everything has lost its meaning

[steckdose0]

everything has lost its meaning in the world but i'll start here. i can't trust any source anymore. it's been over a decade for me and i'm only 29 and i'm just worried because nowadays you can fake anything, any pdf file, any HPLC test, any lab test you can fuckin edit anything. and even then, lab tests don't mean shit. now it's like "well you're a poor responder and i'm a 60x responder and ur a 2x responder". literally everything has lost its meaning.

i'm a finance guy i live in nyc, i do alright for myself so i know how it is, but i thought this was the one place left where guys can look out for one another. we all share the same obsession and it's a dangerous game we play but if we choose to play, like i said, we should look out for one another. things are fucked up around here and in the whole scene.

 

[Sterkekoffie1]

everything has lost its meaning in the world but i'll start here. i can't trust any source anymore. it's been over a decade for me and i'm only 29 and i'm just worried because nowadays you can fake anything, any pdf file, any HPLC test, any lab test you can fuckin edit anything. and even then, lab tests don't mean shit. now it's like "well you're a poor responder and i'm a 60x responder and ur a 2x responder". literally everything has lost its meaning.

i'm a finance guy i live in nyc, i do alright for myself so i know how it is, but i thought this was the one place left where guys can look out for one another. we all share the same obsession and it's a dangerous game we play but if we choose to play, like i said, we should look out for one another. things are fucked up around here and in the whole scene.

i also hope that this community will become more stable and reliable..also that the propaganda will stop at some point...it takes me a lot more time than I would like to score good stuff... fucking cunt scammers

 

[OmL]

Yeah, people turn on each other a lot now. Someone commented on me talking health and depression yesterday, and people literally said it’s embarrassing. But then again.. we are all men who are topped off with mad amounts of hormones. I’m probably guilty of being the occasional dickhead myself.

 

[Khal_T]

Damn, I could need to use more tadalafil in the future. Shit, I can have sex for 7 times one night before. But now, it becomes less and lasts for less time.

 

[Liska]

everything has lost its meaning in the world but i'll start here. i can't trust any source anymore. it's been over a decade for me and i'm only 29 and i'm just worried because nowadays you can fake anything, any pdf file, any HPLC test, any lab test you can fuckin edit anything. and even then, lab tests don't mean shit. now it's like "well you're a poor responder and i'm a 60x responder and ur a 2x responder". literally everything has lost its meaning.

i'm a finance guy i live in nyc, i do alright for myself so i know how it is, but i thought this was the one place left where guys can look out for one another. we all share the same obsession and it's a dangerous game we play but if we choose to play, like i said, we should look out for one another. things are fucked up around here and in the whole scene.

Do you believe the labs themselves like Janoshik and Lab4tox do not provide accurate test results obtained from proper analysis via HPLC / GCMS & NMR respectively? If you do not believe in using these two for comparing blind test results of the same sample, then you can indeed discard laboratory testing entirely.

Bloodwork is a scam made up by the IVO (International Vampire Organization) in collaboration with the Red Cross (ever wonder why it's not shaped like a christian cross? That way it cannot be used against them) to milk us like Hucows for our delicious blood. Do you want to be milked by Dracula?!?

 

[TheAngryHog]

While your point is taken and understood on many levels even outside this topic, you realize you do have some measure of control over this. You could order from a source and test everything yourself (unless I’m misreading your post and you’re suggesting the testing facilities themselves fabricate the data). You could order raws and make a mean batch of steckdose home brew.

I’m just saying you have some measure of control over the situation, there is always the possibility of being “had,” but that’s true anywhere and how far do you want to take it? The same logic could apply to any item of food you ate, medicine you took, etc.

I think it’s okay to think along the lines you are but you need to also have that counter thought process going on that rationalizes the situation otherwise you’ll live a life of fear and paranoia.

 

[DiggyKong]

Do you believe the labs themselves like Janoshik and Lab4tox do not provide accurate test results obtained from proper analysis via HPLC / GCMS & NMR respectively? If you do not believe in using these two for comparing blind test results of the same sample, then you can indeed discard laboratory testing entirely.

Bloodwork is a scam made up by the IVO (International Vampire Organization) in collaboration with the Red Cross (ever wonder why it's not shaped like a christian cross? That way it cannot be used against them) to milk us like Hucows for our delicious blood. Do you want to be milked by Dracula?!?

