Has anyone fell off, and felt like “I don’t give a fuck anymore”?

Wasn’t really serious but I have gone through sheer hell raising three step kids plus my other three on one salary. So it’s my “sore spot”. My apologies. I forgot the green emoji. :D
Props man. I have 2 of my own and 1 adopted. Its why we bust our asses to provide the best life we can for them.

I still feel like a dick for how that came out earlier. Kids are definitely getting ice cream and staying up a little late tonight!
 
Props man. I have 2 of my own and 1 adopted. Its why we bust our asses to provide the best life we can for them.

I still feel like a dick for how that came out earlier. Kids are definitely getting ice cream and staying up a little late tonight!
I was adopted so it runs deep. I can tell you aren’t a dick. All good brother. Peace. Enjoy the ice cream party! And you are a good dude for adopting a kid. That’s some seriously good shit man.
 
I been training for so long and recently these past two weeks I caught the “I don’t give a fuck anymore”. I felt like what’s the point, day in and day out in the gym, work, eat and repeat, I felt drained. Maybe overtraining, who knows. I started smoking cigarettes, and weed again. I know that this lifestyle will wreck havoc on me in the future, and need to get back on track, but sometimes I feel like all this for what when we don’t know when we will parish.. my job, politics, Covd-19, chores, women, and everything, I just felt like fuck it.. ugh. Maybe life is a learning process.. I know I can’t leave the gym, it’s been with me for as long as I can remember, but sometimes I just get that “fuck it” attitude.

Who can relate? How did you bounce back? How did you go about avoiding going back to a detrimental lifestyle..

Thank you [emoji120]


Man, i think its all about having a goal... dont matter if a small or a big one... if you care about it, its a goal.. That s the condensation of a/some desire..

Maybe you would tryna makin some extra money... if you need more money you can maybe set some little plans to achieve them...

I think Every thing We do should have a purpose..(i m referring to bb)
 
Man, i think its all about making a cupcake.. dont matter if a small or a big one... if you care about it, its a cupcake. That s the condensation of Cupcakes

Maybe you would tryna makin some extra cupcakes ... if you need more cupcakes you can maybe set some little plans to achieve them...

I think Every thing We do should have a purpose..(i m referring to cupcakes)
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Let me try and redeem myself from my shitty ass post that I cant edit. :(

You sound depressed man. Not sure if that's true or not. But life does sometimes have that groundhog feel. Lately with this covid shit it seems worse for a lot of people. I would think you'll find more joy sticking with your fitness routine, than going off track for a few months.

Thanks man. Good form.
 
The "fuck it why am I doing this" attitude is something I've dealt with many times before myself, and I can tell you from my own experiences that is usually comes from another area of life such as finances, work stress, marriage, etc and permeates into the gym mindframe. Sometimes you can't quite put your finger on the exact issue but you THINK it's your training/diet or something along those lines and it actually never was that at all, it just became the obvious culprit in your mind
 
Yep I've been hit with it. I've wasted and incredible amount of money over the last few years while also training and diet on point trying to find decent gear. Just recently I stsrt d smoking weed again. I just started getting into a negative state of mind negative outlook self image what the fuck am I doing this for type thoughts. I'm typing this as I'm training legs. I crashed hard after my last cycle I'm starting to get back to normal but I dunno.
 
I been training for so long and recently these past two weeks I caught the “I don’t give a fuck anymore”. I felt like what’s the point, day in and day out in the gym, work, eat and repeat, I felt drained. Maybe overtraining, who knows. I started smoking cigarettes, and weed again. I know that this lifestyle will wreck havoc on me in the future, and need to get back on track, but sometimes I feel like all this for what when we don’t know when we will parish.. my job, politics, Covd-19, chores, women, and everything, I just felt like fuck it.. ugh. Maybe life is a learning process.. I know I can’t leave the gym, it’s been with me for as long as I can remember, but sometimes I just get that “fuck it” attitude.

Who can relate? How did you bounce back? How did you go about avoiding going back to a detrimental lifestyle..

Thank you [emoji120]

Did you happen to just get off cycle? That shit happened to me often when I would switch from blast to cruise.
 
It’s so easy being mediocre. Flabby body, eat whatever, smoke ciggs, drugs, Shitty food.. quick death, disease and the like... even the stoics saw the value in athletic training... sure.. death isn’t something we can control.. but more or so recently it’s been grounds hog day..

Just remember WHY you train, WHY you plan what to eat, and WHY you use PEDs to make it all come together better. You are DIFFERENT than the normies out there. They don’t understand and we don’t want them to.

This fat fucker right here is my WHY...

