YouKnowIRUN
New Member
I have a huge insecurity with my voice and i feel like if it was just a little lower id feel comfortable with it, theres like a night and day difference with my confidence when my voice is just groggy and hoarse, compared to how it regularly is. I know how stupid it sounds to say to you guys or to anybody but i feel like my voice doesn't suit my personality and who I truly am when its high i can't be myself at all, I've been on the verge of suicide because of this but i wanna be here for my little brother mainly and theres just a lot that goes into it if you could see it from my point of view you would understand... Basically I'm willing to go to extremes to make this happen, without smoking, idk why I'm even putting this here maybe just in hopes some way some how i can get some help with this, maybe run tren next cycle? i heard there is surgery but i can't find a place IM SOOOOOOOOO SICK OF LIVING LIKE THIS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I WANT TO BE THERE FOR PEOPLE I CARE ABOUT BUT THIS IS RUINING EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