How does a drop of blood feed a vampire?

 

[Norse13]

everything has lost its meaning in the world but i'll start here. i can't trust any source anymore. it's been over a decade for me and i'm only 29 and i'm just worried because nowadays you can fake anything, any pdf file, any HPLC test, any lab test you can fuckin edit anything. and even then, lab tests don't mean shit. now it's like "well you're a poor responder and i'm a 60x responder and ur a 2x responder". literally everything has lost its meaning.

i'm a finance guy i live in nyc, i do alright for myself so i know how it is, but i thought this was the one place left where guys can look out for one another. we all share the same obsession and it's a dangerous game we play but if we choose to play, like i said, we should look out for one another. things are fucked up around here and in the whole scene.

But are you getting bigger?

 

[T&H]

everything has lost its meaning in the world but i'll start here. i can't trust any source anymore. it's been over a decade for me and i'm only 29 and i'm just worried because nowadays you can fake anything, any pdf file, any HPLC test, any lab test you can fuckin edit anything. and even then, lab tests don't mean shit. now it's like "well you're a poor responder and i'm a 60x responder and ur a 2x responder". literally everything has lost its meaning.

i'm a finance guy i live in nyc, i do alright for myself so i know how it is, but i thought this was the one place left where guys can look out for one another. we all share the same obsession and it's a dangerous game we play but if we choose to play, like i said, we should look out for one another. things are fucked up around here and in the whole scene.

So...what happened, what did I miss? You get burned by a source or something? I'm not seeing anything out if the ordinary around here recently.

 

[Laxbro88]

Jesus H christ. Lets all cry about the poor guy who works in finance in NYC. Ohhhhj poor you the world has no meaning. Cry a little more about your status in the world.

I deal with people dying deaths of despair in the streets with no hope of life ever getting better. So sorry. No sympathy for people like you. You have the whole world at your fucking fingertips get a clue man. Hundred million people out there that would literally kill to be in your shoes, start acting like it.

 

[Chuck Spears]

A NYC banker got ripped off?

 

[Callmedaddy]

Jesus H christ. Lets all cry about the poor guy who works in finance in NYC. Ohhhhj poor you the world has no meaning. Cry a little more about your status in the world.

I deal with people dying deaths of despair in the streets with no hope of life ever getting better. So sorry. No sympathy for people like you. You have the whole world at your fucking fingertips get a clue man. Hundred million people out there that would literally kill to be in your shoes, start acting like it.

Ya whiny little bitch crying about straight to your door gear. Imagine if he had to go see big bubba at the gym and take whatever the fuck it was he had.

 

[steckdose0]

Jesus H christ. Lets all cry about the poor guy who works in finance in NYC. Ohhhhj poor you the world has no meaning. Cry a little more about your status in the world.

I deal with people dying deaths of despair in the streets with no hope of life ever getting better. So sorry. No sympathy for people like you. You have the whole world at your fucking fingertips get a clue man. Hundred million people out there that would literally kill to be in your shoes, start acting like it.

lol why are you mad at me because you hate your job? and because i have a good job i'm not allowed to raise concern for the steroid scene? btw i was deployed a handful of times asshole, my life wasn't always nice, and i think you lack a brain to be honest. ur a grown man but it seems like all u know is how to point the finger at people who've built a life greater than the one you've built on the farm. hows being a jealous bitter little bitch working out for you?

 

[Laxbro88]

lol why are you mad at me because you hate your job? and because i have a good job i'm not allowed to raise concern for the steroid scene? btw i was deployed a handful of times asshole, my life wasn't always nice, and i think you lack a brain to be honest. ur a grown man but it seems like all u know is how to point the finger at people who've built a life greater than the one you've built on the farm. hows being a jealous bitter little bitch working out for you?

Lol you misunderstood, I am very happy with my life, I help people every day. I also see suffering every day, because that's the world.

Thanks for your service, the scene is better then ever man. If you can't see that I question where your head is at. That's all bud.

