An outside viewpoint, he's not looking at it as quid pro quo, it's that Ben is in here tossing everything at the wall seeing what sticks. I can see TGI being upset with Ben's comments attacking him and bringing up his AL donations. I don't see it as an attack on Meso or you Millard, more of an issue that a member (ben) is attacking him and his thread.
When did donating to AL become a required payment? Are you going to jump in every other source thread and bitch that they aren't sending in their "$500 payment" The source has every right in the forum to donate (or not) Perhaps take it as a sign that you were off your fuckin rocker and need to calm down.
Listen here , young man. I wouldn't expect you to get it. You've been a member hee about an hour longer than than I had my last bowel movement. You believe you come off ass intelligent and that you are mucjh brighter than the average member or myself. Try and accept the fact that you are not. You don't grasp our Mission Statement.
You think Millard is being hard on this wonderful source...correct...Millard couldn't care care less about this or any other source. He didn't design Meso to house or rent or deal with the shady business of sourcing.
I imagine Millard is annoyed that he has had to come and deal with all this fucking drama. THIS SOURCE SHIT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH WHAT MESO IS SUPPOSED TO BE ABOUT!
Its about Harm Reduction and members of meso and the Community. Has other things he would rather be doing than dealing with this sources temper tantrums. Its got to be frustrating for Millard...nobody has been speaking about why meso is here. Its not to house and deal with these Prima Donna sources. He's not wanting io deal with this sources shills and employees who cannot for the life of them figure out why he won't give them a hand. Its kind of funny from where I'm sitting. This source is stomping his feet and acting out. His shills are trying every way they can think of to present their case to millard to get him to kick me out.
Millard knows what you guys are up to. He isn't thrilled. Millard and I hav been around this online thing since it began in the 90's. Do you think if Millard wanted a source board that he's start by filling the spots with all the drop outs that crap out after a month or 2. He knows more top tier sources than all of you put together. He could fill a source board with legends and the current best labs out there. They would line up to work with and for him. That's not what he's about and not what meso is about.
Millard is a behind the scenes VIP at as many private boarda as he wants to be...places 99% of us won't ever be apart of. Do you get why he''s not thrilled about dealing with thiis cry baby cunt and the fakes he has running around here. Its not what his job is supposed to be.
And for certain, I don't make it any easier on my old friend or Comrade In Arms. I'm running around here having fun like a juvenile delinquent breaking windows and cursing real loud. My excuse is that someone should do it.
I straddle the line that is the rules. I sell Serostim and when its brought up by members demanding to know why the rules don't apply to me. There are threads started and meeting held about the "Double Standard" st meso and how the ruled apply to all but myself.
The rules most certainly DO apply to me...though I may tease and say in the opeb that they don't. Of course they do!! The Greater Good which is the Meso Community is a thousand times more important than what I could ever do to help this board. Mr Baker has what this source and 9 out of 10 other sources and most members do not have ...and he has it in spades ....INTEGRITY. I just run around and knowing what i can get away with.
That, and the other reason members and others around the Community tolerate my shennanigans, I care about the board and Meso a whole bunch. I do. If I was full of shit and did what I did you all wouldn't tolerate me.
Again, this source may have quality gear andd the cleanest hygiene around. That is not what the problem is about. Did I make things clear enough. I am very tired.
I was "gone" for 10 months and got back a little over a week ago. I wasn't at school l or traveling for work or leisure. I was serving a 10 month sentence in federal prison for violating the terms(AGAIN) of my supervised release in regards to my federal drug case from the ORD days and cases. After 3 violations I have FINALLY killed my paper and fed number. I was running from the US Marshals and the federal warrant revoking my release for almost 2 and a half years.
I actually just discovered and saw the paperwork with my own eyes and know who ratted me out. Its very disappointing but not at all surprising. I gotta run for now...
Come on if you can’t write it you can’t read it.
