I'm the not so new guy......I'm back!!

[Doubleaa2728]

I'm back after going to hell and back.in found my mother dead. I relapsed and lost 40 lbs said fuck it all. I'm getting my shit together. Got a new account cause I canthink remeber my other info. Got a new phone and all that shit. Getting married in june and finally have a life again. Ran 4 cycles in the past so I've done this a time or 2

 

[gr8whitetrukker]

Found your mother dead?

 

[MindlessWork]

How did your mom die? Sorry for your loss and here's to you regaining what you lost in muscle gains. At least you are wise to move on and forward.

 

[Doubleaa2728]

She had a pulmonary embolism. .....she never even new what happened is what I was told. Ya I came home after work cause she was supposed to come get me and I was going to help her move. She was moving over the weekend and I was going to move with her . She was going to have a major back surgery. I was going to live with her and help her tell she got better and then me and my fiance were getting a place. I came home when she never got me and found her

 

[Doubleaa2728]

Found your mother dead?

Ya it was the most awful thing I've ever experienced in my while life. I had a panic attack and if my girl wasn't with me I would have probably died that night as well.......she stayed with me and wouldnot leave me

 

[Doubleaa2728]

I'm 30 and have no family and no parents. ......so sometimes I wounder why me. All my family is 5 states away. I have my fiance though.

 

[MindlessWork]

She had a pulmonary embolism. .....she never even new what happened is what I was told. Ya I came home after work cause she was supposed to come get me and I was going to help her move. She was moving over the weekend and I was going to move with her . She was going to have a major back surgery. I was going to live with her and help her tell she got better and then me and my fiance were getting a place. I came home when she never got me and found her

Ouch...that sucks. There's things happen that happen so fast and with no warning.

 

[MindlessWork]

I'm 30 and have no family and no parents. ......so sometimes I wounder why me. All my family is 5 states away. I have my fiance though.

At least you got a rock in a storm. Good you have support from your woman

 

[Doubleaa2728]

Ouch...that sucks. There's things happen that happen so fast and with no warning.

Ya there was no warning at all. I was told she didn't feel a thing and was painless. Just like passing out and not waking up. Im thankful for that at least. She was in alot of pain from her back as it was

 

[Doubleaa2728]

At least you got a rock in a storm. Good you have support from your woman

Ya that's for sure.

 

[The Tone]

first of all very sorry for your loss there's nothing worse than a loss of a loved one. and welcome back to the forum brighter days ahead bro

 

[Seven]

Sorry for your loss. Good to hear you're clean again....one day at a time brother. Congrats on the upcoming wedding.

Welcome back!!

 

[D-Ballin]

Welcome back bro. Terrible thing losing a parent. Glad to hear you're back on the wagon, and have a good woman behind you.

Now let's get you back on the gain train. Gotta get that tux hanging right for the big day.

 

[Doubleaa2728]

Thanks all for the big welcome back. See some new faces and old ones. Good to be back in the saddle for sure!

 

[bill9799]

Welcome back. So sorry about your loss. Stay strong and lift some heavy ass weights!

 

[Smokey McPot]

Sorry for your loss brother. I'm glad you're back Welcome

 

[Big_paul]

I'm back after going to hell and back.in found my mother dead. I relapsed and lost 40 lbs said fuck it all. I'm getting my shit together. Got a new account cause I canthink remeber my other info. Got a new phone and all that shit. Getting married in june and finally have a life again. Ran 4 cycles in the past so I've done this a time or 2

Welcome. Don't give anyone your phone number just yet.

Plenty of brothers here who know what a bad day in hell looks like.

Pm if you need to talk.

 

[Doubleaa2728]

Welcome. Don't give anyone your phone number just yet.

Plenty of brothers here who know what a bad day in hell looks like.

Pm if you need to talk.

Thanx big paul. It's been a hard road but I'm dealing the best I can