Am i dying, please help me out here. My doc is freaking me out

If somebody is making their living from this shit, why would they stop?
how about informing me on what im doing wrong. I dont take AI’s half hazardly, i stick to test only, i make sure im not running a mini cycle dose of trt year round. I supplement religiously with a multi, ubiquinol, vitamin D, omegas 3 and 6, keep my sat fat low, and get bloods OFTEN. So what? Show me where im flawed. I am obviously health conscious and not just blasting all the time like a moron. This comment was completely useless for harm reduction.
Quit playing with gear lol, clearly you dont have a clue what you are doing except destroying your own body.
 
You make money doing this, yet want free online help?

Reevaluate your priorities. You make your money via your health. Spend money on your health. Hire a medical professional and also a trainer. If you honestly make your living via your health this is a no brainer.
 
Experienced guys on meso know more than my doc guaranteed. My doc doesnt even know the difference between an LC/MS-MS vs the standard blood test. I had to specially request it and he asked me “whats that” the goal is to be referred to an endo, but im in buttfuck nowhere so this is the best i got for now.
You make money doing this, yet want free online help?

Reevaluate your priorities. You make your money via your health. Spend money on your health. Hire a medical professional and also a trainer. If you honestly make your living via your health this is a no brainer.
 
You’re absolutely correct though
You make money doing this, yet want free online help?

Reevaluate your priorities. You make your money via your health. Spend money on your health. Hire a medical professional and also a trainer. If you honestly make your living via your health this is a no brainer.
 
You’re actually a moron. You need therapy not anabolics.

Your bloods are actually fine current/post blast compared to others.... your kidney is fine, liver enzymes higher could be due to many things, are you taking any orals/drinking? the itchiness is from high Rbc if anything, can I see your CBC? Doctors are not stupid, they just aren’t lab technicians, don’t expect them to run labs the same way anti aging docs run them through labcorp, primary care don’t specialize in anabolic users, they specialize in dying old patients.

Just by reading the way you are panicking and over analyzing shows you clearly have some sort of anxiety disorder which anabolics WILL exasturbate. You should not be doing anabolics because you will not be able to handle the consequences you WILL inevitably face one day.

If you must run anabolics stick to lose dosages please.
 
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I’m new to anabolics, so it is only natural that i have learning to do.
I understand that my doc isn’t specialized in roids brotha, thats what i was referring to in my comment above.
The title of the thread was so that i was able to get replies, the only thing i was freaking out about was the nipple shit. I read a study in which 57% of men who came in with nipple discharge as the sole reason for coming in, had some kind of malignancy in there.
I am an anxious cunt, yes.
However i do decently well in my day to day life.
Not a basement dweller, have a gf, many friends, have a career.
I mean what’s not to be anxious about when it looks like your health is severely suffering. To a noob, a hypothyroid level tsh is sketchy as hell.
As well as the EXTREME itching i have been having due to my detergent (fixed that issue btw)
I’m here to learn and proceed with caution, i appreciate your comment minus the flaming, and i will be capping my blasts at 500mg test from now on.
btw, no orals, and here is my CBC
You’re actually a moron. You need therapy not anabolics.

Your bloods are actually fine current/post blast compared to others.... your kidney is fine, liver enzymes higher could be due to many things, are you taking any orals/drinking? the itchiness is from high Rbc if anything, can I see your CBC? Doctors are not stupid, they just aren’t lab technicians, don’t expect them to run labs the same way anti aging docs run them through labcorp, primary care don’t specialize in anabolic users, they specialize in dying old patients.

Just by reading the way you are panicking and over analyzing shows you clearly have some sort of anxiety disorder which anabolics WILL exasturbate. You should not be doing anabolics because you will not be able to handle the consequences you WILL inevitably face one day.

If you must run anabolics stick to lose dosages please
WBCYour Value7.7 10*3/uLStandard Range3.6 - 10.2 10*3/uL
RBCYour Value5.2 10*6/uLStandard Range4.5 - 5.7 10*6/uL
HEMOGLOBINYour Value15.3 g/dLStandard Range13.0 - 17.0 g/dL
HEMATOCRITYour Value46.5 %Standard Range40.0 - 50.0 %
MCVYour Value90.0 fLStandard Range80.0 - 100.0 fL
MCHYour Value29.6 pgStandard Range27.0 - 34.0 pg
MCHCYour Value32.8 g/dLStandard Range33.0 - 37.0 g/dLFlagL
RDWYour Value13.3 %Standard Range11.0 - 15.0 %
PLATELET COUNTYour Value323 10*3/uLStandard Range130 - 400 10*3/uL
NEUTROS PCTYour Value55.2 %Standard Range40.0 - 74.0 %
LYMPH %Your Value30.4 %Standard Range19.0 - 48.0 %
MONO %Your Value9.9 %Standard Range4.0 - 13.0 %
EOS PCTYour Value3.7 %Standard Range0.0 - 7.0 %
BASOS PCTYour Value0.8 %Standard Range0.0 - 2.0 %
NEUTROS ABSYour Value4.2 10*3/uLStandard Range1.7 - 7.6 10*3/uL
LYMPHS ABSYour Value2.3 10*3/uLStandard Range1.0 - 3.2 10*3/uL
MONOS ABSYour Value0.8 10*3/uLStandard Range0.3 - 1.1 10*3/uL
ABSOLUTE EOSINOPHIL COUNTYour Value0.3 10*3/uLStandard Range0.0 - 0.5 10*3/uL
BASOS ABSYour Value0.1 10*3/uLStandard Range0.0 - 0.1 10*3/uL
 
