Bioniche Test C/Test P/Genotropin

Oh hi there. The end of yet another long day. Just did my last prop pin, right delt. Can't say i'm sad to see it end, although i do love the effect of the prop. The constant pinning, however, i can live without. I'll be getting bloodwork end of next week, maybe early the following week to make sure the prop has cleared and ensure a clean data point for Titan's test e. Fingers crossed for 5000 +. Still no MS, it will be done when it is done, and not one minute sooner.

The early gyno is in check, i'm taking aromasin 20 mg eod with the prop, will drop it back to e3d with the test e pins. Four days of 20 mg nolva, 20 mg aromasin did the trick. Nipples are a bit sensitive with eod running the prop, but none of the swelling or puffiness.

After the platz legs yesterday, i figured today would be a breeze. Heh, fuck no, i had some serious doms today, hobbling around like a gimp, and that on a boatload of test. The 10x10 shit works my legs liike a three dollar hooker, i both love and hate it. I imagine if i wasn't pinning all this gear i would've been rolling my ass around on a skateboard today. I'm not looking forward to heavy legs on friday, but fuck it, i want my legs to get some meat on them, and that only happens through hard fucking work and more than a little pain. "Everybody want to be a bodybuilder, but nobody wants to lift no heavy ass weight." :D

Hit the gym at work today. Had planned on a rest day, but around 2 i said "fuck it," and headed down for shoulders and the inevitable dummbell rows. I do those fuckers like four times a week, and it's showing. LAAAAAATS. Funny part is my pullups stay the same, i can't bang them out. Tall and getting heavier, gotta move that weight a long way. If that's the biggest penalty for being tall, i'll live with that. There was a redhead, fairly plump but about 6'1" on the treadmill. I wanted to wrestle her like a gator, she looked like a biter. she was followed by a smokin' hot blond that, unfortunately, works in my office. no fishing off the company pier. nevertheless, i made sure to grunt extra loud and "walk it off" between sets, right past her ass bouncing on the treadmill. nah, my libido isn't active or anything.

another dude from the firm upstairs was in the gym, i see him there fairly often. he's a chest and arms guy, he can push some dumbbells on the flat. for some reason today he decided to do deadlifts, never seen him do them, or squat. at 215, he had the shaky knees and was all back. i was sad for his back, he will be crippled tomorrow. i remember shitty form, it hurt. a lot.

Shoulder was a bit sore today, i think i've been pushing pretty hard and relying a bit on suspension to ease the immediate aches and give me some oomph. Since my gear only leaves my safe for the few seconds it takes to load pins, suspension before lifting at work is out. I'll rest tomorrow, then treat myself to a bit of suspension friday, before the next leg day. Shit, wasn't it JUST leg day.

I think i need the rest, i was a bit off today, the leg destroying workout took a lot out of me, i need to rest a bit. I tend to forget rest is essential to growth, particularly on 600 mg of test a week. my body doesn't let me forget for too long though. :) the gh is still going into my abdomen, haven't started in the shoulder yet. Will do so this weekend when i have a bit of time to futz with it, weekdays i get up, grab coffee and the geno out of the fridge and load/pin fairly quickly before heading to the shower.

so now into the "middle" of this cycle. Hovering around 220 first thing in the morning after a healthy shit, still running a caloric deficit, so i know some of this is water, but the fat seems to be coming off a bit. The nice thing about higher AI dosing is it keeps me drier, but the knee pain i was getting sucked ass. It's a balance. Now that the prop is done i'll settle in to a more steady dosage and the t levels stabilize.

ok, that's enough for today. rest day tomorrow. no cardio, no nada. just let everything heal up for the blitz fri-sun.

Goedenacht. Slaap lekker.
 
Been a few days, anyone having separation anxiety? :D

Last prop pin a couple days ago, down to 250 mg test e e3d, 20 mg aromasin e3 day (same day as test pin) and 2 iu gh ed. Dry weigh in this morning at 225. I'm feeling just solid as fuck, although I can see that 5 lbs of goddamned flab on my lower back. That shit must go. So, upping the cardio from zero to some. That should help. Did I mention I fucking hate cardio?

Friday and Saturday were push/pull days, and my shoulder was acting up a bit. This despite 80 mg of suspension both days. Saturday was a powerlifting meet at the gym, so it was a bit crowded dodging people trying to get my lifts in before heading to my dads to cut trees. Shockingly, none of the angry stink-eye fatties that lurk in my gym were competing. Go figure. Full workout lifting, then another with a chainsaw and a pole saw. Shoulder was screaming after that. Lots of Advil, Voltaren and ice. Giving the gh another 6 weeks before considering a change in dosage, but fuck I would love this shoulder pain to be gone. If 4iu of pharma will do it, sign me up. The kids don't need a college fund, now do they?

Had to take a break today, I was wrecked after yesterday, and had to put in a good 10 hrs of work from home today. Work is crushing me, but I manage to keep lifting. Played around with some Labmax stuff tonight, CSI for gear heads. :D. Also looked over some of the mass spectra that have been posted, lots of data and info missing but I have no "yes/no" on whether they are valid analytical reports. I know if a tech handed me that I would hand them their ass back, but this is not the same kettle of fish. More in the mass spec thread this week...

