Benzos

[Bundy55]

Klonopin is pretty mild at a low/medium dose... great for getting to sleep. Xannies on the other hand are bad news. They make me aggressive and black out and I’m normally a very laid back guy. Be careful bro

 

[Dead]

Anxiety is very real bro, I used to have panic attacks. It can be paralyzing. Do you take any other drugs or medications that may contribute to your anxiety

no. but i had an issue with robitussin in high school that really really effected how i perceive myself. that shits evil. thats part of this whole steroid thing im trying to recreate my image of how i see myself because robitussin sseriously put me very very low image wise its a dissociative and those take u out of reality. so.. i havent touched drugs in 4 years an still dealing with it. except the kolonopin. that really surprisingly takes allll symptoms away about 90 percent

 

[MindlessWork]

yes i am, its like i know that i shouldnt care at all i know exactly what thoughts are irrational but its how i feel, im super self scnscious of my image i walk into public and fight or flight goes nuts

Hopefully you also are getting good counseling in order to be able to deal with situations that raise anxiety.

 

[Xragexx]

Try valerian root and fish oils

 

[MindlessWork]

Try valerian root and fish oils

Weed helped me as well to keep the depression demon at bay but it may not be for everyone.

Of course didn't smoke green and use benzo's together.

 

[Dead]

Try valerian root and fish oils

i have valerian root makes my feeel dissociated, fish oil helps tremendously with mood and cognition unfortunately not so much eanxiety, fish oil is a staple in my supplement regimen though, that being a multivitamin as well

 

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Weed helped me as well to keep the depression demon at bay but it may not be for everyone.

yeah if i smoke weed i go into psychosis where i think everyones out to get me its real bad. again, never happened until i smoked k2. and that was about a month after i ever first touched weed.

i havent touched recreation drugs in 4 years and still dealing with it all

 

[Xragexx]

yeah if i smoke weed i go into psychosis where i think everyones out to get me its real bad. again, never happened until i smoked k2. and that was about a month after i ever first touched weed.

i havent touched recreation drugs in 4 years and still dealing with it all

AAS can cause users to have anxiety also

 

[tengtren]

i hoonestly cant walk into a grocery store, imagine if u were going to steal a 50 inch tv and run out the store with it an u had a shirt on that said im a theif.

thats the mental feeling i get walking into stores. i feel id be less nervous with a gun to my head than being in public, kolonopin kills that feeling. im hoping i can do few days a week or one week on one week off and hope it work. this all started because i smoked k2 ONE time at 13 and it screwed me up im exxtremely fearful for no reason and take a long time to feel comfortable in new places

it sounds like im being a pussy but its a serious mental isssues ive trie d ever supplement known to man aside from cbd oil and ssris

Alright man, I didn't see that in the original post just the muscles irradicaly contracting. You are a case of legitimate benzo use, but, reading some of your other posts you might have an addictive personality? Benzos help. ALOT. I started on .25mg Xanax and my first day on it I thought, wow this must be how regular people feel! Wrong. That spiraled out of control. I've had SEVERE anxiety and not just tren anxiety, crippling anxiety. But over time I've been able to cope with it without anything that alters my mind, and anyone can do that with enough effort, hard effort though, it won't happen in 1 month we're talking years of practice but we were born with this it's just what we're dealt and we have to work around it. Could be a lot worse at least we have legs to walk into a store with

Look into mineral balance, find someone to test your minerals and look into something called The Root Cause Protocol

That's my best advise from a recovered benzo addict and owner of a sic anxiety ridden depressed mind

Good luck

 

[MindlessWork]

yeah if i smoke weed i go into psychosis where i think everyones out to get me its real bad. again, never happened until i smoked k2. and that was about a month after i ever first touched weed.

i havent touched recreation drugs in 4 years and still dealing with it all

Ugh K2 is bad juju...stay far far away from that crap. That stuff is not even real weed.

 

[Billy Batts]

jist got prescribe kolonopin my anxiety is so bad when I lift my muscles constrict like super rapidly and I notice when I’m mor Chilled out I get more of a burn


Anyone got s clue of being on something like a Benzo will contribute to mind muscle connection[/QUOTE

I actually suffered from post concussion syndrome which caused my panic attacks. I was prescribed klonopin. I have worked out on .5mg.My workouts were fine. I took them sparingly due to fear of addiction.

