It's now 10 local time (mountain time, where I am now) which is past my bed time. I bumped up to 200 mg on the trazodone, and I have some OTC sleep aid pills which contain Diphenhydramine. So we shall see how this goes.
I have to give a fucking presentation at 9AM tomorrow, so hopefully I can manage some sleep.
Such a bitch. Tren has such unmatched strength gains. If only I could solve this issue I could be super human on cycle.
Sorry to hear that bro. I hope you’re asleep now.
May I recommend you have some modafinil / armodafinil on hand for mornings you don’t sleep well and need to perform at a high level?
Also, perhaps frowned up, but for situations like this I’d it would be possible to get a heavy hitter when you really do need sleep, that could put you at ease.
Sleep anxiety is a real thing, but the right benzo or hypnotic with bust right through your trensomnia.
Benzo has the added benefit of making you more chill fit your presentation tomorrow if you took it tonight, but you wouldn’t be too impacted by it the next day.
Certainly not a long term solution, but to be reserved for special needs.
EDIT: and here I am wide awake. 5 hours after falling asleep. I could lay here for 30 minutes and maybe doze off another hour? Or, I could just get up and start getting my shit done.
I’m probably gonna just get up. I can always take a nap mid day, which is when I typically get hit with a slump.
I’ve often wondered about biphasic sleep. My whole life I’ve struggled to stay asleep past getting ~5 to 6 hours. Only thing that makes me do that is benzos, hypnotics, or THC. None of which I have interest in taking habitually. THC totally trashes my sleep quality (REM).
I’m not even on tren. Since I picked up my phone and started posting - it’s game over. I’m awake.