Benzos

Your situation sucks. Having no friends and only one girl says a lot. I'm no professional but I've had my problems. It sounds like you need some lifestyle changes more than anything. New job, new town, and some new hobbies. Change like this is tough at first but it's necessary to grow on a personal level. Drugs are almost never the answer. Try not to think about fixing everything at once. Just keep putting one foot in front of the other and solve one problem at a time. Good luck!
 
I developed severe panic attacks several months ago after taking rounds of antibiotics. I assume the antibiotics played a role in this but my doctor thinks otherwise. Anyway, i was given IV ativan, followed by Xanax then back onto ativan. Im a recovering heroin addict(almost 3 yrs off). I underestimated this benzo shit..everytime i try to stop, I make it to day 3 before i feel like absolute mental dogshit. Im down to half a .5 ativan a day and even that doesnt work. If anyone who has successfully come off this and still was able to function normally, i.e. still go to work, please throw me some suggestions. Thanks.
 
Xanax is like the TNE of benzos. Fast acting. In & out of the system. K pins follow 2nd to xanax. These are more geared to treating panic attacks. Diazepam or lithium may be a better option for general anxiety. Less likely to abuse.
 
I guess things have changed in the three years I’ve been clean. Do people make bars now? I’m assuming the crush the bar and mix fent and repress the tab? Just don’t get the whole man he’s got fire Xanax bars lol a bar is a bar cause they’re manufactured lol..but I get what you’re saying.

I got two boxes of fent patches from my grandmother when she had cancer. Chewed them in a week and forgot two weeks lol. It was a whole nother level opiate high, too much for me. I lost interest after my first episode with it and just went back to dilaudid and oxy

Not to go on a tangent but I'll explain:

Alprazolam isn't that crazy hard to produce in bulk quantities if you have the right industrial equipment. So China has very literal regulations and the chinese government really doesn't give much of a fuck as long as a drugs are being EXPORTED.

So you get a pill press shipped part by part from China, plus a V Mixer and Dies. I think a -proper- set up is $5k or more. Then you get Kilos of alprazolam. Most DNM bars are like 3mg, factor in that your alp is probably not pure and you can figure 250 bars per gram maybe, so 250k per kilo. A kilo of alp is CHEAP, like a couple grand. When it all comes together you're paying a penny or two per bar.

Then they get broken down and sold, prices vary but by the time they reach the street a bar is $5-$10. I've only ever seen them $5 or less but from what I understand they're like $10 or sometimes more on the east coast.

these are pressed pills, you can see they're all different shades of yellow.IMG_0856.jpg IMG_0856.jpg
 
Not to go on a tangent but I'll explain:

Alprazolam isn't that crazy hard to produce in bulk quantities if you have the right industrial equipment. So China has very literal regulations and the chinese government really doesn't give much of a fuck as long as a drugs are being EXPORTED.

So you get a pill press shipped part by part from China, plus a V Mixer and Dies. I think a -proper- set up is $5k or more. Then you get Kilos of alprazolam. Most DNM bars are like 3mg, factor in that your alp is probably not pure and you can figure 250 bars per gram maybe, so 250k per kilo. A kilo of alp is CHEAP, like a couple grand. When it all comes together you're paying a penny or two per bar.

Then they get broken down and sold, prices vary but by the time they reach the street a bar is $5-$10. I've only ever seen them $5 or less but from what I understand they're like $10 or sometimes more on the east coast.

these are pressed pills, you can see they're all different shades of yellow.View attachment 101802 View attachment 101802
the problem Ive heard is they are lacing them with fentanyl, and than you die
 
the problem Ive heard is they are lacing them with fentanyl, and than you die

Not nearly as widespread as you'd think. Alp is actually easier to source and it's all dirt cheap. The only reason would be like maybe a cartel that just has access to fent and a bunch of press dies. There's not much real financial incentive.
 
Unfortunately klonopin has been bad news for alot people as well.
Definitely do not doubt that bro. Any drug can be bad news based on a persons personality. I smoke weed everyday and it works for me. I’m responsible and it doesn’t hinder my life in any way, in fact I believe it elevates it. However other people can become a lazy unmotivated pos if they smoke weed too often based on their psyche.

I can only speak on my experiences though. Kpins I enjoyed every so often to get to sleep. Never felt a pull to keep doing them more often and at higher doses like I did with Xanax although I’m sure other people can react differently to it. With Xans within 2-3 weeks I went from taking 1/2 to 1 bar in a night to taking 3-4 bars a night, knowing I was going to blackout and do stupid shit and I couldn’t care less.

I’ve experimented with many drugs and still do, every so often I’ll still take X and get crazy. Out of all the drugs I’ve done which is pretty much all of them except heroin and crack..... Xanax is the only drug that completely took over my body and mind for a short period of time before I caught myself and realized I was on a road to misery. I hold a special respect for Xanax based on how my personality reacts to it. Opioids in general are very very risky to try and incorporate into your life. I don’t know many people who are able to pull it off. Just stay away brahs.
 
Definitely do not doubt that bro. Any drug can be bad news based on a persons personality. I smoke weed everyday and it works for me. I’m responsible and it doesn’t hinder my life in any way, in fact I believe it elevates it. However other people can become a lazy unmotivated pos if they smoke weed too often based on their psyche.

