Titanium Gear Industries (domestic source)

[Raze]

Speak your mind. No filter. I'm not downright rude or an asshole though. Still working on trust, but she knows I'll speak up if something is bothering me.

 

[Raze]

Everything? I want to so badly, not sure how.

It depends on what you need to communicat . Is it a fear of rejection or hurting feelings?

 

[MaskedLiberty]

Speak your mind. No filter. I'm not downright rude or an asshole though. Still working on trust, but she knows I'll speak up if something is bothering me.

Sounds better than pretending...

 

[MaskedLiberty]

It depends on what you need to communicat . Is it a fear of rejection or hurting feelings?

Oh it will/would be hurting feelings.

 

[TheIncomparableMrHarrow]

I am a medically prescribed trt guy myself and have been looking at the posts on the hcg aspect. When I am on my normal trt dose it is usually 500ius every weds and Saturday. What is everyone’s opinion on running hcg while on a blast?

Do you continue to run the hcg as medically prescribed during a blast or do you guys hold off on it until the blast is over?

Personally I have used it during a blast twice and ran into some estrogen problems with it for some reason.

 

[csalinas]

That’s right bro. Was a emotional day today. We were kinda having a spat about me not being as supportive and I said something about her always needing reassurance and she didn’t like it. She feels because of the bedroom issues that she don’t turn me on no more and that I’ve lost interest in her or that I’ve found someone else. She was gone with family all weekend at 6 flags. She lets her mind and imagination run wild. We all know that isn’t what happened at all. You guys know this shot can fuck with your emotions and hormones and that’s the root cause. But she can’t hear that and right now she is all emotional so I have no chance explaining that to her
That was on my way to drop her off at work and then she got the phone call about her cousin. Just really bad timing.
So I manned up and decided that she really needs me right now and I need to make her feelings my priority. So

Hope everything gets better ole man

 

[MaskedLiberty]

I am a medically prescribed trt guy myself and have been looking at the posts on the hcg aspect. When I am on my normal trt dose it is usually 500ius every weds and Saturday. What is everyone’s opinion on running hcg while on a blast?

Do you continue to run the hcg as medically prescribed during a blast or do you guys hold off on it until the blast is over?

Personally I have used it during a blast twice and ran into some estrogen problems with it for some reason.

Absolutely stay with the hcg during blast. I am sure there are guys more well versed in here on the physiology of why..I just know it keeps the nuts working. Obviously on blast you are adding more suppression to the testicle function..

 

[The ole man]

Hope everything gets better ole man

Thanks. It will. I just need a few things off my plate. Like this blast for starters.
And some more sleep. When this weeks all over I’m gonna take 10 Xanax and sleep all weekend.
I swear I’m always tired anymore. Don’t sleep well at night.
Appetite is shit.
Feel lethargic
No motivation
Kinda emotional

I think it’s just time to come off the gear for awhile and have a normal life.

For future reference what’s the best cycle just to feel good with good energy.
Not even about growth, just about feeling good? Any compounds? Thoughts?

 

[biggerben69]

I’ve said what I have to say, I think I’ve made myself pretty clear. The man himself set the double standard, you know who you are dealing with now.

Doesn't matter what we do. Millard will let that bag of cock threaten peoples security and get away with it, and nothing we can do about it.

The explanation was “good old boys” club and that we should’ve recognized sarcasm.

No, I know you don't. My question is, are we going to fight it? Or let it pass?

Back on track ? Are you asking if I support this double standard shit ? I think you know the answer to that.

