Police bust individuals involved with at least 4 different labs including V Labs, Crox Gear...

[Millard]

Police bust individuals who were suspected "heads of steroid ring" and involved with at least 4 different labs including V Labs, Crox Gear as well as selling oxycodone...

Fairfield Police Chief Gary MacNamara has a sense of humor:

“I think one of the side effects of the use of steroids is criminal prosecution.”

http://wtnh.com/2014/08/08/fairfield-area-police-bust-alleged-steroid-ring/

http://www.nhregister.com/general-n...ged-in-fairfield-bust-of-alleged-steroid-ring

 

[element00]

http://www.wfsb.com/story/26237249/fairfield-police-bust-massive-steroid-making-operation
This news report of this 'massive' bust as they describe it seems focused on steroids getting into the hands of children and high school students. I guess that's more news worthy than authorities being fearful of these steroids getting into the hands of mature, healthy, consenting, well informed adults

 

[Ozzy619]

That's what they get for slanging oxy.

 

[StoneTheCrow]

I think one of the side effects of being Gary MacNamara is having a huge dick in the ass.

 

[MANWHORE]

Yea those pain killers are serious shit now..
Kids go to dope after those and OD

 

[Wings_of_pain]

Yea those pain killers are serious shit now..
Kids go to dope after those and OD

Yeah I'm having my own issues as I've been taking painkillers for 2 years. Though it hasnt been by choice I'm off but I'm still drinking, I just knew something had to change when I started contemplating using heroin. I mean literally, when you fuck with this kind of thing it slowly starts rationalizing itself like 'hey you are already injecting things in your body right?'. Truly been the hardest thing I've had in my life.

 

[biggerben69]

Yeah I'm having my own issues as I've been taking painkillers for 2 years. Though it hasnt been by choice I'm off but I'm still drinking, I just knew something had to change when I started contemplating using heroin. I mean literally, when you fuck with this kind of thing it slowly starts rationalizing itself like 'hey you are already injecting things in your body right?'. Truly been the hardest thing I've had in my life.

Thank you for your honesty. I know there are other members in very similar situations. Hang in there.
I believe the iron can provide assistance. You know that booze is your enemy. Even without the drug issues it will make you fat and lazy. With the issues it will help you fill that rig and start planning your funeral.
Get it together. We could use you around here.

 

[Wings_of_pain]

Thank you for your honesty. I know there are other members in very similar situations. Hang in there.
I believe the iron can provide assistance. You know that booze is your enemy. Even without the drug issues it will make you fat and lazy. With the issues it will help you fill that rig and start planning your funeral.
Get it together. We could use you around here.

Yeah and I agree with everything you're saying. The issue I have had is that now that I've been off opiates (been a month or so) I can't help but feel the very real need to feel relaxed. I swear to you that since I stopped I've dreamt of morphine, and It's so vivid and right before the warm rush hits my legs and obliterates my pain I wake up. I say pain due to the fact I have sciatic nerve damage from an old injury and straight up that shit has haunted me and alienated me from so many people it ain't even funny. People dont fully comprehend how life can be after you've lived for any period of time only animated by drugs of all kinds.

And amidst all this prohormone ban bullshit, I can't help but laugh at the whole thing being that I could more easily acquire a point of tar and shoot that shit as opposed to medical grade gear. The Feds have their priorities wrong.

 

[xgunx]

Yeah and I agree with everything you're saying. The issue I have had is that now that I've been off opiates (been a month or so) I can't help but feel the very real need to feel relaxed. I swear to you that since I stopped I've dreamt of morphine, and It's so vivid and right before the warm rush hits my legs and obliterates my pain I wake up. I say pain due to the fact I have sciatic nerve damage from an old injury and straight up that shit has haunted me and alienated me from so many people it ain't even funny. People dont fully comprehend how life can be after you've lived for any period of time only animated by drugs of all kinds.

And amidst all this prohormone ban bullshit, I can't help but laugh at the whole thing being that I could more easily acquire a point of tar and shoot that shit as opposed to medical grade gear. The Feds have their priorities wrong.

