance.
One metric is strength is a one-arm lock off, which is the ability to do an isometric hang on a pullup bar with one arm at 90 degrees. At the level I’d like to climb I need to hit ~103% body weight. Holding 175lbs with one arm at a body weight of 170 is very different than holding 206lbs at. A body weight of 200. I think I can hit 180 with my right arm, I could get there with my left but adding 25lbs to either is not something I’m sure I could get to in my lifetime.
Sorry for the ramble, did I miss anything? I really do appreciate your concerns.