Not a good look for the cast and crew of this loosely organized band of shills in Titanium's thread who more resemble the Village People or the only slightly more feminine hosts of the wildly popular morning tv gossip/current event discussion show called "The View".
We've got the "oldman" who attempts to do battle with Father Time and live up to the claims that "60 is the new 30". He shares air time with the always popular with any demographic and easiest to play role because of his supposed "service to our country" that can be brought up anytime to crush any opponent or opinion to help the group regain footing or momentum. He struggles daily with the standard array of psychological issues and challenges of integrating back into society that service people everywhere can relate to.
As a human being we can only hope there is a shred of truth to the claims being made be it ROTC or Reserves. These roles are often taken too far with the grifter making claims of being in the very small % of folks in our military in the Elite Special Forces divisions. This one doesn't disappoint. "Ranger Training" and being cursed/blessed with God given genetics and talent he handles the responsibilities of being that killing machine flawlessly thanks to meso members support.
He continues to amaze after retirement as he seamlessly transitions from the Killing Fields and secret missions he found himself in performing his duties to our gov't, to the the octagon and squared circle where he does battle and shows amazing restraint so as not to cripple, maim, or kill his wildly overmatched opponents that include the one time sparring partner to Legendary Champ Floyd Mayweather.
Its a simple role to play as it is not a popular position to challenge the claims made and of course the people behind the lies count on not having to prove any of the claims and stand firmly, yet nervously, behind the protection provided them by the anonymity they enjoy here.
We have seen men and women involved in money making schemes here at meso and other places making similar claims as well as claims of sick children and spouses in order to profit off of sympathy and kindness.
Its disgraceful, but anywhere and anytime there is money around and up for grabs there will be unsavory and dispicable characters attempting to get as much of that money as possible. That's a fact. Anonymity and the protection that comes along with it are what thieves and liars count on and hide behind when making the outlandish claims they make.
We've seen it over and over here at meso and at source boards across our Community where being the most popular source means getting the biggest piece of that money pie.
Men have claimed to own and operate GH factories which allow them to offer the highest quality GH at the lowest prices. We have heard claims of Pro Cards being held to lend credibility to claims of having connections to the industry which correlates directly to the success they claim to have or will have.
One of the tells that lend to my belief and the belief of others that we aren't dealing with innocent and novices to the world of online steroid sourcing is what we have seen from this source and the people in his thread since I started making posts questioning the claims and practices of the source and his biggest, most vocal, and most visible which we would measure by the number of posts being made and those making them.
An interesting exercise is to make a list of members in a thread and next to each members handle jot down the date they joined the board. Then, make note of where they are spending their time when they visit meso. Thats done, of course, by seeing and counting the number of posts they mske and where they are making them. Patterns start to take shape rather quickly and quite clearly.
Going back to the counter attack launched by certain members of Titaniums thread. Titanium and his shills can try and laugh off my use of the word "attack" as crazy or as a result of my paranoia. Going through the posts of the group from the titanium camp and i don't know what other word better describes their response?
Trying every conceivable angle and way to describe and gain support or make a case to Millard to ban me for what they claim are obvious and blatant disregard and my clear violation of those rules.
These shills in Titaniums thread, again, arent new to online steroid sourcing. However, they are new to meso. They are very familiar to source boards and how they operate.
Every other board these spoiled sources have been active on they are protected by the board and the staff there. Some boards give the source moderator privileges over their own thread. Any negative posts made by members are quickly taken down.
Board staff will also monitor posts made by members in the sources threads. They are quick to hand out warnings and bans to members who break board rules with posts they make in source threads.
Source boards are heavily biased and rulings are made heavily in favor of the source. Wonder why? Could it be because the source makes monthly payments to the board owner called board dues or fees/rent for the banners up on the site advertising the sources brand of gear/gh etc.
Sources are also known to and expected to give staff and certain members that may have influence in where other members spend their gear money.
