Mishka
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I'd say you are right, there's a crack in there.
But we all got one, some more, some less.
I guess I am just more on the mental side.
As my own post sugests:
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But we all got one, some more, some less.
I guess I am just more on the mental side.
As my own post sugests:
Mishka
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Ah, and I forgot, on the cut I talk about here, I was always using Retatrutide - which may in conjunction with the Insulin - led to my hypoglycemia.Not exactly.
She just wants me to be at around 15-20% BF - like "bear mode" look.
She doesn't like abs or veins - nor she likes a completely shaved male.
And when I start to diet, I am a whole other person - I never believed her - up until my last cut. In retro perspective I've just been ruthless - chasing my goals - giving an F to everybody else and their opinion.
In my last cut I played w/ insulin and a million other experimental substances (Tesofensine, SLU-PP-332, 5-AMINO-1MQ) - she had been at work and some neighbour found me naked on the hallway - unconscious from low blood sugar... he called the ambulance and fed me some honey from some squeeze bottle or something - as they arrived my blood sugar been around 30. They rushed me to the ER and yea, wifey came, they told her I almost died - like 5 more mins and I'd been gone.
She begged me to stop cutting and out of despair told me she will get divorced if I don't stop. I told her "Okay" and continued to cut - thank god we did stay together but since then she is in fear of my ruthless behaviour and yea... I can understand that.
Also I've never been happy w/ my cutting results.
On a bulk I am too fat and got no muscle. On a cut I am too skinny and got no muscle. At least that is what my brain tells me.
I always wanted (still want) to look like Mr. O (Samson, Ruhl) in their off-season - humongous crazy massive - still somewhat visible abs - but yea - I know, I never will.
So I decided, as I only wear 4 or 5 XL Oversize by GASP - I'd rather look massive in those shirts (which I never ever take off, despite being at home) than "looking good naked" once a year on the beach. And looking "small" (relatively) in my clothes the rest of the year.
Sorry for that huge wall of text that most of you aren't interested in anyway - I just wanted to "defend" or at least justify my wife's "decision".
I also checked my stash - as I am low on Test - and switched my stack up to finally use all that leftovers of Deca I have....:
750 mg Nandrolone D
300 mg Masteron E
150 mg Primobolan E
600 mg Trenbolone E
1500 mg Testosterone E
( mast n primo just to counter that deca d*ck - and low dose cause I don't have that much left of it either)
What protocol do you use?
After hearing it used so much, I want to start too to see what benefits it can provide. Given that my blood sugar is perfect (60-70) with a daily dose of 5-10 IU of GH + insulin + a diet high in protein, very high in carbohydrates, and zero fat.
I hear of people who start immediately with 3-4 mg and feel bad, others who start with 0.5-1 mg a week and evaluate it, then increase the dose by 0.5 mg.
Mishka
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I guess I used like 0.5 - 1.25 - I bought it as it was "brand new" and nobody talked about it - it has been expensive af. at least IMHO it has been expensive af - something like 100-150 € per 5 mg. So I decided to use it "on a monthly basis" (use max 5 mg per month)
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malfeasance
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LOL
After a serious cut, though, once you fill out on carbs for a few days, you will have the best look of your entire life.
trtbuilder
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That's called sciatica, just be glad it went away. I couldn't do anything with legs for a couple months last year because of it. Mostly healed but my left calf is still weird and tight because of the nerve issue. Really should go in and get it looked at but I'm scared they jump to surgery and fuck me up worse.
trtbuilder
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Whats your current meds you're taking?
Glad to hear you're taking your health more seriously.
Mishka
Member
Heart meds?
5 mg Nebivolol morning and evening
5 mg Ivabradin morning and evening
80 mg Telmisartan evening
Hey Mishka
what is the best combination in your opinion.
I have currently started with 1g Test + 800EQ and 200mg Tren A (in the recomp phase.)
But I'm thinking about putting NPP back in like the last bulk
In addition, I have increased the Lantus from 10 IUs daily to 50IUs on training days (no lantus on the rest day)
Pre and post novorapid 8 IUs
I read that you take 100IU Lantus every day? What does your general insulin sensitivity look like?
Greetings
what is the best combination in your opinion.