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I saw his fat face straining the chin strap of his stupid Micky Ears. Saw the stretched out neck on his jumbo T-shirt. And listened to his spoiled kids verbally abuse their dad.

I shook my head, wondering how anyone calls that “life” and vowed never to be like that. Ever. That’s how the vast majority of the people are though.

Toss the pack of smokes. Quit feeling bad. The gym always makes it better. Walk out afterwards, look around at the people and know you aren’t like them!
 
Just remember WHY you train, WHY you plan what to eat, and WHY you use PEDs to make it all come together better. You are DIFFERENT than the normies out there. They don’t understand and we don’t want them to.

This fat fucker right here is my WHY...

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I saw his fat face straining the chin strap of his stupid Micky Ears. Saw the stretched out neck on his jumbo T-shirt. And listened to his spoiled kids verbally abuse their dad.

I shook my head, wondering how anyone calls that “life” and vowed never to be like that. Ever. That’s how the vast majority of the people are though.

Toss the pack of smokes. Quit feeling bad. The gym always makes it better. Walk out afterwards, look around at the people and know you aren’t like them!

Your totally right. Thanks man. That’s awesome shit right there
 
Just remember WHY you train, WHY you plan what to eat, and WHY you use PEDs to make it all come together better. You are DIFFERENT than the normies out there. They don’t understand and we don’t want them to.

This fat fucker right here is my WHY...

View attachment 135842

I saw his fat face straining the chin strap of his stupid Micky Ears. Saw the stretched out neck on his jumbo T-shirt. And listened to his spoiled kids verbally abuse their dad.

I shook my head, wondering how anyone calls that “life” and vowed never to be like that. Ever. That’s how the vast majority of the people are though.

Toss the pack of smokes. Quit feeling bad. The gym always makes it better. Walk out afterwards, look around at the people and know you aren’t like them!
Lol. Was that recently?
 
I been training for so long and recently these past two weeks I caught the “I don’t give a fuck anymore”. I felt like what’s the point, day in and day out in the gym, work, eat and repeat, I felt drained. Maybe overtraining, who knows. I started smoking cigarettes, and weed again. I know that this lifestyle will wreck havoc on me in the future, and need to get back on track, but sometimes I feel like all this for what when we don’t know when we will parish.. my job, politics, Covd-19, chores, women, and everything, I just felt like fuck it.. ugh. Maybe life is a learning process.. I know I can’t leave the gym, it’s been with me for as long as I can remember, but sometimes I just get that “fuck it” attitude.

Who can relate? How did you bounce back? How did you go about avoiding going back to a detrimental lifestyle..

Thank you [emoji120]
Easy, you take a break. You need eat. Forget the diet, do what you want.
 
Lol. That was the beginning of November 2017.
I’ve posted that picture a couple times before. I wasn’t a fat piece of shit or anything. I had been training since sobering up in 2010.

After seeing that guy I turned to my wife and told her everything I had learned about steroids. I started my first cycle the Monday after Thanksgiving and never looked back.
 
Lol. That was the beginning of November 2017.
I’ve posted that picture a couple times before. I wasn’t a fat piece of shit or anything. I had been training since sobering up in 2010.

After seeing that guy I turned to my wife and told her everything I had learned about steroids. I started my first cycle the Monday after Thanksgiving and never looked back.

once you popped up tren those spoiled kids stopped abusing verbally you?
 
Lol. That was the beginning of November 2017.
I’ve posted that picture a couple times before. I wasn’t a fat piece of shit or anything. I had been training since sobering up in 2010.

After seeing that guy I turned to my wife and told her everything I had learned about steroids. I started my first cycle the Monday after Thanksgiving and never looked back.
I got you. That was what made you say fuck the fat life! It’s crazy how it just hits you like that. I was the same way but the pic was of me. My friend took it and sent it to me. He wasn’t being mean or anything but I was wasting away. One meal a day. Drinking all day long. Like an 18 pack and a fifth at the least per day. Working all day and chasing wetbacks/drug runners at night. Sleeping with one eye open. Lol. That’s when I got back in the game from a long “break”. Probably 2014 I’m guessing. It’s crazy how you see yourself as something when looking in the mirror but in reality you are looking but not seeing!!!
 
After seeing that guy I turned to my wife and told her everything I had learned about steroids. I started my first cycle the Monday after Thanksgiving and never looked back.
Now hold up there cowboy.... you told everyone here that the Ben Affleck Steroid after school special is why you would and never have touched steroids! Now I hear you’re a user? I honestly hope your wife never feels the wrath of your steroid abuse, sir!
 
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