If you have to add the 0.5 on your age, you’re too young for steroids.
There are many professionals who started at my age, and even earlier.
Have you tried cognitive behavioural therapy for this? Steroids won’t help, trust me on this. I mean, you won’t trust me but you’ll look back in 10 years and realise I was right anyway.
If you mean i will regret the possible permanent disruption of the HPTA (Hypothalamic–pituitary–gonadal axis), don't worry, i'm aware of this side effect.
To put it simply, i'm absolutely fine with literally any side effect except death and mutilative infections that lead to amputations, organ failure, etc... Every other side effect is 100% welcomed, and i will not regret anything.
I really made my own research, learned what side effects i may face, but i still chose steroid use. I'm ready to face anything.
Would you consider you know more than anyone about the subject? Are you the most informed, the most experienced person who ever existed?
If you answered “no” to this, maybe consider that the people who know a great deal more than you must have a reason to tell you that you haven’t done enough research?
I’ll spell it out to you here:
If you take turinabol it will surpress you natural testosterone production. If it suppresses it enough, you won’t be able to produce your own esteogen and you’ll suffer the following side effects:
- Fatigue
- Anxiety
- Irritability
- Depression
- Forgetfulness
- Oversleeping or sleeping too often
- Sexual and erectile dysfunction
- Water retention
- Bone loss
- Fat accumulation
Most important for you presumably is that it will impede your muscle gain.
If your natural testosterone doesn’t get suppressed to a meaningful extent then you won’t need to do a PCT anyway.
I'm obviously not the most informed person. However, i have read a lot on the subject and know what i'm doing.
Yes, turinabol will suppress estrogen, too, because it suppresses testosterone, meaning there will be nothing to be aromatized into estrogen. So, i guess i will need to take additional drugs during the turinabol cycle?
Here is my main problem: I know how steroid work, generally, and what problems they can cause. What i don't know is how EXACTLY to conduct a steroid cycle and a PCT. For example, i know i need to take tamoxifen or clomiphene for a PCT. However, i don't know the exact value (milligrams) and for how long i need to take it. I also don't know if it will be okay to use only one drug or both drugs in combination. I don't know if the PCT dose depend on the steroid dose and the level of testosterone suppression; higher steroid dose and suppression would mean a higher dose of the PCT drug(s), too?
I know most of the things, but not the small and important details. I need someone to polish my knowledge, so i can do a cycle.
Me doing a cycle is not something i want, but something i need. It's a need, not a want. I don't want to use steroids, but i need to. I want to build a career in the bodybuilding community, and i'm ready to risk my life and die.
Death before poverty!
Additionally, solving body dysmorphia is also on the goal list.
To clarify it, i'm not poor, but i want to be rich, very rich. I know how to do it with steroids, which is exactly why i NEED steroids.