The first day I couldnt eat or drink, 2nd I could drink, 3rd was 1 bowl at Chipotle , 4th was a standard Bodybuilding Diet at 2100cals.
I have obvious binge eating disorder, undiagnosed medically. I've tried every single substance regarding weightloss to appetite suppression. Including but not limited to meth, DNP, nicotine, coke, GLP's, Benzo's, SSRI's, etc. It isn't the suppression of the appetite. As someone has once said in here, I will at times eat until I am physically going to puke, crying as my stomach feels as if it gets ripped open, then 2 hours later munch on something else. I can visualize it to the same fix a junkie needs when withdrawing from Drugs, is the same feeling I get after a few hours without food. And I don't like to over exaggerate, as the headaches, sweating, and literal fiending is real at times for me, I've spent probably 10k at least on overeating this year. For the first time in my life (day 3 of that dose) I had actually stopped eating a meal I enjoyed, and was satiated for 2 hours and was happy to eat again later. It evoked the same joy that you get when you find something out as a child. I wish I could find a way for that to be a reality.
Heighest weight was 465 lowest was 201.4, sitting at 285. I'll probably just get the Gastric Sleeve, but despite everything it's all about just being disciplined with a constant ring in your ear telling you to eat, and having to weigh every single gram of food and plan for the next day everyday as well as bad habits I need to break that I have before.