I can only speak on my experiences though. Kpins I enjoyed every so often to get to sleep. Never felt a pull to keep doing them more often and at higher doses like I did with Xanax although I’m sure other people can react differently to it. With Xans within 2-3 weeks I went from taking 1/2 to 1 bar in a night to taking 3-4 bars a night, knowing I was going to blackout and do stupid shit and I couldn’t care less.

I’ve experimented with many drugs and still do, every so often I’ll still take X and get crazy. Out of all the drugs I’ve done which is pretty much all of them except heroin and crack..... Xanax is the only drug that completely took over my body and mind for a short period of time before I caught myself and realized I was on a road to misery. I hold a special respect for Xanax based on how my personality reacts to it. Opioids in general are very very risky to try and incorporate into your life. I don’t know many people who are able to pull it off. Just stay away brahs.
have you tried ketamine, they keep advertising it at clinics around here
 
have you tried ketamine, they keep advertising it at clinics around here
No I haven’t although I have friends that were very into it. I always preferred to take X at raves. I had friends who messed with K a lot. In small doses it’s an upper and seemed great for partying and raves. What scared me off to trying it was I saw people take too much/too high of a dose and go completely comatose. They don’t realize where they are anymore and can’t communicate. Start drooling on themselves. It’s a terrible sight and not something I wanted to chance, and I’m pretty risky. The line of taking just enough to have fun and taking too much and falling into a K-hole was too thin in my eyes so I stayed away.
 
I developed severe panic attacks several months ago after taking rounds of antibiotics. I assume the antibiotics played a role in this but my doctor thinks otherwise. Anyway, i was given IV ativan, followed by Xanax then back onto ativan. Im a recovering heroin addict(almost 3 yrs off). I underestimated this benzo shit..everytime i try to stop, I make it to day 3 before i feel like absolute mental dogshit. Im down to half a .5 ativan a day and even that doesnt work. If anyone who has successfully come off this and still was able to function normally, i.e. still go to work, please throw me some suggestions. Thanks.

Well obviously I haven’t but some suggestions for anxiety natural, magnesium valerian root, l theanine, gaba, l lysine, glycine
 
No I haven’t although I have friends that were very into it. I always preferred to take X at raves. I had friends who messed with K a lot. In small doses it’s an upper and seemed great for partying and raves. What scared me off to trying it was I saw people take too much/too high of a dose and go completely comatose. They don’t realize where they are anymore and can’t communicate. Start drooling on themselves. It’s a terrible sight and not something I wanted to chance, and I’m pretty risky. The line of taking just enough to have fun and taking too much and falling into a K-hole was too thin in my eyes so I stayed away.
Dissociativea are bad news. Robitussin is in the same category n u may think that’s bullshit. But it’s an evil drug. 1 gram of that day will seriously put u in a different state. I forgot how to talk on it one time, didn’t even know what words were just sounds like muffled audio when my old friends said shit to me.
 
I really do not understand how k2 or robo effected me I went to try cbd oil today. 0 thc. Not supposed to get you high.

1 squirt from a spray bottle and here I am unfortunately high and paranoid . 1 squirt.

It’s aearing off I just don’t see how that’s possible
 
Not to go on a tangent but I'll explain:

Alprazolam isn't that crazy hard to produce in bulk quantities if you have the right industrial equipment. So China has very literal regulations and the chinese government really doesn't give much of a fuck as long as a drugs are being EXPORTED.

So you get a pill press shipped part by part from China, plus a V Mixer and Dies. I think a -proper- set up is $5k or more. Then you get Kilos of alprazolam. Most DNM bars are like 3mg, factor in that your alp is probably not pure and you can figure 250 bars per gram maybe, so 250k per kilo. A kilo of alp is CHEAP, like a couple grand. When it all comes together you're paying a penny or two per bar.

Then they get broken down and sold, prices vary but by the time they reach the street a bar is $5-$10. I've only ever seen them $5 or less but from what I understand they're like $10 or sometimes more on the east coast.

these are pressed pills, you can see they're all different shades of yellow.View attachment 101802 View attachment 101802
Pathetic!!
 
Well I think xanax's popularity has caused it to be pressed by traditional crime figures, as opposed to what it used to be. It used to be "online pharmacies" overseas pressing pills, or darknet drug dealing nerds (the OG big xanax presser was actually into the steroid game before that). Now you've got pooky and ray ray doing it with little concern for safety.
 
Well I think xanax's popularity has caused it to be pressed by traditional crime figures, as opposed to what it used to be. It used to be "online pharmacies" overseas pressing pills, or darknet drug dealing nerds (the OG big xanax presser was actually into the steroid game before that). Now you've got pooky and ray ray doing it with little concern for safety.
Damn he moved on from gear to xans on the dark web? Shit
 
Well I think xanax's popularity has caused it to be pressed by traditional crime figures, as opposed to what it used to be. It used to be "online pharmacies" overseas pressing pills, or darknet drug dealing nerds (the OG big xanax presser was actually into the steroid game before that). Now you've got pooky and ray ray doing it with little concern for safety.
What kinda people sell all that shit on the deep web it amazes me they have so much an such high quality stuff
 
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