Jbone90
Member
I know I made a stupid choice, I had a great supply was brewing my own and thought at the time I will go on blasting then cruising 250 test all my life. Due to making some poor life choices my stash was destroyed and I was forced to go cold turkey off of everything no pct meds nothing. I was laid off for some time and financially couldn’t even just grab something to keep myself going.
I am now experiencing great pain in my joints and muscles, horrible sleep patterns sickness shaky anxiety depression the list goes on but what I’m currently most worried about is I am now working for a moving company and during and after the first day which was 2 days ago my tendons have been spasming so bad I can’t extend or bend my knees and elbows, can barley walk and I’m not shy of hard work this is very abnormal for me. Never felt pain like this in my joints and the muscles surrounding them.
If any has dead stopped after so long is this normal to feel this way and is it something that will pass or am I actually doing severe damage to myself by working lifting like I am I can’t even get into the gym now can’t sleep cause my back is in so much pain and fatigue and loss of strength far beyond what I was before I started before steroids.
I don’t know weather to go to work today or go to the doctor
I am now experiencing great pain in my joints and muscles, horrible sleep patterns sickness shaky anxiety depression the list goes on but what I’m currently most worried about is I am now working for a moving company and during and after the first day which was 2 days ago my tendons have been spasming so bad I can’t extend or bend my knees and elbows, can barley walk and I’m not shy of hard work this is very abnormal for me. Never felt pain like this in my joints and the muscles surrounding them.
If any has dead stopped after so long is this normal to feel this way and is it something that will pass or am I actually doing severe damage to myself by working lifting like I am I can’t even get into the gym now can’t sleep cause my back is in so much pain and fatigue and loss of strength far beyond what I was before I started before steroids.
I don’t know weather to go to work today or go to the doctor