Oh hi there. The end of yet another long day. Just did my last prop pin, right delt. Can't say i'm sad to see it end, although i do love the effect of the prop. The constant pinning, however, i can live without. I'll be getting bloodwork end of next week, maybe early the following week to make sure the prop has cleared and ensure a clean data point for Titan's test e. Fingers crossed for 5000 +. Still no MS, it will be done when it is done, and not one minute sooner.
The early gyno is in check, i'm taking aromasin 20 mg eod with the prop, will drop it back to e3d with the test e pins. Four days of 20 mg nolva, 20 mg aromasin did the trick. Nipples are a bit sensitive with eod running the prop, but none of the swelling or puffiness.
After the platz legs yesterday, i figured today would be a breeze. Heh, fuck no, i had some serious doms today, hobbling around like a gimp, and that on a boatload of test. The 10x10 shit works my legs liike a three dollar hooker, i both love and hate it. I imagine if i wasn't pinning all this gear i would've been rolling my ass around on a skateboard today. I'm not looking forward to heavy legs on friday, but fuck it, i want my legs to get some meat on them, and that only happens through hard fucking work and more than a little pain. "Everybody want to be a bodybuilder, but nobody wants to lift no heavy ass weight."
Hit the gym at work today. Had planned on a rest day, but around 2 i said "fuck it," and headed down for shoulders and the inevitable dummbell rows. I do those fuckers like four times a week, and it's showing. LAAAAAATS. Funny part is my pullups stay the same, i can't bang them out. Tall and getting heavier, gotta move that weight a long way. If that's the biggest penalty for being tall, i'll live with that. There was a redhead, fairly plump but about 6'1" on the treadmill. I wanted to wrestle her like a gator, she looked like a biter. she was followed by a smokin' hot blond that, unfortunately, works in my office. no fishing off the company pier. nevertheless, i made sure to grunt extra loud and "walk it off" between sets, right past her ass bouncing on the treadmill. nah, my libido isn't active or anything.
another dude from the firm upstairs was in the gym, i see him there fairly often. he's a chest and arms guy, he can push some dumbbells on the flat. for some reason today he decided to do deadlifts, never seen him do them, or squat. at 215, he had the shaky knees and was all back. i was sad for his back, he will be crippled tomorrow. i remember shitty form, it hurt. a lot.
Shoulder was a bit sore today, i think i've been pushing pretty hard and relying a bit on suspension to ease the immediate aches and give me some oomph. Since my gear only leaves my safe for the few seconds it takes to load pins, suspension before lifting at work is out. I'll rest tomorrow, then treat myself to a bit of suspension friday, before the next leg day. Shit, wasn't it JUST leg day.
I think i need the rest, i was a bit off today, the leg destroying workout took a lot out of me, i need to rest a bit. I tend to forget rest is essential to growth, particularly on 600 mg of test a week. my body doesn't let me forget for too long though.

the gh is still going into my abdomen, haven't started in the shoulder yet. Will do so this weekend when i have a bit of time to futz with it, weekdays i get up, grab coffee and the geno out of the fridge and load/pin fairly quickly before heading to the shower.
so now into the "middle" of this cycle. Hovering around 220 first thing in the morning after a healthy shit, still running a caloric deficit, so i know some of this is water, but the fat seems to be coming off a bit. The nice thing about higher AI dosing is it keeps me drier, but the knee pain i was getting sucked ass. It's a balance. Now that the prop is done i'll settle in to a more steady dosage and the t levels stabilize.
ok, that's enough for today. rest day tomorrow. no cardio, no nada. just let everything heal up for the blitz fri-sun.
Goedenacht. Slaap lekker.