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So we’ve been on and off 3 years. I’m not saint don’t get me wrong we all have ups and downs. Well she is a black girl. That’s usually what I date. I’ve been around all races my whole life but have always been attracted to Non white ha or if they are white exotic like dark skin hair, eyes.

She hates me doing she last year she didn’t go. She always tells it’s so stupid and I’m selfish to do them. I don’t even send her pics I post on here cause she won’t say shit. The other day I sent her one I liked she gives me a thumbs up. That’s all. I’m not mad.

Well her friend is doing the same show. He’s a big as dude we def aren’t in the same class. She goes to me have you seen how good so and so looks he’s so ripped. He looks good I give him credit I don’t bash anyone. But I’m like why can’t you ever say I look good. Why can’t you say I’m ripped. She’s like I’m so over talking about this stupid show. I said wait you brought this guy up I didn’t say shit. Now he’s a black guy. Again doesn’t matter to me. She’s black I can careless. So here’s what she comes at me with. Now this is 8 days out. So much positivity and support can you feel it lol!
 

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So we’ve been on and off 3 years. I’m not saint don’t get me wrong we all have ups and downs. Well she is a black girl. That’s usually what I date. I’ve been around all races my whole life but have always been attracted to Non white ha or if they are white exotic like dark skin hair, eyes.

She hates me doing she last year she didn’t go. She always tells it’s so stupid and I’m selfish to do them. I don’t even send her pics I post on here cause she won’t say shit. The other day I sent her one I liked she gives me a thumbs up. That’s all. I’m not mad.

Well her friend is doing the same show. He’s a big as dude we def aren’t in the same class. She goes to me have you seen how good so and so looks he’s so ripped. He looks good I give him credit I don’t bash anyone. But I’m like why can’t you ever say I look good. Why can’t you say I’m ripped. She’s like I’m so over talking about this stupid show. I said wait you brought this guy up I didn’t say shit. Now he’s a black guy. Again doesn’t matter to me. She’s black I can careless. So here’s what she comes at me with. Now this is 8 days out. So much positivity and support can you feel it lol!

I would block her and move on--- regardless of her opinions--- a relationship is supposed to make both parties better together then apart--- find someone that truly cares about you for you and vise versa-- I dated a lot--did not get married til 39 and was with my wife for 2 years before that--- we are better every year. You look phenomenal.. you should be proud.
 
Thanks yea I just wanted to share. She tried to knock me off my game. She did it last year too and I let it fuck with me the whole prep. I did what you mentioned. I blocked her. I can let a lot slide but somethings are just too much. Thanks for letting me vent
 
Thanks yea I just wanted to share. She tried to knock me off my game. She did it last year too and I let it fuck with me the whole prep. I did what you mentioned. I blocked her. I can let a lot slide but somethings are just too much. Thanks for letting me vent
Damn dude.. so much for support.. well you got support from us no matter what.. I showed my wife a pic of you and was like OMG ... I’m like yea I know .. she’s not attracted to it but she knows the hard work and sacrifice it takes.. that comment with black men being stronger and bigger is irrelevant when you compare it to whites .. since the majority of whites have so many other ethnicity’s there.. Italian Irish Swedish German etc... whites have a big mix.. if I was completely pure of one type of background that’ll change also along with genetics..
 
So we’ve been on and off 3 years. I’m not saint don’t get me wrong we all have ups and downs. Well she is a black girl. That’s usually what I date. I’ve been around all races my whole life but have always been attracted to Non white ha or if they are white exotic like dark skin hair, eyes.

She hates me doing she last year she didn’t go. She always tells it’s so stupid and I’m selfish to do them. I don’t even send her pics I post on here cause she won’t say shit. The other day I sent her one I liked she gives me a thumbs up. That’s all. I’m not mad.

Well her friend is doing the same show. He’s a big as dude we def aren’t in the same class. She goes to me have you seen how good so and so looks he’s so ripped. He looks good I give him credit I don’t bash anyone. But I’m like why can’t you ever say I look good. Why can’t you say I’m ripped. She’s like I’m so over talking about this stupid show. I said wait you brought this guy up I didn’t say shit. Now he’s a black guy. Again doesn’t matter to me. She’s black I can careless. So here’s what she comes at me with. Now this is 8 days out. So much positivity and support can you feel it lol!



She also I am guessing is a Scorpio. Those are words that a Scorpio would use to hit you where they know it counts.

Blow it off, move on and do your shows.

