I won’t get back on the dirt bike after this, but the difficult part is my son looking at it like dad taking something from him that he loves. He associates riding with traveling together, camping, etc. But I have to stick around and stay in one piece for my family. And I don’t wanna see him ever go through this or worse, and what he doesn’t understand is that at the level he rides it’s a strong possibility. It just sucks, but I have to do the best thing for everyone rt now. There is no getting back on the bike and half assing it, I know myself, I would go rt back to riding as hard as I could