Worried about post cycle bloods - HELP

[Peppan571]

Hey. I finished my cycle of Test E on january 29th, I had been on 500mg/week for 12 weeks. I then took nothing for 2 weeks and thrn began pct.

My pct was:
Clomid: 100/100/50/50
Nolvadex: 40/40/20/20

I was never on hcg and I did not do bloods before cycle. I went for bloods last week, approximately 3 months after finished pct and the results were the following.

FSH: 1.2 iu/L
LH: 2.6 iu/L
Cortisol: 384 nmol/L
Testosterone, total: 14.9 nmol/L
SHBG: 40 nmol/L
E2: 98 nmol/L

From what I can tell these are quite terrible results for someone who is 21 years of age. I am not sure where to go from here. I am guessing my LH and FSH is way below what is normal and my testosterone is also quite low? Would really appreciate some input!

Thanks

 

[Michael7]

Why the fuck are you using steroids at your age . You should always do pre cycle bloods so you have something to compare these results with .

 

[Peppan571]

Friend talked me into it, I didn't know the risks etc etc etc there's so many different reasons I did it and they are all terrible.

It is always easy to be wise in hindsight but it's a little late for that now. I am so scared about this!

 

[toolman]

Friend talked me into it, I didn't know the risks etc etc etc there's so many different reasons I did it and they are all terrible.

It is always easy to be wise in hindsight but it's a little late for that now. I am so scared about this!

Be prepared for a long battle for trying to feel normal again, if ever. Don't forget that it will take awhile and don't get discouraged....or cycle again!

 

[Spooby]

You'll be fine. Continue lifting and get as much sleep as you can. It just takes awhile to recover. Get more bloods in a few months

 

[Peppan571]

I really truly hope you guys are right. I suppose my test shows that I am "shut down" though? Considering how incredibly low my fsh and lh is, and testo not being good for my age either :/

Another strange thing I started noticing maybe 3 weeks ago was that my nipples have become very puffy, it is clear to me that something is not right with them either. Could it be that my E2 is a lot higher than my test? I am assuming my free testosterone is basically nothing since my total is low and shbg is that high?

 

[Peppan571]

Disregard the nipple stuff... It isn't what it is important right now, it is stupid to steal focus from my real problem with something like that. I'll fix me nipps once the rest is sorted, I am just very anxious about this whole thing. It has been so long since I did test E so I fear the worst.

 

[Peppan571]

Bump because not all my questions are answered. I have post workout soreness for about 5 days, I have no will to even go out and take a walk, I feel devestingly depressed (mostly after i saw ly labs), i never have morning wood, it happened once like a month ago but other than that no, I am so tired but cannot sleep even with sleeping, I have a hard time getting an erection even with my girlfriends help but I can just forget about a full hard on, I can have sex max twice a day, preferally one.

Those are some symptoms I have experiencing, if my blood results are to blame or not I do not know. I am pleading to you here at this forum to explain my results a bit further: this test level and lh, fsh must mean I havent recovered at all in 5 whole months with pct. I am so incredibly scared. I suffer from some serious mental disorders as well. When i saw my blood results I threw up and completely lost hope, slept for 24 hours (with help of a bunch of pills) and then really planned on hanging myself, something I have never considered before.

I may sound dramatic, I wont kill myself but those kind of thoughts are scary. Maybe you understand why I want some enlightment about all this.

Thank you guys!

 

[Dw725]

Let's start here, where did you acquire your nolvadex and clomid?

 

[Dw725]

This isn't the end of the world. There's no point in harping on you for the usual reasons, youre learning the hard way, so let's see if there are things we can do to start to correct your problem or speed the process. Do keep in mind nothing is guaranteed. There's always a risk in cycling, so let your case be a testament to others who may make the same uneducated mistake.

 

[Peppan571]

Let's start here, where did you acquire your nolvadex and clomid?

I got them from ashop so they are balkan pharmaceutical, people have very different opinions of them I have learned. I tried to chew one of the clomid once and my tongue went numb for hours.

This isn't the end of the world. There's no point in harping on you for the usual reasons, youre learning the hard way, so let's see if there are things we can do to start to correct your problem or speed the process. Do keep in mind nothing is guaranteed. There's always a risk in cycling, so let your case be a testament to others who may make the same uneducated mistake.

I sure all hell aren't cycling again and this was still "just a test e cycle", I hope others will see what can happen from one cycle.

 

[Spooby]

Why would you chew clomiphene?...

Go to a doctor.

Seriously, see an endocrinologist.

 

[Dw725]

I got them from ashop so they are balkan pharmaceutical, people have very different opinions of them I have learned. I tried to chew one of the clomid once and my tongue went numb for hours.



I sure all hell aren't cycling again and this was still "just a test e cycle", I hope others will see what can happen from one cycle.

Do yourself a favor and acquire some pharmacy grade nolvadex and clomid. Rerun your pct, but while using both you should only use half doses of each. Ugl pct can be hit or miss, why take the chance that it's no good when ur recovery is on the line

 

[Peppan571]

Why would you chew clomiphene?...

Go to a doctor.

Seriously, see an endocrinologist.

I chewed it because I was doubting balkan legitimacy and it tasted as people described it should more or less.

It did see a doctor, she says my bloods and normal because in Sweden they dont take age into consideration, I was at the middle of the referencevalue for t but for lh and fsh I was like .1 from what is too low according to them and that is apparently 0.7. As long as they say there is no problem I wont get to see an endocrinlogist without a heck of a fight and I am too mentally tired for that.

 

[Peppan571]

Do yourself a favor and acquire some pharmacy grade nolvadex and clomid. Rerun your pct, but while using both you should only use half doses of each. Ugl pct can be hit or miss, why take the chance that it's no good when ur recovery is on the line

Is there any risk with running a clomid/nolva pct again? Could I lose the little test I have got? If I add hcg I will get surpressed further right?

Also I gotta ask, since my T is not teeribly low but still quite damn low, could that mean I am on the road to recovery? I suppose however that since my shbg is high it is using almost all if not all of that total test?

Then again it has been 5 months

 

[Dizzy]

Is there any risk with running a clomid/nolva pct again? Could I lose the little test I have got? If I add hcg I will get surpressed further right?

Also I gotta ask, since my T is not teeribly low but still quite damn low, could that mean I am on the road to recovery? I suppose however that since my shbg is high it is using almost all if not all of that total test?

Then again it has been 5 months

I can't help much and I know this is an open forum but If I'm out of line someone let me know. I'm new at this game but from what I've read @pharmacist is a good for legit pharma pct. It's expensive but when it comes to recovery why chance it.

 

[Peppan571]

I can't help much and I know this is an open forum but If I'm out of line someone let me know. I'm new at this game but from what I've read @pharmacist is a good for legit pharma pct. It's expensive but when it comes to recovery why chance it.

I'll look into it, I just wonder what would be the best way to reboot my lh and fsh (and test i suppose) and what could screw me up even more... I also wonder if I should give up the hope on a natural recovery at this point and just put it all into a chemical restart so to speak

 

[Spooby]

Get well man

 

[Peppan571]

thanks...

 

[pharmacist]

I'll look into it, I just wonder what would be the best way to reboot my lh and fsh (and test i suppose) and what could screw me up even more... I also wonder if I should give up the hope on a natural recovery at this point and just put it all into a chemical restart so to speak

Good Day,
I dont come out of my thread often, like never... but sometimes I have to , please research the benefits of MENOPUR - HMG in increasing your FSH levels!

Best Regards