I have currently started with 1g Test + 800EQ and 200mg Tren A (in the recomp phase.)
But I'm thinking about putting NPP back in like the last bulk
In addition, I have increased the Lantus from 10 IUs daily to 50IUs on training days (no lantus on the rest day)
Pre and post novorapid 8 IUs
I read that you take 100IU Lantus every day? What does your general insulin sensitivity look like?
Greetings
Mishka
Member
Hey there,
Sorry, I did not check that thread up until today - better mention or quote me next time so I get a notification
Glad you are asking for my opinion mate.
I‘d stay conservative in the recomp - so I‘d suggest to keep the cycle as it is rn or if you really want to push the envelope a bit, maybe add in a slight amount of NPP. nothing crazy tho
Oh yea, I did also start with 10 - upped to 30 - 60 and ended up at 100.
Tho I could not tell you about my insulin sensitivity. I did not test it once - until I ended up in hospital after doing that Lantus protocol for somewhat like a year+. They checked my HbA1c tho and it was good - they said I had a super sensitivity - even a bit lower than the lower end. 3.4 or something maybe? - iirc - it is a year ago now. Sorry.
Mishka
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I totally forgot how life feels on a REAL bulk - lol.
I get pumps in my hands, fingers, sometimes I can’t even close my fingers completely without it feeling super thick and pumped in the fingers. Can’t describe it better in English. lol.
I had a hard time holding knife and fork sometimes - and I even get crippling lower back pumps in the bedroom.
I get pumps in my hands, fingers, sometimes I can’t even close my fingers completely without it feeling super thick and pumped in the fingers. Can’t describe it better in English. lol.
I had a hard time holding knife and fork sometimes - and I even get crippling lower back pumps in the bedroom.
Crazy about a year Holy Moly.. And I was like "I have to stop after 6 Weeks."Hey there,
Sorry, I did not check that thread up until today - better mention or quote me next time so I get a notification
Glad you are asking for my opinion mate.
I‘d stay conservative in the recomp - so I‘d suggest to keep the cycle as it is rn or if you really want to push the envelope a bit, maybe add in a slight amount of NPP. nothing crazy tho
Oh yea, I did also start with 10 - upped to 30 - 60 and ended up at 100.
Tho I could not tell you about my insulin sensitivity. I did not test it once - until I ended up in hospital after doing that Lantus protocol for somewhat like a year+. They checked my HbA1c tho and it was good - they said I had a super sensitivity - even a bit lower than the lower end. 3.4 or something maybe? - iirc - it is a year ago now. Sorry.
I'll test my HbA1c in about 6 week and look if still can run it or not.
Many thanks for your inpust
Mishka
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Hehe, I am just experimenting with myself - as everyone always says: what works for others does not have to work for you - and the other way around.
So I gotta try everything and see how it works for me personally - hehe.
Hope you have a good HbA1c - wish you all the best mate
If you have any further questions in the future just ask
happy to help.
Mishka
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So sad - like two weeks ago I bought two new flexfit caps in size S-M.
They get too tight - getting headaches wearing them.
Just ordered two new in L-XL.
At least my head is already gaining size. lol.
They get too tight - getting headaches wearing them.
Just ordered two new in L-XL.
At least my head is already gaining size. lol.
Ateam2023
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oh thats a really good sign, Acromegaly already stting in, :/ if your shoe size changes , i would be careful , if your head&feet grow, i would think that your organs are also growing, But it could also be "water weight" lol
Mishka
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Oh I'd say it is water weight - not sure if the EOQ GH is even properly dosed
... or even real GH ... ?I'd say it is maybe the increase of food volume and carbs - also the introduction of Deca.... so water weight everywhere?
My fingers are swollen up too tho, could not fit my rings
malfeasance
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Measure dick before and after, just in case.
What’s your carb intake on 50iu lantus days? What sources? I want to up my lantus but can’t stomach eating that much rice - do any of y’all use fruit juice to get the carbs in?
Mishka
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hgh would be so sought after if it would grow mens dicks
...I don't do Lantus anymore
But I'd usually go for pasta, I dislike rice and potatoes are so much harder / more to eat
a "private" / gym friend of mine is giving me 500 more IUs - so I am going for 10 per day starting by next week
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