Titanium and supporters along with members with a vested interest(shills) have been active in different ways. The most visible way is by making posts. There is very noticable difference in the types of posts...or a noticeable difference in the words and the points trying to be made in the posts.
Common sense dictates that the quickest and easiest way to eliminate a threat to a source and to his livelihood is to get rid of the threat. In our case here, its to have me banned. When that happens my postings stop.
How do i get banned? Violating board rules. Who among us in this thread is running around with the rules written down making post after post that call for my ban and the reasons they believe i should be banned. Its gotten to the point, that arguably, they are spamming the board in their attempt.
Titanium and his shills are beside themselves as every other board they have worked they have simply had to point out posts that didn't cast a favorable light on their source and it would be taken care of. At meso, they've made their arguement for their case and it hasn't gone their way. They are out of their element. I ask members....can you guess which "members" i would bet work for titanium or should be labeled as a shill?
A regular member was discussing the situation and my actions. The shill said that the member should be concerned that his real name or that his past could be discovered. The member returned a response post saying that he had "nothing to hide."
There certainly are reasons that an individual wouldn't want their real names discovered. More reasons that have to do with their dishonest business practices would be discovered by members or by board staff which would hurt their bottom line than reasons dealing with their being arrested by LE.
Also, discovering their real names would tie them to sourcing using either the same or differt lab name. Recidivism. Its a word because the action the word describes has been happening as long as the practice being performed has existed.
The source will have his shills go on the offensive making posts that distract from the point being made by myself.
The thing that makes it difficult for Titanium is that the only thing they have to support their claims are their words. They are the words of ghosts. Words of made up personas. The other problem is that they stand to either lose a whole bunch of money. The most popular source here at meso has more business than they could ask for. They have gone semi private. They can pick and choose who they sell to.
If it is discovered that this source reached this level of success under false pretenses by tricking real members with bold faced lies their integrity is called into question. If they are willing to lie and take short cuts to get to the top here at meso it stands to reason that they will do anything to stay on top.
The reason i have credibility here at meso has several reasons. Credibility is different than what this shady source claims i have. They claim i have a different set of rules thatvi operate under. They claim there is a double standard. Neither is true. Its clear they can't prove it. They can't make a reasonanle argument to support it.
A reasonable person would ask themselves what reason would Millard have to not support the rules that he himself came up with and came up with over a long and painstaking process. He didn't make the new Meso Code Of Conduct on a whim? You all are an arrogant, insulting group of greedy and unprepared run of the mill, common everyday drug dealers.
Your ego has gotten to big for who and what you really are.
My credibility rests in my past. Its based in the fact that there are many that have known my true ID for many, many years. My credibility is based in the fact that i have uncovered scams run by dirty sources herec at meso as well as any places. These are facts. Being at meso is different than being at any other board. You don't have to disclose if, when, or where you sourced at any other time in your existance. With that comfort comes some things you may not like but you nevertheless MUST accept and deal with. Because of the money involved you cannot ever...not even for a second...expect that your word in regards to anything that has even the smallest connection to you making that money your own should be or will be taken at face value or taken as the truth. You dont have to like but you will accept it as fact and shut your fucking mouth and get used to it. If not..whatever the fuck it was you were doing prior may or may not be an option. But there isn't any other option at meso for you other than the one I just laid out and am preparing to force feed you every day and night you are here with your greedy little hands extended and open. Is that clear enough for you?
You(Titanium) don't have to concern yourself with who i am and my past. That info could have been useful to you earlier on in your coming up. You'll just have to deal with your reality as it happens to you.
There are things that Titanium and his people should accept because the things are facts. As facts, there are certain assumptions that can also be accepted as truth and fact.
Whenever there is money involved and up for grabs there is going to be dirty and dishonest people around doing things to eliminate others trying to get that money. The more money there is the more people there will be trying to get it.