 

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Alright man, I didn't see that in the original post just the muscles irradicaly contracting. You are a case of legitimate benzo use, but, reading some of your other posts you might have an addictive personality? Benzos help. ALOT. I started on .25mg Xanax and my first day on it I thought, wow this must be how regular people feel! Wrong. That spiraled out of control. I've had SEVERE anxiety and not just tren anxiety, crippling anxiety. But over time I've been able to cope with it without anything that alters my mind, and anyone can do that with enough effort, hard effort though, it won't happen in 1 month we're talking years of practice but we were born with this it's just what we're dealt and we have to work around it. Could be a lot worse at least we have legs to walk into a store with

Look into mineral balance, find someone to test your minerals and look into something called The Root Cause Protocol

That's my best advise from a recovered benzo addict and owner of a sic anxiety ridden depressed mind

Good luck

thanks i should get a mineral test i kno anxiety helps tremendously this is embarrassing but fuck it. i aint had friends in 4 years ive had 1 girl i have no job i keep dropping out of school because my anxiety is so bad around people i cant make connections i cant think cohernelty my coorination is off, and feel can see it, i see it all over their faces their like wtf is wrong with this dude. and the ONLY time i feel normal without and drugs or supplements is the hour endorphin rush i get from the ggym where even if i have anxiety i brusg it off. thats why i liek being big. i can brush it off. its liek the bigger my muscles are the lss anxiety i have its weird. if i dont get his sorted one way or another ill be 30 with no one around me or ill be on the side a the street somewhere. thats where i am right now in life. thank god for trt because that shit really keeps me going

 

[tengtren]

thanks i should get a mineral test i kno anxiety helps tremendously this is embarrassing but fuck it. i aint had friends in 4 years ive had 1 girl i have no job i keep dropping out of school because my anxiety is so bad around people i cant make connections i cant think cohernelty my coorination is off, and feel can see it, i see it all over their faces their like wtf is wrong with this dude. and the ONLY time i feel normal without and drugs or supplements is the hour endorphin rush i get from the ggym where even if i have anxiety i brusg it off. thats why i liek being big. i can brush it off. its liek the bigger my muscles are the lss anxiety i have its weird. if i dont get his sorted one way or another ill be 30 with no one around me or ill be on the side a the street somewhere. thats where i am right now in life. thank god for trt because that shit really keeps me going

Your not alone man not at all, start with some magnesium Glycinate 400mg a day

 

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Your not alone man not at all, start with some magnesium Glycinate 400mg a day

ill check that out thanks

 

[Demondosage]

First it was klonopins for me for 3 yrs, when they wuit working it was xanax.

Try going a day without them and you'll see you don't sleep And I've been up for 48 hrs straight b4. They're bad news and u get real dependant on them. But with me the choice is one of 2 options, use them to deal with stress and be able to function or come off and stay awake for a month. I'm not ready to do that yet so I take xanax daily

 

[tengtren]

First it was klonopins for me for 3 yrs, when they wuit working it was xanax.

Try going a day without them and you'll see you don't sleep And I've been up for 48 hrs straight b4. They're bad news and u get real dependant on them. But with me the choice is one of 2 options, use them to deal with stress and be able to function or come off and stay awake for a month. I'm not ready to do that yet so I take xanax daily

Hardest fucking year of my life was first year off xanax

 

[Dead]

jessus chrisst maybe i can do a 1 day on 1 day off tpe of thing

 

[Billy Batts]

jessus chrisst maybe i can do a 1 day on 1 day off tpe of thing

Be careful even with the every other day. I thought the same thing at first to avoid dependency.That med has a long half life.

 

[rpbb]

meditation works way better than xanax for me. there are great meditations on youtube, and they really do rewire your brain

 

[rpbb]

thanks i should get a mineral test i kno anxiety helps tremendously this is embarrassing but fuck it. i aint had friends in 4 years ive had 1 girl i have no job i keep dropping out of school because my anxiety is so bad around people i cant make connections i cant think cohernelty my coorination is off, and feel can see it, i see it all over their faces their like wtf is wrong with this dude. and the ONLY time i feel normal without and drugs or supplements is the hour endorphin rush i get from the ggym where even if i have anxiety i brusg it off. thats why i liek being big. i can brush it off. its liek the bigger my muscles are the lss anxiety i have its weird. if i dont get his sorted one way or another ill be 30 with no one around me or ill be on the side a the street somewhere. thats where i am right now in life. thank god for trt because that shit really keeps me going

and if it's that bad, do not self prescribe. do everything under the care of professionals. Sorry you're going through such a rough time