I didnt read the comments there are too many. Dood go to a endo dr! Whoever your seeing cant help you. Have you been taking orals? Why is your e2 so low? If you have been crushing AIs they can hurt your body too. None of that is permenant. Go on trt dose and stop AIs and your panel will read normal in a few months or less
 
Here are my bloods,
My TSH is high as shit, it was at 3.2 a few months back now its at 6.82
My liver enzymes are worrying me
My HDL is low
My LDL is high reference
And my UN is fucking high as shit.
Im only running 700mg test a week, i know that is a pretty big dose, however i know guys who run a gram STACKED with other compounds.
Are my bloods really in the shitter? Take a look.

CHOLESTEROL

Your Value :123 mg/dL



TRIGLYCERIDES

Your Value: 45 mg/dL



HDL CHOLESTEROL

LOW

Your Value : 33 mg/dL



LDL CHOLESTEROL CALCULATED

Moderately high

Your Value: 81 mg/dL



CHOL/HDL RATIO

Your Value : 3.7





GLUCOSE

High

Your Value :96 mg/dL



BUN

Your Value: 30 mg/dL





CREATININE

Your Value : 1.03 mg/dL



AFR. AMER. EGFR

Your Value : 112 mL/min/1.73m2



NON-AFR. AMER. EGFR

Your Value : 92 mL/min/1.73m2



BUN / CREAT RATIO

Your Value : 29



SODIUM

Your Value : 138 mmol/L



POTASSIUM

Your Value : 4.6 mmol/L





CHLORIDE

Your Value : 103 mmol/L



PROTEIN, TOTAL

Your Value : 6.5 g/dL





ALBUMIN

Your Value : 3.9 g/dL



GLOBULIN, CALCULATED

Your Value : 2.6 g/dL



A/G RATIO

Your Value : 1.5



ALKALINE PHOSPHATASE

moderate-high

Your Value : 91 U/L



SGOT (AST)

HIGH

Your Value : 52 U/L



SGPT (ALT)

high

Your Value: 48 U/L



Test is around 5k
Free test is like 2.3k
(Got tested at a different lab and havent changed doses)



ESTRADIOL

Your Value : <15 pg/mL



SEX HORMONE BINDING GLOBULIN

Your Value

19.60 nmol/L


TSH

HIGH

Your Value: 6.82 uIU/mL
My friend, I have troubling news for you. Please, sit in this chair, and listen to what I have to tell you. You are dying. But the good news is so am I! In fact, everyone is! So maybe its not all bad news eh?
 
I appreciate the insight brother, definitely going to get evaluated. I’ve had people tell me to hop on an SSRI before, and i always just pushed it away. However, if its obvious through a post that i need one then its time to pull the trigger.

On another note, if i were to cycle for a 3rd time, what would you recommend? I was thinking Tbol+Test+Primo for a total of 12 weeks but do you think that would be overkill ? (150-200 primo, 400 Test , 30-Tbol for the first 4 weeks)
Or would test only still be sufficient on cycle 3?
I feel like my non virgin receptors wouldn’t respond very well

I just skimmed this thread, but I wanted to add something here

I don’t take meds for anything, I never take Advil or Tylenol when I have a headache, never any Buckley’s when I have a cold, I am pretty much totally anti pharmaceuticals

I was very skeptical of SSRIs and I put them off for YEARS. My doctor ended up convincing me to try it and WOW. They honestly totally gave me my life back. It took like a I wish I would have started it sooner. If I could meet the guy who invented cipralex, I would honestly probably cry and hug him. It sounds soft and gay and whatever, but my quality of life has drastically improved. I don’t want to push drugs on anyone and I get it because I’m pretty anti drug myself, but I’m a pretty heavy believer in SSRI’s now.
 
I just skimmed this thread, but I wanted to add something here

I don’t take meds for anything, I never take Advil or Tylenol when I have a headache, never any Buckley’s when I have a cold, I am pretty much totally anti pharmaceuticals

I was very skeptical of SSRIs and I put them off for YEARS. My doctor ended up convincing me to try it and WOW. They honestly totally gave me my life back. It took like a I wish I would have started it sooner. If I could meet the guy who invented cipralex, I would honestly probably cry and hug him. It sounds soft and gay and whatever, but my quality of life has drastically improved. I don’t want to push drugs on anyone and I get it because I’m pretty anti drug myself, but I’m a pretty heavy believer in SSRI’s now.
I added 2 ml of tren mix home brewed with 25mg tren ace + 55mg tren Enanth / ml, on monday.. today I noticed I big change in my body looking.. and that acted as a big SSRI for me... If I could meet the team who invented Tren I would honestly probably blow them one by one , in a tren gang bang... no homo...

* I’m on 100mg NPP 3 x week and I tried to add low medium dosage of tren , I ll do another 0.5ml tomorrow for a total of 200mg of tren mix..
Gyno surgery done years ago, anyway monday I ll check my prolactin too and will see if cabergoline is needed..
 
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