Lastbut not least, she isn’t right for you, you need a woman who can support you. For every great and successful man their is always a even better woman behind that man. My woman has supported stupid dumb shit I’ve done that ended up failing, and she probably knew it would end up in a failure but she always stood there cheering me on like a hot ass cheerleader. Don’t settle for her, move on bro.

Be done with her....On and off isn’t healthy and will never go anywhere. Just my opinion bro but doing the same thing over and over and excoriating different results is insanity.
 
So we’ve been on and off 3 years. I’m not saint don’t get me wrong we all have ups and downs. Well she is a black girl. That’s usually what I date. I’ve been around all races my whole life but have always been attracted to Non white ha or if they are white exotic like dark skin hair, eyes.

She hates me doing she last year she didn’t go. She always tells it’s so stupid and I’m selfish to do them. I don’t even send her pics I post on here cause she won’t say shit. The other day I sent her one I liked she gives me a thumbs up. That’s all. I’m not mad.

Well her friend is doing the same show. He’s a big as dude we def aren’t in the same class. She goes to me have you seen how good so and so looks he’s so ripped. He looks good I give him credit I don’t bash anyone. But I’m like why can’t you ever say I look good. Why can’t you say I’m ripped. She’s like I’m so over talking about this stupid show. I said wait you brought this guy up I didn’t say shit. Now he’s a black guy. Again doesn’t matter to me. She’s black I can careless. So here’s what she comes at me with. Now this is 8 days out. So much positivity and support can you feel it lol!

If that's her feelings, why does she date white men? Hypocrite much? You don't need that shit. You can and will find much, much better.
 
So we’ve been on and off 3 years. I’m not saint don’t get me wrong we all have ups and downs. Well she is a black girl. That’s usually what I date. I’ve been around all races my whole life but have always been attracted to Non white ha or if they are white exotic like dark skin hair, eyes.

She hates me doing she last year she didn’t go. She always tells it’s so stupid and I’m selfish to do them. I don’t even send her pics I post on here cause she won’t say shit. The other day I sent her one I liked she gives me a thumbs up. That’s all. I’m not mad.

Well her friend is doing the same show. He’s a big as dude we def aren’t in the same class. She goes to me have you seen how good so and so looks he’s so ripped. He looks good I give him credit I don’t bash anyone. But I’m like why can’t you ever say I look good. Why can’t you say I’m ripped. She’s like I’m so over talking about this stupid show. I said wait you brought this guy up I didn’t say shit. Now he’s a black guy. Again doesn’t matter to me. She’s black I can careless. So here’s what she comes at me with. Now this is 8 days out. So much positivity and support can you feel it lol!
Sorry man. Unfortunately you have to look deep down inside and ask if yourself if someone like that is worth being in your life. It would be easy to say goodbye after someone sent me that.
 
Thank you guys for all the input. I’ve dealt with a lot I won’t get into it but something that just pushed me over the Edge. Usually I’d get down on myself and try to fix it but I’m so content on being down now my mind can’t be changed.

Roger and others said it best. I need the support I always have to tell her don’t worry I won’t do anymore shows but when really I want to do more so I just say what see wants to hear.

I’m really focused on this show and especially all those carb meals I made for lunch tomorrow lol
 
So we’ve been on and off 3 years. I’m not saint don’t get me wrong we all have ups and downs. Well she is a black girl. That’s usually what I date. I’ve been around all races my whole life but have always been attracted to Non white ha or if they are white exotic like dark skin hair, eyes.

She hates me doing she last year she didn’t go. She always tells it’s so stupid and I’m selfish to do them. I don’t even send her pics I post on here cause she won’t say shit. The other day I sent her one I liked she gives me a thumbs up. That’s all. I’m not mad.

Well her friend is doing the same show. He’s a big as dude we def aren’t in the same class. She goes to me have you seen how good so and so looks he’s so ripped. He looks good I give him credit I don’t bash anyone. But I’m like why can’t you ever say I look good. Why can’t you say I’m ripped. She’s like I’m so over talking about this stupid show. I said wait you brought this guy up I didn’t say shit. Now he’s a black guy. Again doesn’t matter to me. She’s black I can careless. So here’s what she comes at me with. Now this is 8 days out. So much positivity and support can you feel it lol!
Well that escalated quickly! Damn....

I'm still confused as to how it became a race thing? Especially since your Caucasian and she's black and dating each other lol. If she feels her race is far superior then by all means have at it. JMO. I'm guessing her friend is all natural to huh:rolleyes:.

