ICD-HardThings
Member
You ever rag tagged a female so bad you never looked at her the same again. All you see now is a dirty whore. That's how you handle it.
MESO-Rx
Anabolic Steroids
A girl broke my spirit
- Thread starter nervje
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oh i do wish to be able to fuck her one last time tho. I sucked the first time, 2nd time was ok. She got those bambi legs but i wasnt satisfied with myself and i already have this plan on how to hate herself for letting me fuck her one last time. That last sex would be highly illegal lol
ICD-HardThings
Member
If she's a regular at the club you bounce at fucking again shouldnt be a problem. Do shit to her that'd make the pope cry.
mdhx3
Banned
If she broke it off, but still comes by to say "hi"; you will get it again.
50mg Viagra, 20mg Cialis, 30mg dapoxetine…...she won't know if she loves you or is afraid of you. Either way it will be an improvement lol
50mg Viagra, 20mg Cialis, 30mg dapoxetine…...she won't know if she loves you or is afraid of you. Either way it will be an improvement lol
VasodiL8
Member
Head up mate, recognize the difference between love and infatuation. Get on with your shit and keep training. You will feel better in a week or two and you will forget about her when u hit some new pussy
Oldschool
New Member
Get some cardio going and run the fuck away!
Fuck i wish i had your brother if u only knew what iv been dealing with relationship wise .....
Hah, my relationships always have been big drama. But this wasnt even a relationship and i feel fucked up
The 1gm of tren is really screwing with your thought process and emotions. This chick is failing at life and needs therapy. The last thing you need to do is impregnate her. Yes, I know you're on a ton of gear and the sperm count is low and I hope your using condoms. However, I wouldn't risk it. Never talk to this chick again. And never do 1gm of tren per week.
jackbladezzz
Member
You’re aware of said above and still attracted to this person? Lol sorry but what?
I agreee w above, I think tren is fucking with your head as you’re not thinking logically. You don’t know anybody after 1.5 weeks and you’re kind of acting like you had a 1.5 year relationship. This isn’t an attempt to ridicule you, it’s just putting stuff bluntly for you. You need to stop acting like an infatuated 15 year old and screw your shit on straight. Real talk.
And thats the thing i know exactly how fucked this woman is and i dont even know her for real yet, and i have this crazy urge to change her life into something positive.
Thats what i always had with past girlfriends though, this urge to take from myself (wether its money, energy or whatever) and make their life happier and more positive.
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picholas
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jackbladezzz
Member
I think you perhaps have some relationship issues and/or something deeper you need to work out homie. And it doesn’t make you soft to admit that and attempt to figure out where this is stemming from. There’s some void your trying to feel and it seems you’re incapable of being happy with a woman who is happy. Like you have to play an integral part in her ‘finding’ herself and her happiness.
Maybe take some time and try to figure that out bud.
ICD-HardThings
Member
What your experiencing is your a toxic codependent person that needs someone to fix. There are literally support groups for that. This is not at all healthy behavior and could lend itself to some explosively dangerous stuff.
On a professional level you seriously should consider talking to a professional and possibly back off the Tren dose. If not drop it completely for a little while. All joking aside what you say and how your feeling are all clinical signs of a bigger problem. I am compelled to tell you this all joking aside.
On a professional level you seriously should consider talking to a professional and possibly back off the Tren dose. If not drop it completely for a little while. All joking aside what you say and how your feeling are all clinical signs of a bigger problem. I am compelled to tell you this all joking aside.
Sdryx
Member
I must agree with this 100%. The good news @nervje is that you are young and simply never learned any better. Now’s your chance to grow.
You are cycling in an addiction with this codependency with women. You find someone who needs to be fixed, get this huge dopamine rush from the excitement and thrill of fixing a broken girl who, in turn, then fucks your brains out, releasing more dopamine... and then you crash... the girl goes her own way and now you have this crash from low dopamine levels and a depression from there being no excitement from a crazy person to fix. The thrill is now gone. The thrill is what you are addicted to and there is a real chemical process happening in your brain with dopamine related to this thrill seeking that you do with women.
You are codependent and addicted to the release of dopamine that these batshit crazy girls release for you. Learn and understand that and you can grow.
Instead of looking at women as a “thrill,” start looking at them in a different way. They should add value and fulfillment to your life, not sheer adrenaline. You will find a new caliber of women will enter your life when you start looking at women differently.
Your need to control and manipulate others will disappear as you learn to trust those who are trustworthy.
picholas
New Member
Well said.
"SHE BROKE MY HEART.. SO I BROKE HER JAW!" - VARSITY BLUES
ICD-HardThings
Member
That is exactly the need to be concerned for.