 

[Mac11wildcat]

Just too many things going on. My girlfriends cousin was just murdered and she needs my support and I’m too involved with my damn cycle and honestly my emotions are all over the place too. Ups and downs, breaking out with acne at almost 50 has ppl asking questions that I don’t need. Trying to get my macros in in a hectic lifestyle. Can’t never seem to get to the gym. Issues in the bedroom that I don’t need. Priorities all out of wack. I’m gonna be out of town for a week with no gym time, going to houses and a funeral where ppl are grieving. Just to damn much right now. I rather cut it short and deal with these family issues than make my cycle more important. Shit happens and you got to roll with the punches and that’s what I’m doing. Putting family first.

Handle life dude. The drugs will always be here.

 

[TheIncomparableMrHarrow]

Absolutely stay with the hcg during blast. I am sure there are guys more well versed in here on the physiology of why..I just know it keeps the nuts working. Obviously on blast you are adding more suppression to the testicle function..

I am currently on a npp/mast p/test p last at 100mgs EOD with 40mgs tren ace every other day and am currently off of my hcg doses. I will resume the hcg again once the blast concludes in about 5 weeks. I will try and give it a go again on my next blast but it is currently out of the current blast at the moment. Don’t want to really fuck with my estrogen dosing two 19 nors.

Who knows I have five weeks left, I may introduce it again during the last two to three weeks. Maybe throw some of TGI’s proviron in there as I transition back to my 150mg a week test cyp dose.

 

[Mac11wildcat]

@biggerben69 eat the fattest fucking dick my man. You’re a joke.

 

[DOMS4DAYS]

I am a medically prescribed trt guy myself and have been looking at the posts on the hcg aspect. When I am on my normal trt dose it is usually 500ius every weds and Saturday. What is everyone’s opinion on running hcg while on a blast?

Do you continue to run the hcg as medically prescribed during a blast or do you guys hold off on it until the blast is over?

Personally I have used it during a blast twice and ran into some estrogen problems with it for some reason.

I do, just feel better and do better when on it. Plus keeps my sperm healthy. Wifey wants one more.

 

[iceman440]

@biggerben69 eat the fattest fucking dick my man. You’re a joke.

Man he is so well respected and “smart”.

His entire post in 1 fucking paragraph, in a quote. Hahahahaha what a dipshit no one is going to read that

@biggerben69 <= @balco

 

[iceman440]

Absolutely stay with the hcg during blast. I am sure there are guys more well versed in here on the physiology of why..I just know it keeps the nuts working. Obviously on blast you are adding more suppression to the testicle function..

So question. You take test, your body shuts down Natural production because you don’t need to make it since it’s coming in from somewhere else

If you run HCG during the cycle , what it is going to do? Make them “work” without producing test? Or it just so you don’t get atrophy?

Serious questions

 

[Mac11wildcat]

Man he is so well respected and “smart”.

His entire post in 1 fucking paragraph, in a quote. Hahahahaha what a dipshit no one is going to read that

@biggerben69 <= @balco

It’s like a stream of consciousness from an asylum resident. Mildly entertaining until you realize he thinks he knows what the fuck he’s talking about.

 

[biggerben69]

This. Move forward. If Ben does it again something might develop. But move forward.

If Ben does what again, maggot? Remind everyone and hold a crash course for some on how day to day existance for sources can expected to be?
What is it you propose that will be anything more than a forgotten studder or stammer fron an out of line and getting in over his head faster than he can reasonably expect to get away from breathing mark of a member? Anything? Hello?!?!

 

[The ole man]

@biggerben69
Your a punk bitch! Nobody gives a fuck about your meth head ramblings. The fact that you just got out of prison and instead of being with a woman and enjoying some free life, your in here posting books says just how pathetic of a human being that you are. Nobody in the real world likes you huh? Cause your a pathetic excuse for human being. Your a judge mental hypocrite. Your claim to fame is your online life. How pathetic. You know I’m hitting the nail in the head. Prob eating you up. Your a bottom feeder! Probably a worthless father, and a complete failure in life. Your long post reek of miserable days and nights locked away with no one that cared about you. I’m not mad at you. I feel sorry for you and the pathetic existence of a life you must have lived. You talk about shills but you are hanging off MD nuts this whole time. Buddy nobody cares what you did in the past that’s good. The last 10 months should of made that clear. Instead of trying to get your life together your online arguing on a drug site. It shows that you have no understanding how to get your life in control and that your just a miserable middle aged nobody.
Save us some tax money and your kids from having to see you continue as a failure. Just walk over to the cell door, and hang your sheet thru the bars and you know the rest. Good night

 

[The ole man]

Handle life dude. The drugs will always be here.

Thanks bro!

 

[iceman440]

If Ben does what again, maggot? Remind everyone and hold a crash course for some on how day to day existance for sources can expected to be?
What is it you propose that will be anything more than a forgotten studder or stammer fron an out of line and getting in over his head faster than he can reasonably expect to get away from breathing mark of a member? Anything? Hello?!?!

When you going back to prison? I’m sure you are missed there with that big mouth always opened and flapping