Dont do it dude. Its been years now Nd i still have the occasional nightmare, waking up thinking ive been bangin opiates and everything else kike i used to. The first month hurts and the next 3-6 suck dick after that you will be over the hill as i call it. Sleeping better, feeling mostly normal, family and freinds look at you better improving morale. The list goes on but the first year is tuff then you get outa contact with people and move on. Ever have any questions hit me up im sure ive been there done that and got the t shirt

 

[BigDave]

Yeah and I agree with everything you're saying. The issue I have had is that now that I've been off opiates (been a month or so) I can't help but feel the very real need to feel relaxed. I swear to you that since I stopped I've dreamt of morphine, and It's so vivid and right before the warm rush hits my legs and obliterates my pain I wake up. I say pain due to the fact I have sciatic nerve damage from an old injury and straight up that shit has haunted me and alienated me from so many people it ain't even funny. People dont fully comprehend how life can be after you've lived for any period of time only animated by drugs of all kinds.

And amidst all this prohormone ban bullshit, I can't help but laugh at the whole thing being that I could more easily acquire a point of tar and shoot that shit as opposed to medical grade gear. The Feds have their priorities wrong.

It gets better Bro. Just takes a long time. I still have the dreams (been years). There are also options like suboxone. I went on that for a couple years and tapered off that. Took away a lot of the urges, & really helped me. May want to look into it.

 

[tubesox]

id like to know what the white milky stuff in the green tops is, i hope that isnt a premixed peptide or suspension in BAC..

 

[Notits]

Yeah I'm having my own issues as I've been taking painkillers for 2 years. Though it hasnt been by choice I'm off but I'm still drinking, I just knew something had to change when I started contemplating using heroin. I mean literally, when you fuck with this kind of thing it slowly starts rationalizing itself like 'hey you are already injecting things in your body right?'. Truly been the hardest thing I've had in my life.

Wings... Im 15years clean from opiates myself. I remember vividly the early days of cleaning up. I don't have much more than practical experience and a first hand understanding of your circumstances. Being in the middle of the mind fuck is a scary place. But I can tell you that there is life beyond addiction and the future is friendly. Me and several others in recovery are only a PM away.

 

[Manny]

Wings... Im 15years clean from opiates myself. I remember vividly the early days of cleaning up. I don't have much more than practical experience and a first hand understanding of your circumstances. Being in the middle of the mind fuck is a scary place. But I can tell you that there is life beyond addiction and the future is friendly. Me and several others in recovery are only a PM away.

Right here man. I'm a friend of Bill and Bob.

 

[tubesox]

I gave bill and bob the finger after 18 months of being miserable and seeing no change... Guess im to far gone

 

[Manny]

I gave bill and bob the finger after 18 months of being miserable and seeing no change... Guess im to far gone

NEver too far gone bro. I won't try and talk program to you but I'm here if you ever want to talk .

 

[Notits]

I gave bill and bob the finger after 18 months of being miserable and seeing no change... Guess im to far gone

I did the same thing at 10years. I decided it was time to follow what was written in that big blue book and pay less attention to the personalities in the rooms.

 

[1fnprick]

Wings man hang in there brother!
If you have been off that long dont go back it will get harder before it ever gets easy I promise u.
I shot oxy's and morphine every day for about 8 years. Over dosed 2 times and lost everything I own and loved. Went to prison for 7 years. It wasn't till I had lost it all and no one trusted me that I said enough is enough. Its time to grow up is what I told myself.
If I did it anyone can. I have been clean now for 6 years. I feel better than I ever have. Hang in there there is light at the end of that tunnel.

 

[Manny]

Wings man hang in there brother!
If you have been off that long dont go back it will get harder before it ever gets easy I promise u.
I shot oxy's and morphine every day for about 8 years. Over dosed 2 times and lost everything I own and loved. Went to prison for 7 years. It wasn't till I had lost it all and no one trusted me that I said enough is enough. Its time to grow up is what I told myself.
If I did it anyone can. I have been clean now for 6 years. I feel better than I ever have. Hang in there there is light at the end of that tunnel.

Tjats right bro! Heroin for hella yrs. I'm good these days with some help and my hp

 

[BrownTown]

I think the hardest part to be honest is just getting use to yourself and your feelings. Reality can be a fucked up thing when newly sober but the good thing is it goes away man. Using dope for years really subsides your emotional state but it passes. I was hooked on opiates for 8 years and have almost 9 years sober, it gets easier brother just hang in there.

 

[swollengoat]

Brother, any and all that have ridden the h-train know the agony that claws at you awake and in dreams to drag you back down into the abyss. no matter the pain, no matter the horror, no matter the suffering and mind-fuck, YOU need to be stronger than your ADDICTION. Thoughts with you, brother. BE strong to STAY strong.