Bioniche Test C/Test P/Genotropin

Sitting in an airport, why not update the log? Woke up this morning and realized why i've been feeling a bit "off," i had a 102 fever and coughing up green shit. ahh, the joys of having small children, they're like little petri dishes growing toxic superbugs, with which they regularly infect me. Fortunately i believe in (i) better living through chemistry, and (ii) having an ample stock of pharmacueticals on hand. a gram of amoxicillin and 4 advil, then off to the airport. i feel marginally better, which tells me the antibiotics did/are doing what they should. Bloodwork in the morning, looking forward to the results and pinning some tne before leg day. More 10x10 tomorrow. Should be fun...

LS, have you reincorporated any bioniche?

nope. Just test e (Titan) right now at 250 mg e3d.
 
Captain's log, stardate 12,390.5. The continued administration of testosterone is making me want to slip it in uhura's pooper. sulu continues checking out my ass, i think he digs the cock.

MUST. NOT. FUCK. UHURA. she has klingon herpes, or so mccoy tells me.

Heh. Geek alert. So i went to the vampire this morning, blood has been drawn, results early next week hopefully. Got hormone panel and LC/MS-MS for test, so none of this "> 1500" horseshit, we get a number. Why are phlebotomists so cranky and unhappy? I suppose being a vampire by trade might get a little old, but stabbing people all day is a nice way to get one's aggression out. I charmed this one, i felt compelled, she seemed so unhappy. i had her from grumpy misanthrope to laughing in 30 seconds. had she been attractive (as opposed to making my penis retract completely into my pelvis), i would've offered to fuck her in the ladies room, cause i'm cool like that.

Slept terrible last night, only got about 5 hours and it was choppy, so today's workout suffered as a result. Tried Astro's TNE today, 100 mg, right delt, with regular test e, 250 mg, right quad. I guess after the suspension i was expecting a bit more from the TNE. it's much more subtle relative to the suspension, imo. still i could tell it was there, just not full throttle in an hour like the suspension. today was legs, pushed my squat to 295. did 10 sets, just not 10x10, since my first 5 were working up to 295. last 4 were 10 @ 145. i screamed on the last few reps, but it was a manly scream, not a girly scream, so it's ok.

funny, i'm not a quiet lifter, i tend to grunt and yell a bit when I stall out. that is a cycle thing, i never do this without gear in my system. fortunately my gym is kinda a hole in the wall, a sausage fest of lifters with a 1:10 ratio of women to men, so no one is looking at me funny, other than the college kids in there at 2 pm. look at someone else, boy. i'm squatting. you're on your 20th bicep curl variation, checking your bicep pose out in the mirror. your legs look like toothpicks. suck it.

half a dozen people have remarked on how "good" i look in the past couple of weeks, with several remarks about size. i thank them, then go into a long discussion about my new diet and training regimen, which makes their eyes roll back in their head and cuts off potential questions like "do you use steroids?" i need to buy some xxl t-shirts for the gym, everything looks slightly ghey, tight and whatnot. that, and i don't want these motherfucker to start asking me for gear. i provide "information" to the wife's trainer and her nutritionist, and that's quite enough.

but it's fucking great to hear the compliments. i took a five year break, job and two kids and other things got in the way. i forgot how good i feel and look when i'm on. women notice, men move out of the way, i have that look in my eye and i love it. while i do not feel like "i'm at an orgy and i'm the guy with the biggest cock in the room" (that is a quote from a fellow meso member describing how he feels on cycle; i want some of whatever shit he is taking), i love feeling an all day pump, walking with my shoulders a bit more squared, etc. IOW. already planning my next cycle. hehe.

considering changing up the last half of the cycle. specifically, i want to leverage the test/gh synergy, thinking of adjusting the dosage on the test to 750 mg/week, and upping the gh to 4 iu/day. run that weeks 7-12 and see what that gives me. since i started this cycle a couple months late, and i'm enamored with the gains so far, i'd like to push a bit. no throwing in tren and deca and mast in the middle of cycle, but upping the dosages of what i'm taking and seeing what's what. shoulder seems to be feeling better again, so let's push it a bit farther and see what we can do, shall we?

Seeing a few DHT sides, i wake up 5 times a night to piss and it's not much urine per piss. hi there bph, please go the fuck away. Avodart is one the way, will start 0.5 mg eod. Also have cyproheptadiene on the way for my appetite. Have some alprazolam on hand, once i have the cypro on hand i'll start both, with the avodart, and up the cycle to 750 mg/week and 4 iu of gh ed (or what i believe is 750 based on the numbers from my bloodwork). that will push the gains along and get me nice and ready for the var finish.

captain's log...out.
 