I'm struggling with my appetite. I can't seem to get enough food in me, and when I do eat I'm just not that hungry. I hit taco hell a couple nights last week, and that enabled me to hook back around 3000 cals in a sitting, but that is no way to eat on cycle. Gonna try something, maybe a low dosage of alprazolam. Suggestions (other than drinking/smoking pot) are welcomed. My bp is still a bit high at times, highest has been 133/85, but it peaks and drops during the day, not too worried.

The suspension is interesting stuff, particularly because the end of the vial is larger particles and it is tougher to get through a 25 g pin without fits and starts. End result is a 1 ml shot in about ten seconds, in four good spurts. Makes the pip a bit unpleasant, and sets in immediately. Beginning of the vial was scmoooooove though. Should have some TNE in my next pack, Astro swears by it, interested to try it.

Will get blood work end of this week, so won't try the TNE until after that. Workouts are consistently balls to the wall, I'm working hard and I feel it. The prop and suspension combo kept the doms at bay, it's back a bit now that I'm down to just the enanthate. Not terrible, but I am sore the next day. That tells me I'm doing something right. No pain, good prop. :)

Oh yes, a special fuck you to @scorcher, my favorite source knob gobbler, who told me, in what I suppose was an effort to make me feel bad, I need to spend more time in the gym. I guess my pictures are not on par with the ripped guys in the gay porn he is watching. Buddy, I fed exed you a bag of dicks to help you keep up your protein intake, so you can "up your fitness goals," as you refer to your efforts to break the world record for number of cocks sucked in a single day.

To the rest of you, good night, happy lifting.
 
@lightspan, you need to chill and I don't watch gay porn. I reserved my strength to work harder in gym everyday. [emoji6][emoji6]

It's ok man, embrace your love of the cock. No one will hate...

It's not personal, I'm quite chill. You decided to talk trash on me. In return, I was kind and generous and gave you a special shout out in my log. Every time you decide to open your filthy pie hole and talk shit, you'll get a special mention in my log, sweetie.

Also, I think you are wasting valuable time posting here when you could be in the gym upping your fitness goals.

Good luck!
 
The Lightspan vs Scorcher show is getting good , could rival some older conflicts Ive seen on Meso . Lol

Goodluck on your training log Lightspan , you most definitely have a flair for writing , not bad . ~Ogh
 
Hey how's that new leg workout going? Still doing the 10x10's

today was supposed to be my next "platz" leg day. turns out the kid's room closes at 8, so i had 25 minutes to lift. :( So I did what anyone with only 25 minutes would do. Deadlifts!

10 @ 145
10 @ 235
10 @ 325
6 @ 375
3 @ 395

i could've gone higher, i was feeling it. trying not to fuck anything up. work gym tomorrow, so no legs. next leg day is friday, will be upping the wieght on all my 10 x 10s. stay tuned.

also got all my pharma PCT items today, happy happy joy joy. already starting to think about my next cycle...gotta get some work in tonight, more tomorrow.
 
so i'm a complete dumbfuck. i grabbed the ovitrelle pen for my first HCG dose, slapped a needle on the tip, stuck it in my gut and depressed the button only to realize i forgot to turn the dial back down from playing with it when i got it.

tl;dr: i just pinned about 4500 iu of HCG before yanking that son of a bitch out, and sprayed myself with another 2000 iu or so. that was a $130 mistake. quite irritated with myself. moral of the story - pay fucking attention and don't try to do ten things at once while injecting shit into your body. so fucking irritated. i'm super careful about pinning oils and gh, i just got sloppy here. on the upside, one side effect of high doses of HCG is ovarian hyperstimulation syndrome. maybe i'll have quintuplets!

today was a bitch, managed to get down to the work gym for an hour. i decided to destroy my shoulders, did a full delt/trap workout, some rows (cause no workout is complete without rows anymore), then at the end grabbed a pair of 50 lb dumbbells and did ten sets of ahhhhnold presses. they started at 10/set and wound up around 6/set. i almost puked in the shower.

business trip for the day tomorrow, so no lifting. thursday will be pushes, friday will be the postponed leg day. maybe my TNE will be here. After going to see the vampire perhaps i'll slam 100 mg of TNE and see what happens on leg day? heheheheh. bitches beware!

tonight was another test e pin, and i'm setting up bloodwork for friday, 3 days later, should be peak serum level per Dr. Scally. C'mon 5000 +!!! The gear is working, weighed in at 225 this morning, just curious to see how the numbers come out.

Still having appetite issues, i may be the only mf i know that loses his appetite on gear. have meds on the way for it, going to try 1 mg of cyproheptadiene ed and see if that doesn't help. I might throw in 1/4 mg of alprazolam for appetite, should help with BP too, it's been riding around 130/85, within normal range but high for me. if i ever do some cardio that might help matters.

ok, flight at 6 am, time for bed. hope i don't grow an ovary in my sleep.
 
theyll be hangin low for the next couple of days

Like to my knees. :) at this point it's not that big of a deal. I initially wanted the HCG so the wife wouldn't know/get all over me for running gear. Turns out she's been a good sport, so it's more of a "keep the fires burning low" thing while on. Just irritated at my sloppiness.
 
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