Am i dying, please help me out here. My doc is freaking me out

[jJjburton]

Thats the plan, thank you brother

Its the laundry detergent,

you are a hypocodriac with some mental issues. This is not a bad thing. Try to find ways to use it to your advantage. Being clean or something. Find healthy ways to cope and live how you are. Pills suck.

what is making your self image so poor you became anorexic?

stop the AAS you are way not ready, also test natural at 400 is really good. Stop diagnosing yourself, you are going to be in a world of hurt doing so.

 

[Vomiit]

Its the laundry detergent,

you are a hypocodriac with some mental issues. This is not a bad thing. Try to find ways to use it to your advantage. Being clean or something. Find healthy ways to cope and live how you are. Pills suck.

what is making your self image so poor you became anorexic?

stop the AAS you are way not ready, also test natural at 400 is really good. Stop diagnosing yourself, you are going to be in a world of hurt doing so.

Thanks for the input brotha but its too late for that imo.
I dont want to go through the mental gymnastics that come with being shut down that long.
My quality of life has DRAMATICALLY improved since the trt and being at the high end of the reference range.
My dick stopped working and my sex drive got sus at 15 btw, on trt its back full force.
Before i get the “performance anxiety” talk, i was banging the same sloot and didnt care if she cared. I was just like huh, what the fuck.
I went anorexic because i thought food would make me a fat fuck, i had teenage growth pudge and didnt like that shit.
No longer anorexic, pic related

 

[Vomiit]

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Its the laundry detergent,

you are a hypocodriac with some mental issues. This is not a bad thing. Try to find ways to use it to your advantage. Being clean or something. Find healthy ways to cope and live how you are. Pills suck.

what is making your self image so poor you became anorexic?

stop the AAS you are way not ready, also test natural at 400 is really good. Stop diagnosing yourself, you are going to be in a world of hurt doing so.

I agree about putting more thought into the blasts, but this is how i make my money brother.

 

[jJjburton]

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I agree about putting more thought into the blasts, but this is how i make my money brother.

Ok goodluck.

 

[Vomiit]

Ok goodluck.

Thanks bro.

 

[LocalRoller]

Thanks bro.

Ummmm, where to begin.... well since I’m 23 I’m in the same boat as you (started at 16-real cycle 17) and NO doctor will say stay on the testosterone even if you had perfect bloodwork. Doctors in America cannot advise the use of illegal drugs. I thought this was obvious but guess it isn’t for some. Unless I missed something and you are prescribed trt than you won’t find a doctor who will say “amazing progress! your blood work is a little shit but keep juicing because it’s not too bad”. Even people in there 30s-40s who take trt not prescribed will get shit from there doctors for using illegal drugs.

Secondly, what’s your cycle history? Any use of 19-Nors or drugs that heavily aromatise? Nipple discharge is nothing to be worried about to heavily as I had it happen to me on a heavy cycle of highly estrogenic compounds mixed with 19-nors. Mine went away a couple months after being on a cruise dose of test. So again, what’s your cycle history and what were you running when you noticed leakage? What was the blast you ran before the leakage occurred?

Lastly, I think you need to do more research if you didn’t realize nipple discharge is quite common during blasts and a couple months after discontinued use (depends on the compounds and length/dosage). Also you over think too much, you might want to see a psychologist for that. But don’t go on any drugs for it because it will just make you worse in the long run. This depends person to person of course. Bloodwork should go back to normal after being on a cruise dose of testosterone for a couple months so nothing to worry about there. It won’t stay forever like the doctor said it will. Doctors only get a day course on steroids in med school so unless they became endocrinologists and even still, they don’t know as much about steroids as actual coaches, bodybuilders, powerlifters, etc do.

Oh sorry I forgot one thing, to answer your question...yes you will die.

 

[Vomiit]

Ummmm, where to begin.... well since I’m 23 I’m in the same boat as you (started at 16-real cycle 17) and NO doctor will say stay on the testosterone even if you had perfect bloodwork. Doctors in America cannot advise the use of illegal drugs. I thought this was obvious but guess it isn’t for some. Unless I missed something and you are prescribed trt than you won’t find a doctor who will say “amazing progress! your blood work is a little shit but keep juicing because it’s not too bad”. Even people in there 30s-40s who take trt not prescribed will get shit from there doctors for using illegal drugs.