 

[Laxbro88]

lol why are you mad at me because you hate your job? and because i have a good job i'm not allowed to raise concern for the steroid scene? btw i was deployed a handful of times asshole, my life wasn't always nice, and i think you lack a brain to be honest. ur a grown man but it seems like all u know is how to point the finger at people who've built a life greater than the one you've built on the farm. hows being a jealous bitter little bitch working out for you?

I just see people with REAL problems say everything has lost meaning, and it's hard to dispute. However you, admittedly one of the most privileged people on the world wants to complain about stuff like that? Seems like a waste of a life of success. I honestly feel bad for you if that is indicative of how you feel inside with all you supposedly have accomplished? Doesn't add up to me, but what do I know I threw away my life to help people so I'll just go on being bitter about that lol

 

[lukiss96]

I think you're over reacting man, what is so about what you said? If anything this "grey" or "dark" side of products we use evolved and got unofficial quality control.

I'm happy and I can't complain, we have such a selection now it's awesome. We even have good domestic ones for us Europeans and that is great.

As for faking things, yes it could be a problem, but it's not like this trend came in last year or so ago, it was always like that with all things in life. You can say the same about car manufacturers faking specs on paper, food labels and etc.

I think we should just not over think about such things, pick a reputable brand and shop and that's it, nobody gonna really risk ripping people off for small benefit, when it could really turn out against them and their business.

Come on man, I think something is off in your life honestly, it's probably personal so keep it like that. Just don't ignore it, find what is causing this period for you and try to eliminate or fix something, don't mask it it's not gonna last for long. Maybe it's something you take, it could very well be the case. Sometimes it's just better to give something up to feel better in the end.

@Laxbro88 you're a paramedic by any chance? If you don't want to answer it's fine, I understand.

 

[Laxbro88]

I think you're over reacting man, what is so about what you said? If anything this "grey" or "dark" side of products we use evolved and got unofficial quality control.

I'm happy and I can't complain, we have such a selection now it's awesome. We even have good domestic ones for us Europeans and that is great.

As for faking things, yes it could be a problem, but it's not like this trend came in last year or so ago, it was always like that with all things in life. You can say the same about car manufacturers faking specs on paper, food labels and etc.

I think we should just not over think about such things, pick a reputable brand and shop and that's it, nobody gonna really risk ripping people off for small benefit, when it could really turn out against them and their business.

Come on man, I think something is off in your life honestly, it's probably personal so keep it like that. Just don't ignore it, find what is causing this period for you and try to eliminate or fix something, don't mask it it's not gonna last for long. Maybe it's something you take, it could very well be the case. Sometimes it's just better to give something up to feel better in the end.

@Laxbro88 you're a paramedic by any chance? If you don't want to answer it's fine, I understand.

Haha yeah your not far off at all, does my work trauma come through there? Haha

Hey @ OP I apologize for coming on too harsh there. I hope things get better for you sincerely, you have the resources and clout to help alot of people when you get done slaying it on Wall Street, you may find some meaning through helping others when the time comes.

Until then keep your head up brother.

 

[1tank1]

OP...welcome to the real world.

It's not nice when you finally see people and the world for what/who they really are....

 

[Jin23]

everything has lost its meaning in the world but i'll start here. i can't trust any source anymore. it's been over a decade for me and i'm only 29 and i'm just worried because nowadays you can fake anything, any pdf file, any HPLC test, any lab test you can fuckin edit anything. and even then, lab tests don't mean shit. now it's like "well you're a poor responder and i'm a 60x responder and ur a 2x responder". literally everything has lost its meaning.

i'm a finance guy i live in nyc, i do alright for myself so i know how it is, but i thought this was the one place left where guys can look out for one another. we all share the same obsession and it's a dangerous game we play but if we choose to play, like i said, we should look out for one another. things are fucked up around here and in the whole scene.

Idk how long you've been around the aas scene, but what we have now is hands down the best as it's ever been. So imo you writing this is a tad out of touch with reality and history ... Golden age of aas

 

[lukiss96]

Haha yeah your not far off at all, does my work trauma come through there? Haha

I mean I just have so much respect to paramedics/medics, they're number one in my book and very under appreciated...

I wanted to become one myself but I blacked out during blood fear test idk how to call it in English, but I think you know what I mean.

So I'm mentally too weak, but I admit it and respect those people who save lives

So if you're a paramedic/medic, then thank you for being one and saving lives