F HER!!!! You keep grinding and doing your shit bro! You've worked so hard for this show. Don't let some ignorant immature bitch get you off your game. If you don't get first place I'm gonna personally go punch her in the pussy :).
 
Well that escalated quickly! Damn....

I'm still confused as to how it became a race thing? Especially since your Caucasian and she's black and dating each other lol. If she feels her race is far superior then by all means have at it. JMO. I'm guessing her friend is all natural to huh:rolleyes:.

F HER!!!! You keep grinding and doing your shit bro! You've worked so hard for this show. Don't let some ignorant immature bitch get you off your game. If you don't get first place I'm gonna personally go punch her in the pussy :).

Yea idk how race came into it honest and of course he told he’s natty. This dude has like 500k ig followers and trains with mike ohearn and shit he def has connections. And I’m not in Cali I’m on east coast and he’s known by a lot of people it’s his first show. I don’t hate on him. He’s transformed pretty amazing.

And yea I never ever played the race card never will but when she said that I was down. Her son is black and I treated him as he was my own I don’t see color but I see she does lol.

And trust me I’m in good place I’m ready to go this year. Thanks for letting me share
 
She also I am guessing is a Scorpio. Those are words that a Scorpio would use to hit you where they know it counts.

Blow it off, move on and do your shows.

Lastbut not least, she isn’t right for you, you need a woman who can support you. For every great and successful man their is always a even better woman behind that man. My woman has supported stupid dumb shit I’ve done that ended up failing, and she probably knew it would end up in a failure but she always stood there cheering me on like a hot ass cheerleader. Don’t settle for her, move on bro.

Be done with her....On and off isn’t healthy and will never go anywhere. Just my opinion bro but doing the same thing over and over and excoriating different results is insanity.
I fully agree with this. I'm in the middle of a late in life career change and even though I doubt it will work my wife is in the corner cheering and pushing me forward. There may be ups and downs over the years but no matter what it's nice to know that one person believes in you even when you don't. If that's not love I don't know what is.
 
So we’ve been on and off 3 years. I’m not saint don’t get me wrong we all have ups and downs. Well she is a black girl. That’s usually what I date. I’ve been around all races my whole life but have always been attracted to Non white ha or if they are white exotic like dark skin hair, eyes.

She hates me doing she last year she didn’t go. She always tells it’s so stupid and I’m selfish to do them. I don’t even send her pics I post on here cause she won’t say shit. The other day I sent her one I liked she gives me a thumbs up. That’s all. I’m not mad.

Well her friend is doing the same show. He’s a big as dude we def aren’t in the same class. She goes to me have you seen how good so and so looks he’s so ripped. He looks good I give him credit I don’t bash anyone. But I’m like why can’t you ever say I look good. Why can’t you say I’m ripped. She’s like I’m so over talking about this stupid show. I said wait you brought this guy up I didn’t say shit. Now he’s a black guy. Again doesn’t matter to me. She’s black I can careless. So here’s what she comes at me with. Now this is 8 days out. So much positivity and support can you feel it lol!

I think the big question here is HOW and WHY have you stayed with this girl THIS fucking long? You have to find you someone that is supportive of what you do not fucking drag you down because she's fucking insecure of herself...which is exactly what it sounds like. Does she have ANY goals that she works hard to accomplish? Cut that bitch lose for good bro someone that hits that low below the belt over some petty ass shit like that definitely isn't dating material! You looking fucking amazing brother...you know... For a weak ass white boy lol!!!
 
Well 200 more reps down on calves.










Can someone come get me off the calve machine now? :( Thanks
Do it again tomorrow .. your gonna have a hard time walking later in the week.. I can barely get in my truck yesterday.. and that shit is lifted 9 inches with 38s.. I almost fell trying to get down lost my balanced..
 
I think the big question here is HOW and WHY have you stayed with this girl THIS fucking long? You have to find you someone that is supportive of what you do not fucking drag you down because she's fucking insecure of herself...which is exactly what it sounds like. Does she have ANY goals that she works hard to accomplish? Cut that bitch lose for good bro someone that hits that low below the belt over some petty ass shit like that definitely isn't dating material! You looking fucking amazing brother...you know... For a weak ass white boy lol!!!
Im at a loss for words on that one!!!
I know everyone is saying just walk away but that is easier said then done .. at least for me ... that’s the hardest thing to do is to let people u care about go ... even when its toxic ... but it has to be done ... much respect to you for blocking her i know that isn’t easy
 

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