This is by far, the most entertaining log. I actually look forward to reading lightspans comments, I sit down with my water, and some chicken (wish I could eat popcorn) and have myself a good laugh, while also learning about his trials and tribulations.

BUT, TacoBell? WTF?!?!
 
This is by far, the most entertaining log. I actually look forward to reading lightspans comments, I sit down with my water, and some chicken (wish I could eat popcorn) and have myself a good laugh, while also learning about his trials and tribulations.

BUT, TacoBell? WTF?!?!
Calories. By any means necessary. :D
 
Hey light you mentioned seeing some DHT sides, have you tried using Cialis instead of 5-ARIs? It's actually FDA approved in reversing BPH, not to mention it will help out with blood pressure as well give you some good pumps during your workout.
 
Hey light you mentioned seeing some DHT sides, have you tried using Cialis instead of 5-ARIs? It's actually FDA approved in reversing BPH, not to mention it will help out with blood pressure as well give you some good pumps during your workout.

That is a great idea. I've got the avodart on the way. However, to get my pre-cycle bloods via my doctor I complained about lack of libido, to get a hormone panel. I bet I could hit him up for cialis and boom, bob's yer uncle. Insurance would probably cover it too. He may be skeptical, my total T was close to 900. :). Gonna try anyway, thanks!
 
How long/much for the var at the end? That to lean you back out and harden up muscles?

Correctomundo, lean me out a bit and tighten everything up. Thinking 4-6 weeks, 60-80 mg depending on how the pumps are. I've got two tubs of taurine, I plan on dumping about 10 g of it into my pwo to try and manage them. I've also got tudca for liver stress.

Given my decision to jump to 750 mg of test a week and up the gh to 4 iu at the beginning of week 7, and add in cypro and alprazolam to deal with my appetite issues, I'll see how I feel and look as the time gets closer. If I need more "tightening" (I.e., I've gotten fat) I'll run it six weeks, 3 at 60, 3 at 80. If Ive managed to retain my slender, girlish figure, 4 weeks at 60-80. The end of my cycle is going to be crowded, var, gh, HCG, test p and a partridge in a pear tree. I use an excel spreadsheet. :)
 
avodart > proscar ?? in terms of bph and hair loss protection?

from what i have read, dutasteride and finasteride both have sexual side effects, but dutasteride does not have as high an incidence of long term sexual dysfunction after cessation of therapy (google "post-finasteride syndrome").
 
Lightspan, have you tried a mass gainer? I prefer them over binge eating, and if you get a good one, they are super tasty, you get carbs, great source of protein and all kinds of nutrients. Much better than TacoBell! And at two scoops, most are 400-600 calories.
 
from what i have read, dutasteride and finasteride both have sexual side effects, but dutasteride does not have as high an incidence of long term sexual dysfunction after cessation of therapy (google "post-finasteride syndrome").

I thought I remembered reading about finasteride causing possible impotence problems. I mentioned it in another thread as they were talking about taking it. I wanted to warn them even though I wasn't exactly sure what the up to date info was. They ignored what I said. Oh well..if I can find that thread I'll post a link.

I posted the link!
 
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Lightspan, have you tried a mass gainer? I prefer them over binge eating, and if you get a good one, they are super tasty, you get carbs, great source of protein and all kinds of nutrients. Much better than TacoBell! And at two scoops, most are 400-600 calories.
I've got a solid mass gainer. I hook back a couple a day, but I don't like relying on it. My kingdom for a case of munchies!
 
Been a few days, anyone having separation anxiety? :D

Last prop pin a couple days ago, down to 250 mg test e e3d, 20 mg aromasin e3 day (same day as test pin) and 2 iu gh ed. Dry weigh in this morning at 225. I'm feeling just solid as fuck, although I can see that 5 lbs of goddamned flab on my lower back. That shit must go. So, upping the cardio from zero to some. That should help. Did I mention I fucking hate cardio?

Friday and Saturday were push/pull days, and my shoulder was acting up a bit. This despite 80 mg of suspension both days. Saturday was a powerlifting meet at the gym, so it was a bit crowded dodging people trying to get my lifts in before heading to my dads to cut trees. Shockingly, none of the angry stink-eye fatties that lurk in my gym were competing. Go figure. Full workout lifting, then another with a chainsaw and a pole saw. Shoulder was screaming after that. Lots of Advil, Voltaren and ice. Giving the gh another 6 weeks before considering a change in dosage, but fuck I would love this shoulder pain to be gone. If 4iu of pharma will do it, sign me up. The kids don't need a college fund, now do they?

