So here is my issue. I'm starting to think I need to get leaner? If I had to describe myself I'm almost match for match the look and size of an NFL defensive end. Many people often compare me this way. 6'1 276-280 any given moment. I'm proud and amazed at times of what I have built myself in to. Not in a cocky way but an objective way. Problem is every body and their brother my height compete at 235 maybe 240. So I'm not on that level lean. I mean bodybuilder lean.
The reason i write this is because I'm objectively trying to build the best me. 280 is big ya sure is but I wonder if I can be a better me at 230 or 240? Take away some of the blurry shit that blocks the art of what I built underneath. I have some natural aesthetics that my size hides. Like my bloated waist line and seemingly endless stomach bloat. Looks big in clothes for sure. Not so great in my underwear. My stomach could use some work. I'm not doing myself any favors by slamming all this food down to get bigger. I know their is the illusion part but in reality a 200lb man is a 200lb man. I feel like I'm a bodybuilder trapped in a powerlifters body. Which if I had numbers that my size would typically dictate that wouldn't be an issue. I'm not running those numbers tho so it seems pointless some times. You guys ever run in to this dilemma?
Here's my problem w/ wanting to weigh 300+ lbs. It ain't good for ya. You have kids and I know you wanna be around for them and their kids which you will bc you're young enough...but you won't eating Wendy's ED jk lol. Naw but seriously there's no need to weigh that much its hard on ya and you ain't getting paid too....plus its expensive as shit!!!
So, I guess the question is: Are you more concerned w/ be healthy and looking a certain way or fuckit you just wanna be biggest motherfucker in the room??