Secondly, what’s your cycle history? Any use of 19-Nors or drugs that heavily aromatise? Nipple discharge is nothing to be worried about to heavily as I had it happen to me on a heavy cycle of highly estrogenic compounds mixed with 19-nors. Mine went away a couple months after being on a cruise dose of test. So again, what’s your cycle history and what were you running when you noticed leakage? What was the blast you ran before the leakage occurred?

Lastly, I think you need to do more research if you didn’t realize nipple discharge is quite common during blasts and a couple months after discontinued use (depends on the compounds and length/dosage). Also you over think too much, you might want to see a psychologist for that. But don’t go on any drugs for it because it will just make you worse in the long run. This depends person to person of course. Bloodwork should go back to normal after being on a cruise dose of testosterone for a couple months so nothing to worry about there. It won’t stay forever like the doctor said it will. Doctors only get a day course on steroids in med school so unless they became endocrinologists and even still, they don’t know as much about steroids as actual coaches, bodybuilders, powerlifters, etc do.

Oh sorry I forgot one thing, to answer your question...yes you will die.

Lmfao, love this reply.
Yeah i completely understand my doc can not tell me to continue.
However, my TSH looks high asf, and hypothyroidism can cause a myriad of other adverse health effects from my understanding.
I’ve only ever run test and ostarine. I noticed this nip discharge shit after my first cycle of just 500 test C, stayed around during a 2 month cruise of 200 (until i dropped to 100 to try and get rid of it) and by looking at my bloods rn the E2 is crashed. If my E2 or prolactin was high I wouldn’t be worrying, if my TSH wasn't high asf I wouldn’t be worrying.
I understand it would be abnormal for my bloods to be normal at the end of a 700mg test blast.
Any recommendations on how to lower that TSH? Or do you think this is unrelated to the test?

Gonna put up a go fund me for a nice cherry wood coffin

 

[Vomiit]

Ummmm, where to begin.... well since I’m 23 I’m in the same boat as you (started at 16-real cycle 17) and NO doctor will say stay on the testosterone even if you had perfect bloodwork. Doctors in America cannot advise the use of illegal drugs. I thought this was obvious but guess it isn’t for some. Unless I missed something and you are prescribed trt than you won’t find a doctor who will say “amazing progress! your blood work is a little shit but keep juicing because it’s not too bad”. Even people in there 30s-40s who take trt not prescribed will get shit from there doctors for using illegal drugs.

Secondly, what’s your cycle history? Any use of 19-Nors or drugs that heavily aromatise? Nipple discharge is nothing to be worried about to heavily as I had it happen to me on a heavy cycle of highly estrogenic compounds mixed with 19-nors. Mine went away a couple months after being on a cruise dose of test. So again, what’s your cycle history and what were you running when you noticed leakage? What was the blast you ran before the leakage occurred?

Lastly, I think you need to do more research if you didn’t realize nipple discharge is quite common during blasts and a couple months after discontinued use (depends on the compounds and length/dosage). Also you over think too much, you might want to see a psychologist for that. But don’t go on any drugs for it because it will just make you worse in the long run. This depends person to person of course. Bloodwork should go back to normal after being on a cruise dose of testosterone for a couple months so nothing to worry about there. It won’t stay forever like the doctor said it will. Doctors only get a day course on steroids in med school so unless they became endocrinologists and even still, they don’t know as much about steroids as actual coaches, bodybuilders, powerlifters, etc do.

Oh sorry I forgot one thing, to answer your question...yes you will die.

Thanks brah. Definitely eased my mind about the nip discharge. Im still sussed because it’s test only but no longer needing to change my underwear every 10 minutes.

 

[Megadick3000]

Thanks for the input brotha but its too late for that imo.
I dont want to go through the mental gymnastics that come with being shut down that long.
My quality of life has DRAMATICALLY improved since the trt and being at the high end of the reference range.
My dick stopped working and my sex drive got sus at 15 btw, on trt its back full force.
Before i get the “performance anxiety” talk, i was banging the same sloot and didnt care if she cared. I was just like huh, what the fuck.
I went anorexic because i thought food would make me a fat fuck, i had teenage growth pudge and didnt like that shit.
No longer anorexic, pic related

Physique looks good buddy. The whole anorexia thing gave you a nice lean starting point (im a glass half full kinda guy). Its always more rewarding to make lean gains as you can really admire your progress along the way.