Had to take a break today, I was wrecked after yesterday, and had to put in a good 10 hrs of work from home today. Work is crushing me, but I manage to keep lifting. Played around with some Labmax stuff tonight, CSI for gear heads. :D. Also looked over some of the mass spectra that have been posted, lots of data and info missing but I have no "yes/no" on whether they are valid analytical reports. I know if a tech handed me that I would hand them their ass back, but this is not the same kettle of fish. More in the mass spec thread this week...

I'm struggling with my appetite. I can't seem to get enough food in me, and when I do eat I'm just not that hungry. I hit taco hell a couple nights last week, and that enabled me to hook back around 3000 cals in a sitting, but that is no way to eat on cycle. Gonna try something, maybe a low dosage of alprazolam. Suggestions (other than drinking/smoking pot) are welcomed. My bp is still a bit high at times, highest has been 133/85, but it peaks and drops during the day, not too worried.

The suspension is interesting stuff, particularly because the end of the vial is larger particles and it is tougher to get through a 25 g pin without fits and starts. End result is a 1 ml shot in about ten seconds, in four good spurts. Makes the pip a bit unpleasant, and sets in immediately. Beginning of the vial was scmoooooove though. Should have some TNE in my next pack, Astro swears by it, interested to try it.

Will get blood work end of this week, so won't try the TNE until after that. Workouts are consistently balls to the wall, I'm working hard and I feel it. The prop and suspension combo kept the doms at bay, it's back a bit now that I'm down to just the enanthate. Not terrible, but I am sore the next day. That tells me I'm doing something right. No pain, good prop. :)

Oh yes, a special fuck you to @scorcher, my favorite source knob gobbler, who told me, in what I suppose was an effort to make me feel bad, I need to spend more time in the gym. I guess my pictures are not on par with the ripped guys in the gay porn he is watching. Buddy, I fed exed you a bag of dicks to help you keep up your protein intake, so you can "up your fitness goals," as you refer to your efforts to break the world record for number of cocks sucked in a single day.

To the rest of you, good night, happy lifting.
GHRP-6 a month on a month off. You'll eat for a family of 5. I am actually thinking of stocking it because for anyone wanting to bulk its wonderful
 
by far as you have been told you have a very special writing style Lightspan.. I relate with alot of what you write.. so its been a fun read so far.
I bumped up to 750mg for 4-12 from 500mg to start on TE and absolutely loved the difference. I immediately noticed strength increase, more stamina, and focus. And the shoulder achne that developed right away with the dose adjustment told me it wasn't mental.
Keep up the work .
 
thanks @tileguy, i'm "special" in so many ways. i've got a couple ex-wives who will attest to that. short bus special.

so bloodwork came in today, and i'm pretty fucking unamused. at just shy of 600 mg a week: 1944 total test. this explains why i started feeling a bit "off" when i stopped the test p. i had planned on upping my dosage, thinking i needed a bit more oomph, and now it makes sense why. i suppose if i calibrate off my bloodwork, 2.5 ml e3d will get me to 4-5k, or what i should be at. i'm going to give it a few hours and chill the fuck out, then figure out how to salvage this fucking cycle in the most expedient way possible.
 
thanks @tileguy, i'm "special" in so many ways. i've got a couple ex-wives who will attest to that. short bus special.

so bloodwork came in today, and i'm pretty fucking unamused. at just shy of 600 mg a week: 1944 total test. this explains why i started feeling a bit "off" when i stopped the test p. i had planned on upping my dosage, thinking i needed a bit more oomph, and now it makes sense why. i suppose if i calibrate off my bloodwork, 2.5 ml e3d will get me to 4-5k, or what i should be at. i'm going to give it a few hours and chill the fuck out, then figure out how to salvage this fucking cycle in the most expedient way possible.

I believe I remember you saying you were going to switch back to the bioniche stuff if your titan gear proved underdosed, which definitely appears to be the case. let me know if you decide to go ahead with that. I'm starting a bioniche test e/eq/tren cycle tonight ( :) ) and would love to compare our thoughts on the gear itself. doesn't seem like many people here have jumped on it and having a "cycle buddy" is always nice. god that sounds gay.
 
I believe I remember you saying you were going to switch back to the bioniche stuff if your titan gear proved underdosed, which definitely appears to be the case. let me know if you decide to go ahead with that. I'm starting a bioniche test e/eq/tren cycle tonight ( :) ) and would love to compare our thoughts on the gear itself. doesn't seem like many people here have jumped on it and having a "cycle buddy" is always nice. god that sounds gay.

it's not gay if balls don't touch. or so my boyfriend tells me. :D

i'm trying to decide what to do now. i'm thinking i'll switch back to the bioniche (test C), with a frontload for the first two pins to get my levels up, backfill with prop for a week or so, then get bloods again in three weeks. if, at that point, my levels still suck i'll cash out and PCT. no point in staying shut down.
 
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