Anyways i hope shit goes well for you. Please stay away from SSRIs even if your doc throws an RX at you. Seriously consider trying l-theanine for your anxiety, google about it.

I dont agree with trt at your age. I hope you will consider coming off and giving your HPTA a chance to return to normal function in the near future.

 

[Vomiit]

Physique looks good buddy. The whole anorexia thing gave you a nice lean starting point (im a glass half full kinda guy). Its always more rewarding to make lean gains as you can really admire your progress along the way.

Anyways i hope shit goes well for you. Please stay away from SSRIs even if your doc throws an RX at you. Seriously consider trying l-theanine for your anxiety, google about it.

I dont agree with trt at your age. I hope you will consider coming off and giving your HPTA a chance to return to normal function in the near future.

Thank you bro, you’re absolutely right about it being a fun journey due to being able to see the progress as it happened.
I just ordered my L-Theanine last night. Hopefully it comes in tomorrow, dat der prime is a god send.
Why do you disagree with TRT at this age if you don’t mind me asking?

 

[Megadick3000]

Thank you bro, you’re absolutely right about it being a fun journey due to being able to see the progress as it happened.
I just ordered my L-Theanine last night. Hopefully it comes in tomorrow, dat der prime is a god send.
Why do you disagree with TRT at this age if you don’t mind me asking?

Well your balls were meant to work. I get why older cats blast and cruise as their natty t levels are on the decline, but at your age that justification is non existent. Now you say your natty t is low due to lifestyle choices in the past, but whens the last time you revisited what your natty t is??

It may very well have been hurt by malnutrition, but you sure as shit dont look malnourished anymore, so why do you still think your natty t levels would be in the shitter if you came off cycle completely with a proper pct??

And bro, i ran just clomid for several months a few years back and had blood pulled in the middle and my total test was around 2000 which was double the top end of the refreence range for my age according to the lab. Just from 25mg/ed of clomid. My LH and FSH levels were both over 50% higher than top end of refer3nce range too.

Thats alot higher T than 100mg/wk of TRT is getting you, and my balls still worked.

Its strange to me that youve convinced yourself you need to be on TRT, your 19 bro! It just sounds crazy to hear a 19 year old say they need trt without a true medical condition to justify it. I mean if your balls had gotten ripped off in a motorcycle accident id cut you some slack but your a perfectly functioning human being. I know i aint gonna stop you i just hope you dont suffer some long term ramifications for shutting yourself down indefinitely at such a young age. I guess time will tell?

 

[Demondosage]

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I agree about putting more thought into the blasts, but this is how i make my money brother.

How do you make your money from running gear? I'm confused here

 

[jJjburton]

How do you make your money from running gear? I'm confused here

G4P. He needs to be girl like and look good for the sex.

 

[Vomiit]

How do you make your money from running gear? I'm confused here

Professional athlete, if i cant recover i cant train and fight well. I’m also extremely prone to over training due to martial arts + bodybuilding training, not only that but clothing sponsorships. Feels good man, but feels trapped sometimes man.

 

[Vomiit]

G4P. He needs to be girl like and look good for the sex.

No bro, i wont do a cam show for $220
Thanks for the offer tho

 

[jJjburton]

No bro, i wont do a cam show for $220
Thanks for the offer tho

Who said cam? when you escort in person.

 

[Vomiit]

Who said cam? when you escort in person.

Nice try, but you won’t get anything out of me.
You should grab some GHB and slip it into a trucker’s coffee and have a field day. Less expensive than trying to bribe a straight guy.
Now for that advice, ill have to charge the $220

 

[Abt]

Quit playing with gear lol, clearly you dont have a clue what you are doing except destroying your own body.

 

[malfeasance]

Fighting sports are not tested???

 

[Vomiit]

Fighting sports are not tested???

Im well versed on the elimination/detection time.